i don't give a flying chopstix !

otaaay , so i was supposed to write this days ago , buh i haven't had the time or energy to . time to update this mess . ahaha . (since it's been a few days , i forgot a lot of stuff , so it won't be as detailed as the other posts i have)


let's start with Thursdaaay , March 26 .

hmmm , wuh happened ? first period , boring like always . we watched thaa one family movie . thaa mess was trippy . third period was chill . i like thaa class . fifth period was boring , like always .
afterschool . uhmm , i forgot . BBH & i went to Albertson's with my madre and we bought STARBUCKS ! yummy ! i couldn't decide if i wanted Vanilla Bean with Caramel . or if i wanted Java Chip . so i got VB w/ C . and next time ima get JV , and just keep alternating . then we went to this mexican store . while my momma was in the store , we talked in the car about Lakers and other people . i'm so into him(; teeheehee . afterwards we chilled at my house . we ate bagels . PINEAPPLE CREME CHESE(; AHAHA ! we lowkey talked about guys using the nicknames and such . gaaah , we laughed so freakin' much ! so we were looking through my foam letters . BBH dumped the whole container on my bed . thaa girl ! ahaha . we looked on people's myspaces and saw some cute & funny things ! hehehe(; uhmm , wuh else ? i d k . i forgot . buh we laughed about so much stuff . OOH ! this JERK thinks BBH is cuteee . i was texting him , and he goes "she's cute" i was like oh snap ! and i showed her the text . i asked if he wanted me to hook him up . he said it was chill . ahaha . buh it was funny and random . so now i'm trying to get BBH into him , instead of 8 . LOL . then she left . thaa's pretty much it for thursday .



Fridaaay , March 27 .

second period : EWWW . i didn't pass my mile test , so i gotta do some pacer thingy. i ran for nothing ! i felt so NA$TY after . nutrition is always funny . uhmm . fourth period was so freakin' hilarious ! ryan is too funny ! all the stuff he says ! lol . oh , i took a test . kinda easy , i hope i did good . lunch , too good(: always laughing and makin stupid jokes . "Pick it up with your buttcheeks ." ahaha , other half ! "no ! pick it up with your coochee ." ahaha ! "how would you pick it up with your di...." eww -_- lol . sixth period : chill . so afterschool wuh happened ? chilled at the planters then donut shop . then back to school . talked then walk BBH to the front . as we did thaa , we saw 8 . i could have sworn he was looking at her and smiling ! OOHWEE girl(; then i kicked it with jiggaboo and other half on the stairs . pretty fun . then i went home . i think thaa was it .



Saturdaaay , March 28 .

i had to go to a viewing in Escondido -_- it was so sad . when i first got there and saw "uncle" jim , i wanted to cry . there was a slideshow with pictures of him and "auntie" eva . i couldn't believe he was gone . ans i still can't believe it . he was such a great person , hellah funny . he could brighten your day . camping and stuff just won't be the same without him . gaaah , ima miss him... (if i keep talking about this , ima cry . so i'll stop)
after the viewing , i went to my uncle's . blaaaah . nothing special .



Todaaay , March 29 .

wokee up , ate , chilled , played with my nephew . blaah blaah blaah . got ready . waited for my momma . left the house and went to Plaza Bonita . shopped at Papaya ! my favorite storeee . tried on all these tops , buh only bought three . (three , why thaa number ?) ahaha . bought so Pat & Oscar's then drovee home . fell asleep in the car . when i got home , i took a shower then was off to church . mass felt long cause of Father Dem . lol . then i went to Albertson's and Target . i got Starbucks , JAVA CHIP . it was perfect . blended just right(: uhmm , then wuh ? finally home for the rest of the night ! and thaa's it . todaaay was not a chillax daay . after this , i needa write thaa JERK's letter . his LONG letter(; if not tonight , before i see him tomorrow . cause i promised . buh we ain't thaa close , so wuh the hell am i gonna write about ? oh BBH ! hehehe . jaaaykaaay .
oh ! and todaaay , i was the number 3 like twice . unexpected too ! at church and on tv . both jerseys . it's all around me -_-



OKAAAY . update on life in general . FML(;
tell me why , i have an IDGAF attitude nowadays . and i've been irritated with some of my friends . i don't get it . it's been like this for about 2 weeks now . well it's my time of the month , so i thought it was PMS , buh two weeks of it ? nawwhh . it's weird though , cause usually if you're PMSing , you're a beeetch , buh i don't think i was . (maybe cause i've been giddy over LAKERS this past week , maybeee...) so instead of being btchy , i've been irritable ? thaa's probably it . and surprisingly , i didn't take it out on anybody , i just take it and keep it to myself , i guess . thaa's better than treating everyone around me like caca . anyways . lately , i've just learn to let things go , and care less wuh happens . the way i see it , whatevers meant to be , will be . thaa's why i don't really care about the whole Dobi situation . i mean , why wait and hope for nothing ? i don't think anything is gonna happen . and i haven't talk or seen him since wednesday . so it's been easier to let it go . and there is someone new in the picture . his name is ______(: i call him Kobe , Lakers , 41 , 23 , Caramel , VPNL . i have the most nicknames for him , i don't know why . anywhoo , i doubt i have a chance with him either . buh who knows ? we'll just have to see . he is so freakin' cute . i heard a lot of girls are interested in him . so wuh do i do ? i don't want to be straight forward like with Dobi , cause look how thaa turned out . awkward , exactly the opposite of wuh i was hoping for . why would i get my hopes up again ? eyedeekay . jiggaboo said he would talk to him for me . or something . ehh . buh like i said . i'm starting to care less about stuff . especially drama with friends . i'm trying to focus on school and maintain all my A's and turn my C in bio to an A or B . striving for straight A's (for the first time) by the 20 week report card . buh yeah , everytime something stupid comes up , i'm like IDGAF . i let it go or don't really care . i'm irritated so easily . i need to pray , no jokeee .

OOH ! i'm in this phase again . where i think all these guys are cute . and for some reason , i'm getting into Carson & Narbonne guys now . i want one ! i didn't want a Carson guy before , buh now i do . there is a bunch i'm noticing now thaa i didn't notice before . all hellah random and out of nowhere ! WTHEEZY is going on ? so many eye candies . buh i can't even get a taste ;D (thaa sounds kinky . ahaha) i just want a special someone . i'm tired of being single . it's getting old . i just want a guy who i think is cute and can treat me right . if i could have the one i wanted , i wouldn't care about any other guy and i'd be happy . almost 8 months of being single...BLAAAH . i wonder if i can go a year . it's possible and very likely . buh i want my $UMMER LAAAHVE<3

so PLEASANT DREAMS & GOODNIGHT(:



OOOOH ! there's a game tomorrow . jiggaboo said it's gonna be boring . buh i still love to watch(;
i have an eyecandy on JV & and an eyecandy one VAR(: ima cheer for "my boys" teeheehee ! can't wait . ooh , and Key Club meeting at lunch , OOHWEE ;D VPNL !