Monday, March 30, 2009

MEET ME HALFWAY...

TEEHEEHEE ! <---thaa's my new thang now :D

anywhoo , today was a good day ! oh mayun . i was freakin' hyper . i was in such a great mood . everyone could tell . thaa's wsup .
so first period was boring . buh there are the class clowns thaa can amuse you . they say the stupidest things ! so it made first period a lil better . and during class i wrote my new bestie a letter . i was supposed to write it like 4 weeks ago ? or 5 ? idk . i was gonna draw a peekture , buh my artwork is fugly . so i told him i'd write a letter instead . it took forever ! it was semi-long and i tried to write neat and pretty . to me it still looked NA$TY .
nutrition was great ! i talked to Vanilla Bean for a few minutes . i realized thaa he's a cutieee . just listening to him talk was so cuteee , and it made my morning . then i went to talk to the crew , BBH , other half , and jiggaboo . i was laughing like cuhrazy . they were just like "WTHEEZY is her problem ?" i couldn't help buh smile and laugh . i also saw Lakers . so overall , hellah good nutrition .
third period was okayy . nothing too exciting . i just doodled and whatnot while some lady was talking to us . i texted BBH & other half . and yeaaah . pretty much it .
LUNCH ! i was looking forward to it , for once . i never wana go to Key Club meetings , buh now i have someone to look at , EYECANDY ! teeheehee . so anyway . during lunch , i was like smilin' and getting goosebumps . thaa foo is just too cute ! and i swear , we did this "i'm lowkey looking at you by looking around the room" sort of thing . we made eye contact how many times ! like his eyes would stop on me for a second . buh i'm not really sure . and i still wana know why he asked about me thaa one time... so yeeaah . pretty fun . oh ! and some girl , another one of jiggaboo's bestfriends , was telling me about Dobi , kinda . like i found out more stuff about him . cause she got somewhere with thaa foo . they had a fling and stuff . so he isn't small ? i guess . he smokes , drinks , and he's dirty ! i guess he wasn't lying when he said he was a lowkey freak . thaa was no joke . shoot . i never expected thaa from him . the person i thought he was , is totally different from who he really is . surprise surprise . so thaa was more of a turn off . i heard thaa he swiped his card already . he had sexytime . ahaha . oh my . buh thaa didn't kill my lunch , it just opened my eyes . overall , lunch was nice , hellah coo'
fifth period , still in a good mood . still somewhat hyper . my friends noticed . so we watched two movies and i wrote letters . thaa's pretty much it . i wanted the period to end already so i could watch the game . i didn't wana miss JV cause Lakers was gonna play . ahaha .
afterschool . oh , i was excited to see the game . even though there probably wouldn't be much of a crowd , plus it wouldn't be all hyped like the narbonne game . anywhoo . i waited at the spot for the crew . we took too long cause by the time we got to the gym , JV game was over -_- we missed it . waaacksauce . at least they won . so we watched VAR warm-up . thaa's always funny . i love it . THE KICK ! ahaha ! it's HELLAH cute , righ BBH ? oh fuhh , i was so loud , like the whole time . tell me why all the VBALL guys have smooth-looking legs . do they all shave ? ahaha . i think it's cute , i have no problem . it's actually a plus & a turn-on .
"Haaay ______ , do you shave ?"
"Shave what ?"
"Uhm , your legs . What else ?"
"No i don't"
thaa freakin made me laugh ! anywhooo . the game was funny . gardena sucks . our guys were just slacking off and messing around most of the time . oh yeeaah "SEXY....CAN I ?" vanilla bean actually heard me and BBH . we were loud though ! he mouthed "can i" ahaha . i told him i was gonna cheer for him . thaa's our insider when he plays . then i go "haaay ____ , you're my perfect ten !" then he messes up his serve -_- buh i missed it . i felt so bad and hellah stupid . i heard the coach was mad . or looked pissed . buh jiggaboo thinks she's PMSing . so yeah . i don't think he served after thaa =/ maaah bad . BBH says i gave him butterflies when i said thaa . so he got nervous and messed up . oops . i gotta shuddup now . hehehe . so yeeaah . Lakers sat behind us , instead of with JV across the gym , so i couldn't look at him from afar , and i didn't wana turn around . and yeeaah . i can't remember everything thaa happened or everything thaa was said during the game . thaa was pretty much it . we won of course . easy win .
after the game ! teeheehee ;D i saw Pineapple Creme Cheese . hehehe . Dobi is sexy . gaaah daYUMM ! he was chillin with his shirt off . ooh baby ! he's so white though . he needs to tan ! ahaha . oh well , he's fine , with a capital F ! then i talked with Vanilla Bean . i guess you can say we flirted . oh , and he says it was my fault he messed up his serve . oh haaails ! he said "it didn't even reach the net !" psh , and thaa's my fault ? ! cause i gave him butterflies(; FUHHH , i loved the hugs i got from him todaay . i got like 3 or 4 or 5 ? i don't remember . ooooh , there was this one hug i loved . i got thaa warm feeling inside . he gave me pretty hugs today ! oh mayun . i just wanted to talk and flirt with him longer ! i forgot about Lakers for a second and i totally forgot about Dobi . so we went outside and i messed around with VB for a quick minute and turn around to find jiggaboo , BBH , and BBH's bestfriend gone . so i went outside to look for them , and i was surrounded by guys . then i saw them . why did they have to walk so fast and so far ? not fair . i didn't wana leave yet . plus i didn't get to say bye to VB . so we chilled for awhile . and i was messing aroung with VB , then BBH's bestfriend goes "Stop flirting and let's go" or something like thaa . i thought she said thaa a bit loud . then i got into a play fight with VB (which i liked cause i haven't play fought with a guy in awhile , well i have , buh they are close friends) so when we were playing fighting , he called me a bully and walked away . then i was like fine then , i'm mad at you . then he goes "it's okayy , cause you're gonna cry tonight ." WTHEEZY ? so i was like uh-huh suree , wuhever . then he walks away , and i'm like no , i don't want him to leave without a proper goodbye . ahaha . i think i said "Okaaay fine" then i did thaa thing where you reach out your arms like you're waiting for a hug . so he does the same thing . then i said "MEET ME HALFWAY" so he walks in my direction and stops . then i walk torwards him and stop . we're still pretty far . so i walk some more . then BBH goes " No , he's gotta meet you halfway" so i wait for him . then all these vball guys come and hug him . i said "Oh , i'm so jealous" and waited for him to come up to me . (jiggaboo says thaa VB's brother was pushing him torwards me) so finally we meet , and i get my hug ! yay(: then he leaves and so do we . jiggaboo , BBH , BBH's best , and i walk to Taco Bell . two cars past us full of vball guys . blaaah blaaah blaaah . we get to Taco Bell , chill , eat , talk and whatnot .
"Haaay Jonny , do you shave your legs ?" ahahaha ! he said no .
BBH's bestfriend told me stuff about Lakers thaa kinda turned me off from him . buh he still hellah cute . ima stop thinkin' so much and just let things happen as they should . i'll just have to wait and see , y'know ? so yeeaah .
i miss Dobi . like talking to him . i knew it would get awkward . i hate it -_- it sucks big balls . oh well . maybe we'll start talking as friends again later on . who knows ? just gotta wait and see . then there is VB . cutieee with a personality . i just can't help buh think if he's like third choice . i can't get Dobi or Lakers , so i settle for him ? y'know , thaa type of thing . hmmm . i don't wana hurt him or mess up the friendship i have with him . i hate awkwardness . VB is such a good person . i just hope he ain't another guy thaa's fun to flirt with . and thaa gives me attention so i take it . buh maybe , just maybe there is something there . afterall , i got thaa warm feeling from one of his hugs . eyedeekay . no need to rush anything with anyone . time is all i need . buh grrr , being $INGLE is getting old =/ ahaha . lalalala . i guess ima stop now . time to eat(:


PEACE & LOVE :]<3

Sunday, March 29, 2009

i don't give a flying chopstix !

otaaay , so i was supposed to write this days ago , buh i haven't had the time or energy to . time to update this mess . ahaha . (since it's been a few days , i forgot a lot of stuff , so it won't be as detailed as the other posts i have)


let's start with Thursdaaay , March 26 .

hmmm , wuh happened ? first period , boring like always . we watched thaa one family movie . thaa mess was trippy . third period was chill . i like thaa class . fifth period was boring , like always .
afterschool . uhmm , i forgot . BBH & i went to Albertson's with my madre and we bought STARBUCKS ! yummy ! i couldn't decide if i wanted Vanilla Bean with Caramel . or if i wanted Java Chip . so i got VB w/ C . and next time ima get JV , and just keep alternating . then we went to this mexican store . while my momma was in the store , we talked in the car about Lakers and other people . i'm so into him(; teeheehee . afterwards we chilled at my house . we ate bagels . PINEAPPLE CREME CHESE(; AHAHA ! we lowkey talked about guys using the nicknames and such . gaaah , we laughed so freakin' much ! so we were looking through my foam letters . BBH dumped the whole container on my bed . thaa girl ! ahaha . we looked on people's myspaces and saw some cute & funny things ! hehehe(; uhmm , wuh else ? i d k . i forgot . buh we laughed about so much stuff . OOH ! this JERK thinks BBH is cuteee . i was texting him , and he goes "she's cute" i was like oh snap ! and i showed her the text . i asked if he wanted me to hook him up . he said it was chill . ahaha . buh it was funny and random . so now i'm trying to get BBH into him , instead of 8 . LOL . then she left . thaa's pretty much it for thursday .



Fridaaay , March 27 .

second period : EWWW . i didn't pass my mile test , so i gotta do some pacer thingy. i ran for nothing ! i felt so NA$TY after . nutrition is always funny . uhmm . fourth period was so freakin' hilarious ! ryan is too funny ! all the stuff he says ! lol . oh , i took a test . kinda easy , i hope i did good . lunch , too good(: always laughing and makin stupid jokes . "Pick it up with your buttcheeks ." ahaha , other half ! "no ! pick it up with your coochee ." ahaha ! "how would you pick it up with your di...." eww -_- lol . sixth period : chill . so afterschool wuh happened ? chilled at the planters then donut shop . then back to school . talked then walk BBH to the front . as we did thaa , we saw 8 . i could have sworn he was looking at her and smiling ! OOHWEE girl(; then i kicked it with jiggaboo and other half on the stairs . pretty fun . then i went home . i think thaa was it .



