Hello there(:
Dayum , June went by pretty fast . A little over two months of summer vacation left . I can't believe it's summer already . Freshman year is gone . Oooh , it was so fun . Psh . Well , it wasn't too bad . Now that I think about it , it was a good year . Can't wait for sophomore year , SIKE . Ima enjoy my time off from waaack ass school . Mmm , so yeeah .
I think my life could be back to a good place . No worries about school , except for that freakin' summer assignment . No boy troubles(: Not yet anyways . Friend drama ? Nopeee . It better stay that way . I'm fna spend time with family in Arizona , thaa's wsup(:
Ugh , but there is one problem , I wana fck up this one girl . She needs to stop talking her shiet . If she keeps running her mouth , ima have to regulate . I knew she was a btch when I met her . Oohwell , she got enough problems as it is . But if I hear that my name came out of her mouth again , she better watch the fck out .
Anyways , it's been awhile since I blogged , I wonder why . But yeeah , $UMMER 2OO9 :]<3 This might be a good one . Probably better than last year . Ooh , but I have practice . It's been awhile since I've said that . Drill team again . But this team will be a funner team to be on . More laid back an chill , yet still bomb as fck . Now I have something to keep me from getting any fatter(: Oohyes .
So what have I done so far ? Mmm .. TRANSFORMERS 2 ! Hell yes . That movie was too bomb . I wana watch it again , but this time in IMAX . I went to Arizona and Vegas . Fun but super hot . Chillin with the niggahs . Getting fat . Oohyeeee . That's it for now . Next time I blog , it will be July ! Fasho fasho .
Byeeee for now :D
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
I've lost my mojo ):
I'm like Austin Powers . Mama Ria & I have lost our mojo ): That is so not the business . I'm sad ! Where did it go ? How did I lose it ? The fck ? ! Oohman . Well anyways , I'm like super-dee-duper close to Trisha . Which is good(: I love it . It's like "mandatory" we hang out like everyday ! It's a must . She's either at my house , I'm at her house , we're on AIM , or we're on the phone . It's crazy how close we got & it all happened pretty fast . NO HOMO . Since my bestest friend isn't here , she's the next best thing . She was like sent to me . Mmmm , anything new ? HELL YES ! So Dobi has a new friend , and it's hellah obvious ! But whatevers , I'm pretty much over it . I'm talking to SM again . I've been fighting with DS a lot , but we always fix it , so it's chill . He's just a big JERK now . I'm over all the guys I was into before . Any new ones ? YES(: Ooohweee ! He's the "K card in my deck" I finally got him ! I'm fna regulate pretty soon ! Fck , he is cute ! From what I heard he's athletic and outgoing AND he's a junior , my favorite :D teeheehee . Ima fcking handle . Damn baby ! I want that ! Then there is Stick Shift ! He will always be cute to me . But he got beezies lined up and waiting . I gotta take a number . FCK THAT ! I doubt I have a chance with him anyways . But he can teach me to drive anyday(: "If I got in a car accident with you , I'd die happy" Hell yeeee ! Anyways . Ooooh ! I have OMGD ! Obsessive Male Gender Disorder(: Ahahaha . I got that off Zoey 101 . And so , I got my wires for my top braces , and some stupid shiet that gave me a lisp ! I hate it . People kept making fun of me . I couldn't cuss at anyone without sounding retarded . Grrr ... People said I sounded like Stacy from Zoey 101 , eww !
I met this cutie , but he has a girlfriend though . So nevermind ... I lost my mojo ! But according to Victoria & Trish , I have swag . HAHAHA , sike ! You must be trippin . Me ? Swag ? Funny . "I TURN MY SWAG ON" But right now , it seems like it's broken . It's off and I can't turn it back on . They say I can get any guy I want , not true . I used to . But not anymore . They same I'm pretty & photogenic . DAMN ! I needs to tie their shoelaces , cause they really trippin ! I want my mojo back . I feel like a FUGLY AVERAGE GIRL . Bleeeh . What to do ? Mmmm , take charge ! My gay guy friend says that girls should be somewhat aggressive . If we wait for guys to make the first move all the time , it won't happen . Which I find totally true ! Girls gotta do the work now . Lazy son of a bitch . Is it really that hard to tell a girl you think she's cute ? I tell guys they are cute all the time . But , that doesn't always work for me . Ahahaha . I don't know . I can't remember anything else I wanted to say , so I'll end this entry now .
