Before Everything Changed

oh , FCKMYLIFE ! ahahaha .
March 20 , blaaaah . so i woke up late again , like at 7:12 , i think . so i had to get ready super fast and rush out the door . gaaah . as soon as i got to school i had to walk all fast to PE , ewww -_- mayun , it was pretty cold . we "ran" 3 laps then played tennis . EHH . for some reason i was super annoyed with someone . anywhooo . Ana & i tried to get our class to sing to Cindy for her birthday , buh no ): ahaha . then it was nutrition . hmm , wuh happened ? i talked to BBH & other half for a lil while . then i went to make fun of mikey and kenneth . hehehe(: OH , i also went over there to see 41 . oh yes(; ahahaa . when the bell rang , i was excited to walk with BBH to fourth cause Dobi usually walks thaa same direction . buh he doesn't anymore =/ oh wells . fourth period was boring , stupid test with right triangles & trigonometry . GROSS . buh i don't think i did all thaa bad , at least i hope . we'll see . after the test , we freakin' got two worksheets with word problems about triangles ! i'm so tired of thaa shape . we needa focus on another . ahaha . Ana & i got thaa class to sing to Cindy ! ahaha ! we started it ! oh yeah(: anywhooo . i got to leave fourth period like 25 minutes early ! ehehe . for a field trip .
all the kiddos in my sixth period met up so we can go to Barnes & Noble . we took Line #3 to Del Amo mall . mayun , thaa was a bumpy ride . and these like cholo foos were gonna jack my friends' phones and stuff . shoot . when we got to the mall , we headed straight for Barnes & Noble . i actually had fun looking for books . i mainly wanted a love story . i bought "A Walk to Remember" and "Message in a Bottle" by Nicholas Sparks . for a guy , he writes like the bestestest love stories(: so after B&N , Ana & i went to get some Starbucks . i ordered my usual : grande java chip frap . then we were off to the food court . too bad i couldn't eat much ): oh well . our class chilled for a good 20 minutes ? then the class walked to the bus stop . perfect timing cause we only waited a minute or two and the bus came ! ahaha . it was empty , so none of us had to stand , like on the way to the mall . during the bus ride , these two mexicos checked out our teacher . when they got off , we told her . and then we found out she has a boyfriend ! oh gaaah . interesting information . didn't really wana know about my teachers personal life , buh whatevers . we got back to school and chilled at the planters 'til the bell rang . i met up with other half & BBH . we talked and they told me wuh happened at lunch when i was gone ! i was ooberly jealous ! all the good stuff happens when i'm not there ! not fair ! GRRR -_- buh anyways . i found out Dobi was chillin' right next to where i usually am ! oh mayun . thaa's some bull . then i found out 41 was nearby too , most of the "players" were ! oh how i envy them ! thaa is booty ! gaaaah . buh they sent me pictures , which i really enjoyed ! hehehe(; CUTEEE . so yeaaah .
Vee & i got picked up . she came with me to get my nails done(: ahaha . we talked about how jiggaboo didn't tell me about somethang 'til 2 AND A HALF WEEKS LATER ! we were like WTHEEZY ? ! why did he wait so long . i freakin' slapped him . something could have happened & i could possibly be talking to someone . oh well , i guess . there was a reason it didn't happen , so no worries . buh still 2 AND A HALF WEEKS ! fckmylifee ! ahahaa . OH ! i got my eyebrows waxed , it hurted ! shoot . still is pink and it feels weird . buh it looks nice ! hurts to be beautiful ! LMAO . after thaa , i went home and changed . soon after , i was off to Carnegie for the drill team talent show thangy . i chilled with Vee . and i TRIED chillin' with my babygirl , buh she was busy . so yeah . then other half came . and her and BBH stayed with each other and kept leaving me . i was sitting with babygirl when they were gone , buh she was occupied as well . so i was like WHATEVER ! then i felt super awkward there cause there were so many people i WAS close to . it made me realize how much things changed since summer and since HS started . the girls i was closest to still have their little crew , buh i branched out and made a ton of new friends . no complaints there . at the same time though , i miss all my old friends . i hardly speak to any of them and the sad thing is , i heard some be talkin' smack about me . i'm just like WOW . wuh the hell happened ? i miss how it was BEFORE EVERYTHING CHANGED . nowadays , people change for the stupidest , smallest , retardest things ever ! i miss how we were all inseperable in elementary . when how we looked or dressed didn't matter . i even miss middle school , when everyone was so close and we knew everything about each other . now look at us . shoot . it's crazy how something so small can have the biggest impact and affect our lives .
so yeaaah , i ended up crying . BBH , other half , and babygirl kept asking wuh was wrong . i didn't have the strength to say it yet , and when i did , i was irritated with them . and just in a really bad mood . so i decided to chill with brent and ric like i said i was . SMART decision . even though i wanted to leave , i stayed with them . they made me laugh and smile . and lifted me up . and it was so nice and cute how they were so concerned . they kept asking me to tell them wuh was wrong . and for some reason , they are extremely easy to talk to . they aren't like girls who always gotta say something , they really do listen . and even though they don't say anything , you can tell they are listening . which girls hardly ever do . and they understood me and cheered me up . it was so cute how ric kept asking "are you sure you don't wana leave ? we can go if you want ." and it was so sweet cause he said thaa he and brent would walk me home if i didn't want to stay any longer . buh we finished the show and talked after . they are the bestestest . if i didn't go to them , i don't know wuh i would have done . i love those fagnuts ! i think thaa made us closer . FASHO FASHO . so they stayed with me until i got picked up , how nice ! i wish i could have gave them a ride cause they had to walk =/ at least they didn't get raped or something .
so yeaaah , thaa was my day . cause when i got home , nothing too exciting or importante happened . blaaah , i need my rest ! i have a LONG day ahead of me ! thaa will mostdef be something to talk about ! oh mayun !