Saturdaaay , March 28 .

i had to go to a viewing in Escondido -_- it was so sad . when i first got there and saw "uncle" jim , i wanted to cry . there was a slideshow with pictures of him and "auntie" eva . i couldn't believe he was gone . ans i still can't believe it . he was such a great person , hellah funny . he could brighten your day . camping and stuff just won't be the same without him . gaaah , ima miss him... (if i keep talking about this , ima cry . so i'll stop)
after the viewing , i went to my uncle's . blaaaah . nothing special .



Todaaay , March 29 .

wokee up , ate , chilled , played with my nephew . blaah blaah blaah . got ready . waited for my momma . left the house and went to Plaza Bonita . shopped at Papaya ! my favorite storeee . tried on all these tops , buh only bought three . (three , why thaa number ?) ahaha . bought so Pat & Oscar's then drovee home . fell asleep in the car . when i got home , i took a shower then was off to church . mass felt long cause of Father Dem . lol . then i went to Albertson's and Target . i got Starbucks , JAVA CHIP . it was perfect . blended just right(: uhmm , then wuh ? finally home for the rest of the night ! and thaa's it . todaaay was not a chillax daay . after this , i needa write thaa JERK's letter . his LONG letter(; if not tonight , before i see him tomorrow . cause i promised . buh we ain't thaa close , so wuh the hell am i gonna write about ? oh BBH ! hehehe . jaaaykaaay .
oh ! and todaaay , i was the number 3 like twice . unexpected too ! at church and on tv . both jerseys . it's all around me -_-



OKAAAY . update on life in general . FML(;
tell me why , i have an IDGAF attitude nowadays . and i've been irritated with some of my friends . i don't get it . it's been like this for about 2 weeks now . well it's my time of the month , so i thought it was PMS , buh two weeks of it ? nawwhh . it's weird though , cause usually if you're PMSing , you're a beeetch , buh i don't think i was . (maybe cause i've been giddy over LAKERS this past week , maybeee...) so instead of being btchy , i've been irritable ? thaa's probably it . and surprisingly , i didn't take it out on anybody , i just take it and keep it to myself , i guess . thaa's better than treating everyone around me like caca . anyways . lately , i've just learn to let things go , and care less wuh happens . the way i see it , whatevers meant to be , will be . thaa's why i don't really care about the whole Dobi situation . i mean , why wait and hope for nothing ? i don't think anything is gonna happen . and i haven't talk or seen him since wednesday . so it's been easier to let it go . and there is someone new in the picture . his name is ______(: i call him Kobe , Lakers , 41 , 23 , Caramel , VPNL . i have the most nicknames for him , i don't know why . anywhoo , i doubt i have a chance with him either . buh who knows ? we'll just have to see . he is so freakin' cute . i heard a lot of girls are interested in him . so wuh do i do ? i don't want to be straight forward like with Dobi , cause look how thaa turned out . awkward , exactly the opposite of wuh i was hoping for . why would i get my hopes up again ? eyedeekay . jiggaboo said he would talk to him for me . or something . ehh . buh like i said . i'm starting to care less about stuff . especially drama with friends . i'm trying to focus on school and maintain all my A's and turn my C in bio to an A or B . striving for straight A's (for the first time) by the 20 week report card . buh yeah , everytime something stupid comes up , i'm like IDGAF . i let it go or don't really care . i'm irritated so easily . i need to pray , no jokeee .

OOH ! i'm in this phase again . where i think all these guys are cute . and for some reason , i'm getting into Carson & Narbonne guys now . i want one ! i didn't want a Carson guy before , buh now i do . there is a bunch i'm noticing now thaa i didn't notice before . all hellah random and out of nowhere ! WTHEEZY is going on ? so many eye candies . buh i can't even get a taste ;D (thaa sounds kinky . ahaha) i just want a special someone . i'm tired of being single . it's getting old . i just want a guy who i think is cute and can treat me right . if i could have the one i wanted , i wouldn't care about any other guy and i'd be happy . almost 8 months of being single...BLAAAH . i wonder if i can go a year . it's possible and very likely . buh i want my $UMMER LAAAHVE<3

so PLEASANT DREAMS & GOODNIGHT(:



OOOOH ! there's a game tomorrow . jiggaboo said it's gonna be boring . buh i still love to watch(;
i have an eyecandy on JV & and an eyecandy one VAR(: ima cheer for "my boys" teeheehee ! can't wait . ooh , and Key Club meeting at lunch , OOHWEE ;D VPNL !