Buh-bye :D
I met this cutie , but he has a girlfriend though . So nevermind ... I lost my mojo ! But according to Victoria & Trish , I have swag . HAHAHA , sike ! You must be trippin . Me ? Swag ? Funny . "I TURN MY SWAG ON" But right now , it seems like it's broken . It's off and I can't turn it back on . They say I can get any guy I want , not true . I used to . But not anymore . They same I'm pretty & photogenic . DAMN ! I needs to tie their shoelaces , cause they really trippin ! I want my mojo back . I feel like a FUGLY AVERAGE GIRL . Bleeeh . What to do ? Mmmm , take charge ! My gay guy friend says that girls should be somewhat aggressive . If we wait for guys to make the first move all the time , it won't happen . Which I find totally true ! Girls gotta do the work now . Lazy son of a bitch . Is it really that hard to tell a girl you think she's cute ? I tell guys they are cute all the time . But , that doesn't always work for me . Ahahaha . I don't know . I can't remember anything else I wanted to say , so I'll end this entry now .
Buh-bye :D
Sunday, May 24, 2009
more to you than meets the eye ?
baybeboy , you don't needa front with me . i know who you are & who you can be .. i'm sure there's more to you than meets the eye(;
---it just sucks that we won't ever get to that point of being anything more of what we are now . but tell me why i have this feeling that we're supposed to be together . not now , but sometime in the future . i'm getting all these signs and a lot of "what if" thoughts . but i know you're into her and she's the one you want to have a relationship with . it's just crazy how we can always pick up where we left off . i've never been that way with anyone else . i don't know . maybe i'm just thinking too much and hoping for something that's not going to happen . and i know i'm just one of the many girls you have lined up and waiting ...
so yeaaah . like that shiet above ? that's how i feel about this one foo . but it ain't ever gonna work . i'll tell you that right now . fck ! ahaha . oh well . what can i do ? but i asked for a sign right ? and my friend sent me a link to something and the link had the guy's name in it . right away i wondered if that was a sign . maybe just a coincidence ? ahaha . i d k ... whatevers . and the girl that he's into , i can't compete with . she's super pretty and closer to him than i am . bleeeeh . it's chill . god has a plan for me , so what's meant to be will be . i just gotta roll with the punches . so yeeeah . but FUCK ! i can't stop talking about him . i can't . especially to his sister ! grrr . he's on my mind a lot now . that weekend changed my perspective on him . becoming closer to his sister , i know about a different side of him , and i've seen it too ! he's actually a really good guy once you get to know him on that level . i wish i was at his sister's level or even his bestfriend's level . they are so close and he treats them so well . i want him to respect me as much as he respects them . i want us to be really good friends and tell each other a lot , but still have for than "just friends" feelings . *sigh* OOH ! what does this mean ? "OLD FEELINGS DIE HARD , BUT SOME NEVER GO AWAY" gaaaah . i'm so confused . but his sister knows how he is and she told me that he might still have feelings for me . and she told me there is nothing to compete with when it it comes to that guy and his ex girl . cause they probably are done for good . I DON'T FCKING KNOW ANYMORE . let me just push this one to the side for now ...
---it just sucks that we won't ever get to that point of being anything more of what we are now . but tell me why i have this feeling that we're supposed to be together . not now , but sometime in the future . i'm getting all these signs and a lot of "what if" thoughts . but i know you're into her and she's the one you want to have a relationship with . it's just crazy how we can always pick up where we left off . i've never been that way with anyone else . i don't know . maybe i'm just thinking too much and hoping for something that's not going to happen . and i know i'm just one of the many girls you have lined up and waiting ...
so yeaaah . like that shiet above ? that's how i feel about this one foo . but it ain't ever gonna work . i'll tell you that right now . fck ! ahaha . oh well . what can i do ? but i asked for a sign right ? and my friend sent me a link to something and the link had the guy's name in it . right away i wondered if that was a sign . maybe just a coincidence ? ahaha . i d k ... whatevers . and the girl that he's into , i can't compete with . she's super pretty and closer to him than i am . bleeeeh . it's chill . god has a plan for me , so what's meant to be will be . i just gotta roll with the punches . so yeeeah . but FUCK ! i can't stop talking about him . i can't . especially to his sister ! grrr . he's on my mind a lot now . that weekend changed my perspective on him . becoming closer to his sister , i know about a different side of him , and i've seen it too ! he's actually a really good guy once you get to know him on that level . i wish i was at his sister's level or even his bestfriend's level . they are so close and he treats them so well . i want him to respect me as much as he respects them . i want us to be really good friends and tell each other a lot , but still have for than "just friends" feelings . *sigh* OOH ! what does this mean ? "OLD FEELINGS DIE HARD , BUT SOME NEVER GO AWAY" gaaaah . i'm so confused . but his sister knows how he is and she told me that he might still have feelings for me . and she told me there is nothing to compete with when it it comes to that guy and his ex girl . cause they probably are done for good . I DON'T FCKING KNOW ANYMORE . let me just push this one to the side for now ...
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
TRUST NO BITCH !
aaaah shiet . it's been way too long since i blogged . ahaha . so many things happened that i can't remember . i'm not sure if that's good or bad . so yeeah . i learned that it's hard to trust anyone these days . cause bitches are fake as fck ! no lieee . gaaah . i only have ONE REAL TRUE friend . that would be my BABYGIRL JAYZEL MARIE CASTRO TORRES ! that's pretty sad , i know . but hey , i rather have one true homegirl than 10 FAKE ASS BITCHES . pass on that mess . shoot . i miss her . it's like she's 1,000 miles away ): grrr . she needs to come back to carson , on the real .
everything changes so fast . especially once you start high school . one day your bestfriends with someone , the next it's hellah awkward . ooh ! you know what gets me ? how a so-called friend will ditch the homegirls for a guy . what happened to CHICKS BEFORE DICKS & SISTERS BEFORE MISTERS . girls seem to hate it when guys say "BROS BEFORE HOES" but they can't follow through on their own words . i guess . eyedeekay . fck it . but i ain't no little girl . i'm a lady . HAHAHAHA ! no joke though .
it's weird how i keep saying how everyone changed , but i guess so have i . but not for the worst . i'm NOT a totally different person . same ol' merolly . but maybe that's not a good thing . i don't know anymore . it's hard to get out of that place where i've been so long . like serious but chill person . down for almost anything . loves to party & drink . ready to fight a dumb ass hoe . speaks the truth . hellah loud and outspoken . lying and all thaa bad shit . it's like i've been a rock . i haven't really gotten out of those bad habits . but now that i think about it , i NEED to change . not for anyone else but myself . i'm thinking about going straigh edge . no more drinking ? hmmm , we'll see . i sure as hell won't smoke . not really into parties anymore . i really need to stop cussing so much . i should be happier . it's hard . i've tried to change for the better. but once you've been a certain way for so long , it isn't easy to change your ways . sometimes , i don't realize how i'm acting , it's just natural for me . blaaaah . we'll see . i need new friends . i really do . i gotta be a better judge of character . i gotta stop hanging out with all these drama queens and backstabbers . no more FAB : FAKE ASS BITCHES ! seriously . i can't stand it anymore . every year . i guess i won't find my real friends 'til after soph year . that's what i heard . so we'll see . i still have some growing up to do .
gaaaah , i hate being the only one who tries in a friendship . if you're not willing to try , why should i ? and really , in a friendship , you shouldn't have to try , it should just be natural .
i noticed , nowadays , people don't know how to listen . real shit . especially when it's your friends . they pretend listen . or act like they are and change the subject to them like 2 seconds later . like , seriously ? come on . i know you may not care about what i'm saying . but at least listen , really listen . it hurts to know when someone isn't listening . -_-
okaaay , i realize i talk a lot of shit . but hey , like my mom said , i'm speaking the truth . i ain't talkin' all that mess just to talk . it's true . i'm real with it . whatever i say ABOUT you , i can say TO you . so don't even trip . the only reason why i won't say it to you is cause it is a waste of breathe or time . or you're gonna get all butt-hurt . or you'll try to bring all yo' little trick ass friends into it , and make it into something it's not . you'll share your business with the whole world and talk shit about me too . so really , there is no point to saying it to your bitch ass face . AHAHAHAHA ! no fcking lieee .
ooh , and don't like me ? puuhlease , get it in line . i don't give a flying chopstix if you do or not . all i have to say is . get to know me before you judge . at least hate me for who i REALLY am , than who you THINK i am . don't always go with first impressons either . i'll just surprise you & prove you wrong . there's more to me than meets the eye(; teeheehee . got it ? good . but real talk . there is . you'll usually see the bitchy & serious side of me . but that's just who i am sometimes . yes , i have flaws . but whatever . and for guys , there is more to me than my butt and boobs . get to know the real me . and stop going for the "tippys" (typical filipino girls) that treat you like shit . or have a lot of drama . ehhh . whatevers . i don't care much anymore . no point in caring about stupid shit . guess i gotta learn to let things go quicker . so yeeaaah . i needed to let all this out somehow , and i did ....
i'll update soon .
TRUST NO BITCH !
everything changes so fast . especially once you start high school . one day your bestfriends with someone , the next it's hellah awkward . ooh ! you know what gets me ? how a so-called friend will ditch the homegirls for a guy . what happened to CHICKS BEFORE DICKS & SISTERS BEFORE MISTERS . girls seem to hate it when guys say "BROS BEFORE HOES" but they can't follow through on their own words . i guess . eyedeekay . fck it . but i ain't no little girl . i'm a lady . HAHAHAHA ! no joke though .