Thursday, March 26, 2009

"OOH AHH , OOH AYEEE !"

okaaaay , so i was supposed to write this blog last night , buh i totally knocked out with my laptop on . i fell asleep on kuya timmy and BBH ): mah baad .
well righ now i'm in biology and i didn't do any work . i left it up to the other two in my group . they always make me write everything . so yeaaah , their turn . thaa sounds mean , buh oh well . anywhooo , about yesterday :D
let's start off with "OOH AHH , OOH AYEEE !" oh baybeeee ! the game was so freakin' CUHRAZY . i loved it . the crowd was all hyped buh the gym was so hot ! eww -_- ahahaha . narbonne supporters were annoying . buh they were supporting their school , so it's chill . i was the same way . freakin' screaming my lungs out . jumping up and down , yelling and cheering . i haven't done thaa in the longest time and i miss it . it is so fun .
so , during JV gameee , the crowd was sorta hyped and carson was doing good , OF COURSE(: our JV team is bomb , like TIC TIC ! hehehe . i was enjoying my view . Kobe was playing(; oh baybeee . BBH was tearing and i was like awwhh , wuhs wrong girl ? buh i figured out why later on . i don't really remember much from the JV game cause it was half over when i got there . WE WON though ! oh yeaaah ! best JV in the city . so i heard . then it was VARSITY GAME ! i was excited and hellah hyped . (i was waiting for the school day to end so i could watch already .)
so varsity started running around the court like they usually do and slid into thaa circle thaa they usually make before every game . big butts ! ahahaa , such a nice view . keeding . so while they were warming up , i was checking out the narbonne var players ! ohmagah ! number 6 & 11 . lemme tap thaa . 6 caught my eye so fast . babyboy , let me love you ! ahahaha . oh ! and then there was this one guy ! number 11 . he looked so DAMN familiar . then i was like , is it "dori" ahaha . cause i remember thaa cutie went to narbonne . so i waited , then i heard his name . IT WAS HIM ! gaaah . i remember.... oh wow . it's been awhile since i heard about him or saw him . he is still fineee . even better than i remember . buh i guess he gots a girl or something . too bad . hehehe(; it's kaaay , i still got my eye candy ! hahaha . so then it was Var's turn to take the court and warm up , and OOH BAYBEEE ! wuh a nice view i had . the weird thing was , as i was watching Dobi (no stalker mode) i didn't feel those crazy butterflies like before ): it sucks . after all thaa stuff thaa happened , it was such a turn-off . so yeaah . then i was watching "Vanilla Bean" for some reason . cause he plays Var now , and i was super excited for him . he deserves it . he's a great player . CUHRAZY how they put him in a big game . like just to try him out and stuff . thaa just shows how good he is . anyway . the crowd was all hyped . and i love when var does their chant thangy , it's so funny and cute ! "OOH AHH , OOH AYEEE !" GAAAH , I LOVE IT ! narbonne had something similar , kinda ? buh ours wuhs better of course ! so the game ! oh thaa mess was cuhrazy . we won the first two rounds . and then idk wuh was happening in the third , maybe the guys got tired . they were close to winning buh no . so thaa forced a fourth round . i guess the guys were tired cause narbonne won thaa one . it was so freakin hot in the gym . i needed to step out for some air . ahaha . so during the game , Dobi lifted his shirt , OH BAYBEEE ! made me fall for him again (well kinda , it was just one of those oOoOo , AHHH types of things) he may be white , buh he sure do got body ! i was like "DID YOU SEE THAA ? ! ?" BBH was like yes ! ohmagah . ahahaha . daYUMMM ! gaaah . sexaaaay ! then swagger was bending over , "i ain't never seen a booty so fat !" (; ahahaha . wuh else ? eyedeekay . during the game , jiggaboo and i were screaming like cuhrazy . jumping up and down . i've never been like thaa at a game , it was hellah fun . i was super hyper from thaa vanilla bean with caramel . so was BBH . she was just laughing at me the entire time . like wtheezy is her problem . "IN YOUR FACE !" thaa was too good . someone spiked it and it hit a foo in his face , then he fell on the floor ! ahaha . IN YOUR FACE ! ahaha . i kept saying thaa . and doing thaa gesture we have for it . thaa reminds me , PIZZA ! those fatties and how they eat pizza . then PENGUIN . (babyboy , thank you for taking off thaa bow . it was starting to annoy me . ahaha . i was gonna rip it off !) lmao . oh then we see Kobe from across the gym , walking around in a beater . grrr . we should have sat on the other side !
so back to the game . it was time for round five . the last one . whoever won , thaa was it . at first i was light headed and didn't wana scream anymore , then they game got all intense , so i started screaming and yelling , jumpin up and clapping . ahaha . "get like who ? get like three !" uh huh , okaaay . i was laughing though . "WOOP THERE IT IS !" i forgot when they say thaa and why . uhmm , let's see . "BOOM BOOM , CLAP CLAP , ACEEEE ! one more time , ACEEEE ! one more time , ACEEE !" ahahaa . the guys and their chants . WOW . so the fifth round was CUHRAZY . it was funny how both Dobi and Vanilla Bean served most of the time . i felt bad and scared for Vanilla Bean cause i could tell he felt the pressure . so BBH and i cheered him on . i go "SEXY !" then BBH goes "CAN I ?" and he looks at us and smiles ! then he serves , and it was good ! yaaay(: ahaha , you can be my PERFECT TEN(; ahaha . good times ! A LOT of stuff happened at the game thaa i can't remember all of it . i wish i wrote this yesterday cause then i would have remembered most of it . anywhooo , the game ended at like 6 ! oh and guess wuh ? ! WE WON ! oh yesss ! thaa's wsup ? IN YOUR FACE ! we freakin served them narbonne nachos . and what ? ! ahahaha . i can't imagine the rematch ! thaa's gonna be cuhrazy . i hope i can go !
so after the game . we see Dobi . then jiggaboo goes "____ , good sh_t !" and BBH and i start laughing . gotta be chill cause he came over , i got a hug . it felt like wuhevers , i wasn't all excited . oh well . (i'm guessing he left righ after the game cause i didn't see him after the hug) then i chilled with BBH , jiggaboo , and kat for a cool minute . i was like , let's go say congrats to Vanilla Bean . buh we couldn't find him . so we waited , and walked around in the gym . then we see him . i was like "good game !" and gave him a hug . they go "you wana picture ?" so he poses . then i go , i want a picture with you ! so i bust out my camera and make him take a picture with me . then i was like "oh crap . it was on zoom . EWW . i look fat !" buh it was a decent picture so i kept it . hmm . i forgot wuh happened . OH . we went outside cause it was hot . then all the narbonna players walked out after awhile . and how i loved where i was standing . they all passed by me(; OH YESSS ! sexies . well like two ! ahaha . then jiggaboo , BBH , and kat left me ): so saaad . i chilled with errold and mark . my brother came to give me my stuff for confirmation . buh while i was waiting . i was lovin' my view . Kobe was standing righ in front of me , well kinda . him and his purple tie :D BABYBOY , LET ME LOVE YOU<3 teeheehee . gaaah . then i got another picture with VB . this time it wasn't on zoom . buh he looked like a little boy . ahaha . so adorable ! Mr. Varsity player now . thaa's so good though . he just found out earlier thaa week too . so yeaaah . he's cool . lol .
Overall , thaa game was hellah CUHRAZY & FUN ! can't wait to watch the next game . it may not be as hyped , buh still . i'm lovin' me some vball players ! no joke . and i thought they were a turn off , apparently not ! so yeaaah , thaa's pretty much it . what a game to remember(:

Monday, March 23, 2009

Drama again ?

oh FCKMYLIFE ! drama again ? i sure freakin' hope not !
okaaay , so last night , i got a message from babygirl saying thaa her cousin was asking who saying stuff about her and Dobi . GAAAAH . i didn't even wana say anything , cause i don't want any drama to start .
so todaaay was going okaaay , buh i wanted to know if babygirl had read my message and replied back . then at third period , i got a text from Dobi , he wanted to know if i was telling people stuff about his ex , which i DIDN'T ! all i said was thaa i think she is hellah pretty ! unless compliments are considered talking crap and whatnot . so i told him straight up . thaa i told my bestfriend who she was , and thaa i found out thaa my bestfriend is his ex's cousin . he asked wuh i told my bestfriend , i told her thaa Dobi is her cousin's ex . thaa's all . and like he was like "so you didn't tell anyone anything" and all this . i said no . i heard stuff buh i didn't go spreading it around . i don't want drama , i don't need drama . and i don't even know thaa female , so why would i go around tellin' everyone her business ? shoot . i mean , did he really have to ask me ? i wish he knew me better and gave me the benefit of the doubt . so anyway . he wanted to know wuh i heard and who i heard it from . i told him wuh i heard , and kinda told him how i found out . buh i didn't tell him EVERY detail , cause he barely told me who told him i was talking about his ex . when i asked , all he said was "my kuzn" oh neegah ! thaa helps so much ! SIKEEE . and when i asked him who his cousin was , he asked me a different question and ignored mine . JERK . i mean , i know he still likes his ex , buh dang , you can't answer my questions ? or wonder how i feel ? if you think about it , someone is talking about me as well . and he doesn't mind . i'm the bad guy , righ ? WRONG . SO COMPLETELY WRONG . geez . so Dobi wanted to know all this info buh could barely answer my question . shoot . i give up . like i know he is lookin' out for her and stuff , buh WOW . y'know ? all up in my grill . buh he's a good guy , so i can't say much . i guess he's sprung off her and isn't AT ALL over her . so why get my hopes up , if ima watch them fall and shatter into pieces ? yaaahknow ? and after today , i don't wana try anymore . it's like i'm losing feelings . why waste my time ? GAAAAH ! i'm thinkin' too much again .
& likee , it doesn't help thaa he knows i like him . so i was thinkin' thaa he thinks , since i like him ima be the one talking about his ex ,WRONG , DEAD WRONG . boy , geet yo' shii straight . ahaha ! all this is makin' me think if it's all worth it . is it worth the wait ? will anything even happen between me and him ? uhmm , maybe not... who knows ? and wuh kinda sucked was thaa his aim status thingy said "i'm not strong enough to keep me away from you" and i don't mean to be nosy , buh i'm guessing thaa was directed torward his ex . i bet they finnah get back together . who wouldn't want him back , you'd be crazy if you didn't . fuhreal . buh the butterflies aren't the same anymore -_- which sucks . cause i loved them . everything changed when i told him . (FREAKIN' JIGGABOO ! 2 AND A HALF WEEKS ? ! REALLY ?) it felt somewhat awkward and there was no curious feeling like "he likes me , he likes me not" sorta thing . cause he never really said if i had a chance . so BLEEEEH ! why bother ? i don't wana try anymore . just let things happen . i'm not gonna talk to him first . i will only talk to him if he talks to me first , and not about his ex and stuff . NO DRAMA PLEASE ! hopefully he ain't like thaa , and won't say anything or start stuff . thaa is not wuh i need . shoot . wuh i need is a refreshment of the alcoholic variety ;D seriously . BLAME IT ON THE A-A-A-ALCOHOL !
if things don't work out with Dobi , i think 41 is cute(; buh i'm not desperate or in need of a boyfriend . i'm better off without all the B$ thaa comes along with a relationship or "talking" to someone . like righ now ! i ain't even "talking" to anyone and there is already drama with an EX ! the heezy ? thaa is not wsup ! grrr . i'm better off $INGLE ! ahaha . maybe i can get over Dobi if i really wanted to . buh wuh kinda sucks is thaa watching games won't be as fun anymore . i won't get all super excited . ima just be focusing on the game and really watching . no distractions , only when JV plays(; 41 BAYBEEEE . or VPNL . or LAKERS ! hehehe . buh WHATEVER HAPPENS , HAPPENS . and thaa's wuhs MEANT TO BE . so i can live with it . If GOD brought me to it , he will help me through it<3 oh yesss .