it's weird how i keep saying how everyone changed , but i guess so have i . but not for the worst . i'm NOT a totally different person . same ol' merolly . but maybe that's not a good thing . i don't know anymore . it's hard to get out of that place where i've been so long . like serious but chill person . down for almost anything . loves to party & drink . ready to fight a dumb ass hoe . speaks the truth . hellah loud and outspoken . lying and all thaa bad shit . it's like i've been a rock . i haven't really gotten out of those bad habits . but now that i think about it , i NEED to change . not for anyone else but myself . i'm thinking about going straigh edge . no more drinking ? hmmm , we'll see . i sure as hell won't smoke . not really into parties anymore . i really need to stop cussing so much . i should be happier . it's hard . i've tried to change for the better. but once you've been a certain way for so long , it isn't easy to change your ways . sometimes , i don't realize how i'm acting , it's just natural for me . blaaaah . we'll see . i need new friends . i really do . i gotta be a better judge of character . i gotta stop hanging out with all these drama queens and backstabbers . no more FAB : FAKE ASS BITCHES ! seriously . i can't stand it anymore . every year . i guess i won't find my real friends 'til after soph year . that's what i heard . so we'll see . i still have some growing up to do .
gaaaah , i hate being the only one who tries in a friendship . if you're not willing to try , why should i ? and really , in a friendship , you shouldn't have to try , it should just be natural .
i noticed , nowadays , people don't know how to listen . real shit . especially when it's your friends . they pretend listen . or act like they are and change the subject to them like 2 seconds later . like , seriously ? come on . i know you may not care about what i'm saying . but at least listen , really listen . it hurts to know when someone isn't listening . -_-
okaaay , i realize i talk a lot of shit . but hey , like my mom said , i'm speaking the truth . i ain't talkin' all that mess just to talk . it's true . i'm real with it . whatever i say ABOUT you , i can say TO you . so don't even trip . the only reason why i won't say it to you is cause it is a waste of breathe or time . or you're gonna get all butt-hurt . or you'll try to bring all yo' little trick ass friends into it , and make it into something it's not . you'll share your business with the whole world and talk shit about me too . so really , there is no point to saying it to your bitch ass face . AHAHAHAHA ! no fcking lieee .
ooh , and don't like me ? puuhlease , get it in line . i don't give a flying chopstix if you do or not . all i have to say is . get to know me before you judge . at least hate me for who i REALLY am , than who you THINK i am . don't always go with first impressons either . i'll just surprise you & prove you wrong . there's more to me than meets the eye(; teeheehee . got it ? good . but real talk . there is . you'll usually see the bitchy & serious side of me . but that's just who i am sometimes . yes , i have flaws . but whatever . and for guys , there is more to me than my butt and boobs . get to know the real me . and stop going for the "tippys" (typical filipino girls) that treat you like shit . or have a lot of drama . ehhh . whatevers . i don't care much anymore . no point in caring about stupid shit . guess i gotta learn to let things go quicker . so yeeaaah . i needed to let all this out somehow , and i did ....
i'll update soon .
TRUST NO BITCH !
Saturday, April 18, 2009
TRUE LOVE WAITS <3
TLW : TRUE LOVE WAITS
daaaaaang . it's been awhile since i blogged . i miss it . ahaha .
second period : chilled & cried . bleehh .
fourth : test . freakin' ryan embarrassed me . i turned red !
sixth : had a sub .
LUNCH ! oh mayun . funny ! other half and i went around "asking people to prom" thaa was fun ! freakin' VB ! (:
afterschool : flying chopstix . home .
OOH HAAAILS ! i got home and found out my younger sister & brodder were gonna be out 'til 9 . there was no way i was gonna stay home while they were out . so i had to figure out wuh i was fna do . and i did(:
i ended up going to MAMA MP's house and i went with her and her brodder to their bible study youth night thing . i am so glad i did . so worth it . todaaay was the start of TRUE LOVE WAITS . ooh , it sure does . i learned so much already . i realized a lot ! gaaaah . it opened my eyes . i know it sounds cliche , buh it's trueee . like mama said , it's cuhrazy how one night can change so much . so anyways . i met new people(: and i saw partick ! my "girlfriend" i missed him . he's too busy and too cool ): buh he's my gurlprend again ! so yeeaah . ima see him 4 fridays in a row , hopefully . hmm..the readings and discussions ment a lot to me . it made me think like hellah . OH ! so we did this one activity thangy . we had to pull apart these 2 hearts thaa were glued together . the glue representing sex in a relationship . we learned thaa no matter how carefully you try to seperate the emotional aspect of having sex from the physical aspect , you're gonna get hurt and a part of you will be missing , left behind , or gone . you'd be "heartbroken" if you weren't married . buh in the end , God gives you a new heart . which is the person you are meant to be with forever . buh for everytime God takes your broken heart and replaces it , a piece of Him is gone . thaa really got me . i thought so much of the past . i really did learn a lot . within 2 hours . i don't even learn thaa much at school in a class period . ooh , it was kinda weird how me and matt shared a heart . ahaha . he kept saying "oh you broke my heart" and then all of thaa got me thinking again . blaaah ! ahaha . so thaa wuhs pretty much how my night went . and i absolutely loved it ! <3
it's not about finding the right person . it's about being the right person(:
MAMA MP KNOWS BEST !
so her and i are going to improve ourselves . spiritually , mentally , and physically . changing for the better . & THAA'S A PROMISE ! <3
HERnameisMEROLLY (12:31:43 AM): momma .
ayeepatricia (12:31:48 AM): yes?
HERnameisMEROLLY (12:31:48 AM): you inspire me <3
ayeepatricia (12:31:55 AM): aw! really?!
HERnameisMEROLLY (12:32:00 AM): yessss <3
ayeepatricia (12:32:31 AM): daughter, you inspire me.
ayeepatricia (12:32:47 AM): to strive to be better
ayeepatricia (12:32:53 AM): and to keep it up
HERnameisMEROLLY (12:33:03 AM): awwhh(:
HERnameisMEROLLY (12:33:09 AM): i'm always here .
HERnameisMEROLLY (12:33:39 AM): we have to try our hardest to be a better person and to be more pureee .
HERnameisMEROLLY (12:33:44 AM): PROMISE ?
ayeepatricia (12:34:11 AM): i "ankel" promise (:
daaaaaang . it's been awhile since i blogged . i miss it . ahaha .
second period : chilled & cried . bleehh .
fourth : test . freakin' ryan embarrassed me . i turned red !
sixth : had a sub .
LUNCH ! oh mayun . funny ! other half and i went around "asking people to prom" thaa was fun ! freakin' VB ! (:
afterschool : flying chopstix . home .
OOH HAAAILS ! i got home and found out my younger sister & brodder were gonna be out 'til 9 . there was no way i was gonna stay home while they were out . so i had to figure out wuh i was fna do . and i did(:
i ended up going to MAMA MP's house and i went with her and her brodder to their bible study youth night thing . i am so glad i did . so worth it . todaaay was the start of TRUE LOVE WAITS . ooh , it sure does . i learned so much already . i realized a lot ! gaaaah . it opened my eyes . i know it sounds cliche , buh it's trueee . like mama said , it's cuhrazy how one night can change so much . so anyways . i met new people(: and i saw partick ! my "girlfriend" i missed him . he's too busy and too cool ): buh he's my gurlprend again ! so yeeaah . ima see him 4 fridays in a row , hopefully . hmm..the readings and discussions ment a lot to me . it made me think like hellah . OH ! so we did this one activity thangy . we had to pull apart these 2 hearts thaa were glued together . the glue representing sex in a relationship . we learned thaa no matter how carefully you try to seperate the emotional aspect of having sex from the physical aspect , you're gonna get hurt and a part of you will be missing , left behind , or gone . you'd be "heartbroken" if you weren't married . buh in the end , God gives you a new heart . which is the person you are meant to be with forever . buh for everytime God takes your broken heart and replaces it , a piece of Him is gone . thaa really got me . i thought so much of the past . i really did learn a lot . within 2 hours . i don't even learn thaa much at school in a class period . ooh , it was kinda weird how me and matt shared a heart . ahaha . he kept saying "oh you broke my heart" and then all of thaa got me thinking again . blaaah ! ahaha . so thaa wuhs pretty much how my night went . and i absolutely loved it ! <3
it's not about finding the right person . it's about being the right person(:
MAMA MP KNOWS BEST !
so her and i are going to improve ourselves . spiritually , mentally , and physically . changing for the better . & THAA'S A PROMISE ! <3
HERnameisMEROLLY (12:31:43 AM): momma .
ayeepatricia (12:31:48 AM): yes?
HERnameisMEROLLY (12:31:48 AM): you inspire me <3
ayeepatricia (12:31:55 AM): aw! really?!
HERnameisMEROLLY (12:32:00 AM): yessss <3
ayeepatricia (12:32:31 AM): daughter, you inspire me.
ayeepatricia (12:32:47 AM): to strive to be better
ayeepatricia (12:32:53 AM): and to keep it up
HERnameisMEROLLY (12:33:03 AM): awwhh(:
HERnameisMEROLLY (12:33:09 AM): i'm always here .
HERnameisMEROLLY (12:33:39 AM): we have to try our hardest to be a better person and to be more pureee .
HERnameisMEROLLY (12:33:44 AM): PROMISE ?
ayeepatricia (12:34:11 AM): i "ankel" promise (:
Saturday, April 4, 2009
SPIKE IT ;D
gotta update on wednesday & thursday .
mmkaay so...