Cindy's 15(:

hmmm , just a few days late on writing about the quince . so March 21, 2009 was my friend , Cindy's quinceanera . i woke up at like 7:30 to wait for Ana and her madre to come and do my hair . it was so pretty ! gaaaah , i LOVED it !
Ana and I killed time and watched Hairspray(: then started to get ready around 10:30 . we put on our faces(; and dresses then took a before picturee . OFF TO THE CHURCH !
when we got to the church , we saw Cindy and thought she looked so BEAUTIFUL ! no freakin' jokeee . she look so daYUMMM good ! no homo(: during mass , i didn't understand anything the priest was saying , i was SO lost ! it was all in spanish ! i was just sitting there likeee , WUH THE HEEZY IS HE TALKING ABOUT ? ! then mass was over . we took pictures , especially of the gorgeous quinceanera ! then CRUISING AROUND IN THE LIMO ! :D
so we went to this one park and took more pictures and Cindy had to do all these serious poses . and all the girls' heels were digging into the grass , makin' holes everywhere . ahahaha !
so we went around cruisin' again and then stopped at Jack in the Box for tacos . we ordered like 40 ! AHAHAHAHA ! oh ! and thaa freakin' limo driver ! he ran over like 4 sidewalk thangies ! we counted . thaa foo needs to learn how to drive , BIG TIME ! ahaha .
we arrived at the house , i was so sad to get out of the limo ): buh the decorations looked great !
so we chilled , then ate . oh thaa one chicken thingy was good ! we took more pictures and danced . then we watched Cindy do all the importante things . like the changing of her "flats" to heels . and the receiving of her necklace and ring . the father-daughter dance , and all thaa good stuff . while she danced with her god parents and stuff , the surprise dance crew lowkey changed . we looked purdy cute , even the guys ! they all needs to wear tight pants ! ahahaha . they looked like greasers . hehehe . GREASE STATUS ! i loved it . Cindy said they looked like strippers or something . hehehe . ohmagah , we did so good ! everyone loved the dance ! ahaha .
after thaa , we all just danced some more and talked . we even sang ! Ana told me her mom said we sounded like dogs ! ahaha ! awhh -_- it's all good . i did it for Ana , so she can get over her stage fright ! ahaha . good thing i didn't really know anyone there or will i ever see them again !
i was gonna go to Dominick's party , buh i had no ride , and i was not tryna walk at 9pm in a dress . SIKE YOUR BALLS ! lol . so i stayed her Cindy's and danced so much ! my feet were hurting . thank goodness i had slippers so i didn't have to deal with the pain of wearing heels . i learned to dance "mexican status" and now i am half mexican(: according to Ana & Cindy . thaa day was fun ! i ended up leaving around 12 . i was super cold and tired . i couldn't wait to get home and take off my face ! ahaha . and wear something more warm and comfortable .
when i got home , i started to be conceited and took pictures of myself . and of course , being a girl , i only liked half of them , shoot , less than half . then i got ready for bed , and was super comfortable thaa i knocked out .
THE END(:

Friday, March 20, 2009

Before Everything Changed

oh , FCKMYLIFE ! ahahaha .
March 20 , blaaaah . so i woke up late again , like at 7:12 , i think . so i had to get ready super fast and rush out the door . gaaah . as soon as i got to school i had to walk all fast to PE , ewww -_- mayun , it was pretty cold . we "ran" 3 laps then played tennis . EHH . for some reason i was super annoyed with someone . anywhooo . Ana & i tried to get our class to sing to Cindy for her birthday , buh no ): ahaha . then it was nutrition . hmm , wuh happened ? i talked to BBH & other half for a lil while . then i went to make fun of mikey and kenneth . hehehe(: OH , i also went over there to see 41 . oh yes(; ahahaa . when the bell rang , i was excited to walk with BBH to fourth cause Dobi usually walks thaa same direction . buh he doesn't anymore =/ oh wells . fourth period was boring , stupid test with right triangles & trigonometry . GROSS . buh i don't think i did all thaa bad , at least i hope . we'll see . after the test , we freakin' got two worksheets with word problems about triangles ! i'm so tired of thaa shape . we needa focus on another . ahaha . Ana & i got thaa class to sing to Cindy ! ahaha ! we started it ! oh yeah(: anywhooo . i got to leave fourth period like 25 minutes early ! ehehe . for a field trip .
all the kiddos in my sixth period met up so we can go to Barnes & Noble . we took Line #3 to Del Amo mall . mayun , thaa was a bumpy ride . and these like cholo foos were gonna jack my friends' phones and stuff . shoot . when we got to the mall , we headed straight for Barnes & Noble . i actually had fun looking for books . i mainly wanted a love story . i bought "A Walk to Remember" and "Message in a Bottle" by Nicholas Sparks . for a guy , he writes like the bestestest love stories(: so after B&N , Ana & i went to get some Starbucks . i ordered my usual : grande java chip frap . then we were off to the food court . too bad i couldn't eat much ): oh well . our class chilled for a good 20 minutes ? then the class walked to the bus stop . perfect timing cause we only waited a minute or two and the bus came ! ahaha . it was empty , so none of us had to stand , like on the way to the mall . during the bus ride , these two mexicos checked out our teacher . when they got off , we told her . and then we found out she has a boyfriend ! oh gaaah . interesting information . didn't really wana know about my teachers personal life , buh whatevers . we got back to school and chilled at the planters 'til the bell rang . i met up with other half & BBH . we talked and they told me wuh happened at lunch when i was gone ! i was ooberly jealous ! all the good stuff happens when i'm not there ! not fair ! GRRR -_- buh anyways . i found out Dobi was chillin' right next to where i usually am ! oh mayun . thaa's some bull . then i found out 41 was nearby too , most of the "players" were ! oh how i envy them ! thaa is booty ! gaaaah . buh they sent me pictures , which i really enjoyed ! hehehe(; CUTEEE . so yeaaah .
Vee & i got picked up . she came with me to get my nails done(: ahaha . we talked about how jiggaboo didn't tell me about somethang 'til 2 AND A HALF WEEKS LATER ! we were like WTHEEZY ? ! why did he wait so long . i freakin' slapped him . something could have happened & i could possibly be talking to someone . oh well , i guess . there was a reason it didn't happen , so no worries . buh still 2 AND A HALF WEEKS ! fckmylifee ! ahahaa . OH ! i got my eyebrows waxed , it hurted ! shoot . still is pink and it feels weird . buh it looks nice ! hurts to be beautiful ! LMAO . after thaa , i went home and changed . soon after , i was off to Carnegie for the drill team talent show thangy . i chilled with Vee . and i TRIED chillin' with my babygirl , buh she was busy . so yeah . then other half came . and her and BBH stayed with each other and kept leaving me . i was sitting with babygirl when they were gone , buh she was occupied as well . so i was like WHATEVER ! then i felt super awkward there cause there were so many people i WAS close to . it made me realize how much things changed since summer and since HS started . the girls i was closest to still have their little crew , buh i branched out and made a ton of new friends . no complaints there . at the same time though , i miss all my old friends . i hardly speak to any of them and the sad thing is , i heard some be talkin' smack about me . i'm just like WOW . wuh the hell happened ? i miss how it was BEFORE EVERYTHING CHANGED . nowadays , people change for the stupidest , smallest , retardest things ever ! i miss how we were all inseperable in elementary . when how we looked or dressed didn't matter . i even miss middle school , when everyone was so close and we knew everything about each other . now look at us . shoot . it's crazy how something so small can have the biggest impact and affect our lives .
so yeaaah , i ended up crying . BBH , other half , and babygirl kept asking wuh was wrong . i didn't have the strength to say it yet , and when i did , i was irritated with them . and just in a really bad mood . so i decided to chill with brent and ric like i said i was . SMART decision . even though i wanted to leave , i stayed with them . they made me laugh and smile . and lifted me up . and it was so nice and cute how they were so concerned . they kept asking me to tell them wuh was wrong . and for some reason , they are extremely easy to talk to . they aren't like girls who always gotta say something , they really do listen . and even though they don't say anything , you can tell they are listening . which girls hardly ever do . and they understood me and cheered me up . it was so cute how ric kept asking "are you sure you don't wana leave ? we can go if you want ." and it was so sweet cause he said thaa he and brent would walk me home if i didn't want to stay any longer . buh we finished the show and talked after . they are the bestestest . if i didn't go to them , i don't know wuh i would have done . i love those fagnuts ! i think thaa made us closer . FASHO FASHO . so they stayed with me until i got picked up , how nice ! i wish i could have gave them a ride cause they had to walk =/ at least they didn't get raped or something .
so yeaaah , thaa was my day . cause when i got home , nothing too exciting or importante happened . blaaah , i need my rest ! i have a LONG day ahead of me ! thaa will mostdef be something to talk about ! oh mayun !

Thursday, March 19, 2009

FIRST ONE !

hmmm , this is my first blog thingy on blogspot . i've been meaning to start one , buh i got hellah lazy .
anywhooo . today was pretty chill . i woke up all late , 7:30 ! oh haaails . i didn't set my alarm and my mom didn't bother to try and wake me cause she didn't think i had to be at school 'til 11 cause of CAHSEE testing -_- buhh i got to miss my boring a_s first period . and i finally got a chance to eat breakfast . CINNAMON TOAST CRUNCH(;
uhmm , yeaaah . so i got to school at nutrition and talked to my BBH & other half . OH ! and you know wuh we saw ? some girl giving Dobi a massage . then other half rolled her eyes and i did my eye twitching thing thaa makes her laugh everytime . third period was boring , i couldn't wait for lunch . buh i didn't even get to see my eye candy . he was nowhere in sight . so i met up with BBH & other half for some key club meeting . thaa didn't last long . buh i got to see "41" or "VPNL" wuhever we decide to call him . ahaha . i think he was lookin at me cause i caught him a couple times , buh idk . anyways , we left and went to go see their one english teacher they had freshman year and she told us about how her fiancee proposed to her . it was SO CUTEEE ! lucky her . ahaha . fifth period was next ! EHHH . i always sleep in thaa class and i didn't do my homework -_- so i wasn't looking forward to going . we were about to have a lecture , buh instead we watched some Obama stuff on tv . and sure enough , i fell asleep . buh before i feel asleep i couldn't stop thinking of 41 . why did he ask about me ? gaaah . i was so curious . buh i only want one guy on my mind , Dobi . there is one problem , i doesn't know if i have a chance . so i gots to give it timeee .
YAAAY ! school was out for the daaay . i met up with BBH & other half like always . and siSTAR too(: i found out wuh i missed at lunch . while some band was playing , Dobi was dancing ! how could i have missed that ? DAMN ! too bad , buh then again . i'm not even sure if thaa would have been a pretty sight . ahahaha ! so afterschool we chilled for a cool minute then we walked to Flying Chopstix . thaa walk felt long and freakin' hot . when we got there , we ordered , ate , and talked . then DQ came over and started talking about her . like always . then during the conversation , my other half started to cry -_- i was like OH HAAAILS NO ! this girl(DQ) needs to shut up . i already told her not to talk about STUFF . so wuh does she do ? talk & talk & talk ! oh gaaaahdayum . then it turned into ALL ABOUT HER ! i wanted to shove food down her throat . hehehe xD thaa girl , too much drama !
so yeaah , after Flying Chopstix , i went to quince practice . thaa was fun . just cold . and i was in desperate need of shorts to put under the skirt for the dance . GAAAH , i felt so naked underneath . ahaha . and yeaaah . i got picked up and i went to carson mall to get a shirt for the dance thingy . we went to jcpenny and i saw mikey . i was like "YOU WORK HERE ?!" he said kindaaa . buh it was so cuteee . like he looked all "uniformed" ahaha . thaa made my daaay . then i saw kenneth , so i started makin' fun of them . i found out it was for a class or something . buh it was still funny . and then like i asked if i would get them in trouble , they said maybe . and then kenneth goes "can i help you miss ?" AHAHAH ! then says "well if i point this waaay , it looks like i'm helping you ." i was confused so i asked who's supervising , they said the camera ! ahaha ! so mikey says they might not get in trouble cause the camera doesn't record audio , so they won't know wuh we're talking about . so they gotta make it seem like they are actually working . ahaha . thaa made me smile :D ima get to make fun of them tomorrow at school(: it was just too adorable . oh and then i forgot how they started arguing , buh they did , about my love for them . i said i love mikey more , so kenneth goes " i don't care if she loves you more , i've known her longer ." oh mayun . those fools .
i got home and blaaah blaaah blaaah . i friend requested "41" and he accepted(: then i got an i/m from Dobi ! i was smilin' so much . hehehe ;D so i was talkin' to Dobi and he said he was down to chill saturday , too bad i can't ! gaaah . too many things happening . i want to so bad ! so he can "fall for me" thaa's wuh BBH & other half say . buh eyedeekay . so yeaah , hopefully another time . i liked our conversation though , even if it was short . at least he talked to me first(: ahaha .
i needs to go to sleep . i didn't do my homework like i was supposed to -_- EHHH . i'll make it up . i got a busy weekend ahead of me . time to catch some Z's .