APRIL 1
ARPIL FOOLS(: ahaha . i don't remember thaa much about wednesday . i know i kinda fell for this one joke . uhmm , school was chill . just a couple days before SPRING BREAK ! oh yes :D
OOOH ! i almost forgot . during fourth period i met up with BBH and we walked around upstairs , the G & H buildings . we were hellah bored . so as we're walking around , i wana go downstairs cause i thought Dobi had a class down there , buh turns out he doesn't . cause when we're walking i thought i saw him . so i tell BBH to go back and check . and it was him ! so she chills by the door and Dobi sees her ! ahaha . so we continue to walk around . so we do a lap around both bulidings and back torward my class . we pass by Dobi's class again . ahaha . im pretty sure he saw us . so then i went back to class and Brittany needs to use the restroom , so i go with her , no homo . we walk pass his class again and he might have saw us . so after the restroom we walk by his class again . and she looks in to see if he'll look , buh he doesn't , buh as i pass by , he does . oh wow . ahaha .
so afterschool i walked with BBH , other half , and Bea to L&L . thaa was long walk . ahaha . it was other half & Bea , then me & BBH . i bought a ringback tone "TAKE YOU DOWN" teeheehee . thaa's wsup . if you call me , thaa's wuh you'll hear . so anyways . as we were walking there someone shouts at us , i'm like who is this ? i kinda see his face and think he's kinda cute . i found out it's Bea's cousin . and i go "he look cute" then other half and Bea were like "EWWW !" so i'm like nevermind ? ahaha . so we get to L&L and order our food . Bea tells her cousin to go there . and i'm like he aight . ahaha ! we ate , chilled , talked . the usual . i flirted with BBH's "FRIEND" for her , over text . then BBH & i walked to Starbucks and bought a VENTI JAVA CHIP FRAP , mmmm , yummy(: we went back to L&L and chilled while i waited for my momma . i left and other half walked with BBH & Bea to her house . i got home and killed time before confirmation .
CONFIRMATION !
it just always puts me in a better mood ! thaa is unless they have a deep session . which they did =/ i was looking forward to a silly ARPIL FOOLS joke from "the team" buh no . i cried instead .
buh after i cried and reflected on stuff , i felt better . so ish all good . and yeaah .
OH , guess who i-ems me . DOBI ! i'm like after a week , you finally talk to me ? well i didn't say thaa . so his i/m says something like
"Why did you walk by my class like 5 times today ?"
so i act stupid and reply :
"I did ?"
"Oooh , during fourth ?"
"Duhhh ."
then i try to explain .
"Uh huh , sure sure ."
"Whatever you say ."
i'm just thinkin , wuh is thaa supposed to mean ? i ain't stalkin' you my niggah . ahaha .
so i explain it some more and he's like okaay . i tell him how we don't talk thaa much and stuff . we kinda "argue" and then the conversation dies . oh well . ahaha .
thaa's it for wednesday .
Thursday , April 2
school was whatevers . too much work before spring break ! gaaah . you think they would be chill and not give us as much work , buh they give us more ! cause grades are due when we get back . blaaah . i think i did bad on my biology test . i dislike thaa class , well the work anyways . i found out i was failing . grrr . i needa focus !
during lunch , other half & i made up a new game(: ahaha . we played in the MIDDLE of the quad . and other half was wearing yellow , so we stuck out more ! teeheehee . it was hellah fun . i made other half bump into this one guy . he looked like he was gonna kill her ! LMAO . we were the CENTER OF ATTENTION(; ohmagah . i think thaa main reason we were on the quad was because we VB walking to his girlfriend . no stalker mode ! ahaha . other half doesn't find her cute at all . i don't either . buh personality is key . so idk . ahaha . anywho . as we were playing our game , guess who comes up behind me ? DOBI ! you know wuh he says "WHATTA LOSER"
i felt so stupid ! buh my lowkey mission was accomplised ! i got his attention by playing thaa game(: ima retard . so yeeaah...
afterschool , BBH went with me to tutoring . thaa was so retarded . we stayed for an hour so i could get extra credit . i copied an assignment so i could turn it in and hopefully bump my grade to a C , if not , a D . so BBH was bored , thaa she started to doodle and stuff . she was trying to figure out wuh words could stand for . we used 8's name , Dobi's real name , Vanilla Bean's real name , and SPIKE ! as in volleyball , to SPIKE IT ! ahaha . it ended up being so stupid , buh so funny . Dobi's new nickname is SPIKE . awwhh mayun , too good ! lol . so after tutoring we went to Tabo (taco bell) we ate and talked . you know how it goes . ahaha . after thaa we went back to school , hoping thaa the guys would be done with practice . nopee . ahaha . so were like spies or something , cause we were watching the guys practice . SPIES NOT STALKERS ! mmkay ? ahahaha . we had to leave before they got out though ): oh well . didn't wana make it awkward and seem like we were watching and waiting for them .
later thaa night , i went to church . i was gonna help kuya Timmy with his class . like a TA . buh i don't really need hours , i just wanted to go(: so Bea's cousin , the one i thought was cute , is in Timmy's class . i know most of the people in thaa class . well i know of them . Timmy's two regular TA's are cutee ! buh looked so freakin' familiar ! and i remembered thaa my sister was their catechist two years ago . and i use to go with her . awhh dayum , they are still cute ! ahaha . so kuya asked one of them if he remembered me , he said yeah .
"Did you go to Carson ?"
"Yeeaah ."
"How old are you ?"
"Fifteen ."
"Really ? Oh , I knew that ."
no you didn't foo . you thought i was older ! ahaha . you probably thought i was 15 or 16 back then . ahaha ! too bad you're a senior , i'd hollah ! ahaha . so after confirmation , kuya bought me ice cream and took me home .
THE END .
mmkaay so...
APRIL 1
ARPIL FOOLS(: ahaha . i don't remember thaa much about wednesday . i know i kinda fell for this one joke . uhmm , school was chill . just a couple days before SPRING BREAK ! oh yes :D
OOOH ! i almost forgot . during fourth period i met up with BBH and we walked around upstairs , the G & H buildings . we were hellah bored . so as we're walking around , i wana go downstairs cause i thought Dobi had a class down there , buh turns out he doesn't . cause when we're walking i thought i saw him . so i tell BBH to go back and check . and it was him ! so she chills by the door and Dobi sees her ! ahaha . so we continue to walk around . so we do a lap around both bulidings and back torward my class . we pass by Dobi's class again . ahaha . im pretty sure he saw us . so then i went back to class and Brittany needs to use the restroom , so i go with her , no homo . we walk pass his class again and he might have saw us . so after the restroom we walk by his class again . and she looks in to see if he'll look , buh he doesn't , buh as i pass by , he does . oh wow . ahaha .
so afterschool i walked with BBH , other half , and Bea to L&L . thaa was long walk . ahaha . it was other half & Bea , then me & BBH . i bought a ringback tone "TAKE YOU DOWN" teeheehee . thaa's wsup . if you call me , thaa's wuh you'll hear . so anyways . as we were walking there someone shouts at us , i'm like who is this ? i kinda see his face and think he's kinda cute . i found out it's Bea's cousin . and i go "he look cute" then other half and Bea were like "EWWW !" so i'm like nevermind ? ahaha . so we get to L&L and order our food . Bea tells her cousin to go there . and i'm like he aight . ahaha ! we ate , chilled , talked . the usual . i flirted with BBH's "FRIEND" for her , over text . then BBH & i walked to Starbucks and bought a VENTI JAVA CHIP FRAP , mmmm , yummy(: we went back to L&L and chilled while i waited for my momma . i left and other half walked with BBH & Bea to her house . i got home and killed time before confirmation .
CONFIRMATION !
it just always puts me in a better mood ! thaa is unless they have a deep session . which they did =/ i was looking forward to a silly ARPIL FOOLS joke from "the team" buh no . i cried instead .
buh after i cried and reflected on stuff , i felt better . so ish all good . and yeaah .
OH , guess who i-ems me . DOBI ! i'm like after a week , you finally talk to me ? well i didn't say thaa . so his i/m says something like
"Why did you walk by my class like 5 times today ?"
so i act stupid and reply :
"I did ?"
"Oooh , during fourth ?"
"Duhhh ."
then i try to explain .
"Uh huh , sure sure ."
"Whatever you say ."
i'm just thinkin , wuh is thaa supposed to mean ? i ain't stalkin' you my niggah . ahaha .
so i explain it some more and he's like okaay . i tell him how we don't talk thaa much and stuff . we kinda "argue" and then the conversation dies . oh well . ahaha .
thaa's it for wednesday .
Thursday , April 2
school was whatevers . too much work before spring break ! gaaah . you think they would be chill and not give us as much work , buh they give us more ! cause grades are due when we get back . blaaah . i think i did bad on my biology test . i dislike thaa class , well the work anyways . i found out i was failing . grrr . i needa focus !
during lunch , other half & i made up a new game(: ahaha . we played in the MIDDLE of the quad . and other half was wearing yellow , so we stuck out more ! teeheehee . it was hellah fun . i made other half bump into this one guy . he looked like he was gonna kill her ! LMAO . we were the CENTER OF ATTENTION(; ohmagah . i think thaa main reason we were on the quad was because we VB walking to his girlfriend . no stalker mode ! ahaha . other half doesn't find her cute at all . i don't either . buh personality is key . so idk . ahaha . anywho . as we were playing our game , guess who comes up behind me ? DOBI ! you know wuh he says "WHATTA LOSER"
i felt so stupid ! buh my lowkey mission was accomplised ! i got his attention by playing thaa game(: ima retard . so yeeaah...
afterschool , BBH went with me to tutoring . thaa was so retarded . we stayed for an hour so i could get extra credit . i copied an assignment so i could turn it in and hopefully bump my grade to a C , if not , a D . so BBH was bored , thaa she started to doodle and stuff . she was trying to figure out wuh words could stand for . we used 8's name , Dobi's real name , Vanilla Bean's real name , and SPIKE ! as in volleyball , to SPIKE IT ! ahaha . it ended up being so stupid , buh so funny . Dobi's new nickname is SPIKE . awwhh mayun , too good ! lol . so after tutoring we went to Tabo (taco bell) we ate and talked . you know how it goes . ahaha . after thaa we went back to school , hoping thaa the guys would be done with practice . nopee . ahaha . so were like spies or something , cause we were watching the guys practice . SPIES NOT STALKERS ! mmkay ? ahahaha . we had to leave before they got out though ): oh well . didn't wana make it awkward and seem like we were watching and waiting for them .
later thaa night , i went to church . i was gonna help kuya Timmy with his class . like a TA . buh i don't really need hours , i just wanted to go(: so Bea's cousin , the one i thought was cute , is in Timmy's class . i know most of the people in thaa class . well i know of them . Timmy's two regular TA's are cutee ! buh looked so freakin' familiar ! and i remembered thaa my sister was their catechist two years ago . and i use to go with her . awhh dayum , they are still cute ! ahaha . so kuya asked one of them if he remembered me , he said yeah .
"Did you go to Carson ?"
"Yeeaah ."
"How old are you ?"
"Fifteen ."
"Really ? Oh , I knew that ."
no you didn't foo . you thought i was older ! ahaha . you probably thought i was 15 or 16 back then . ahaha ! too bad you're a senior , i'd hollah ! ahaha . so after confirmation , kuya bought me ice cream and took me home .
THE END .
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
Carson Mall(:
it took me awhile to post this oneee . ahahaa . i've been sleeping earlier ! finally(:
updating on wuh ha-happened yesterdaay , march 31 .
so , yesterdaaay was chill . at school , i had all classes -_- buh i got out early ! (:
first period : funnay .
second period : ehhh . pe is NA$TY .
nutrition : always good(:
third period : chill . i wasn't lagging it for once . i was on a roll . ahaha .
fourth period : worksheets -_-
fifth period : some flow map thang . eww .
lunch : okaay , thaa is until i found out stuff ! gaaah , killed my day , sortaa . (ima have another post explainin' errthang)
sixth : district assessment -_-
SCHOOL IS OVER FOR THE DAAAY(:
afterschool :
chilled with BBH , other half , jiggaboo , lianne , kat , tina , and andrew . then lianne's dadda picked us up , and we were off to Carson Mall . waaack i know . anywho , we got there and we splitted up . it was lianne , kat , and tina . then me , BBH , other half , jiggaboo , and andrew . so BBH & other half got jamba juice . after thaa , we went to the food court . everyone went to panda express , buh i bought this wannabe ganghis khan [sp?] it was also like L&L . anyways , we all ate and stuff . we saw this one lady with balloon boobs ! i couldn't stop laughing ! we laughed at a lot of stuff , buh i can't remember . ahaha . then we went shopping for jiggaboo's dressy pants . ohmagah ! he shops worse than a girl . he is so mothafcken picky . oh gosh . lol . we first went to JCPenny . he couldn't choose . on the way out of JCP , we were looking at these dresses , FREAKIN' JIGGABOO ! i was crackin' up ! he is so weird . as we left , BBH , other half , jiggaboo , andrew , and i took mirror pics (which i still needa upload) after JCP , we walked to Sears , well jiggaboo and i did . thaa foo ! so picky !
"no i need a 29 . 30 is too big and 28 is too small . it's so baggy ." BLAAAH BLAAAH BLAAAAH !
you're just too difficult to shop with jiggaboo ! ahaha(: buh yeeaah , i MADE him try on stuff . he was freakin' complaining . so while he tried on the pants , i took mirror pictures with BBH & other half . then we walked in on jiggaboo , and took more pictures xD ahaha . anyways , JB didn't like any of the pants he tried on , so it was back to JCP . by the time we got there , those guys were "working" i was about to say hi to mikey buh he was like " no , no , no . i just got in trouble ." so then i walked around . i was trying to avoid and hide from Lakers . i failed -_- ahaha ! so i could feel him looking at me every now and then . ehh . then guess who i saw ! CARAMEL ! i was like , he works here too ? ! oh dang . my eyecandy . teeheehee . then i saw kenneth and said hi . he asked wuh we were doing there , blaaah blaaah blaaah . oh ! freakin BBH ! so she stops and "rests" on one of the racks , righ between where Lakers and Caramel are , and she goes "i'm so tired , i don't wana walk anymore . can we just stay here for awhile ?" i was like hell no girl ! she was freakin messing with me . Caramel & Lakers were just looking at us like "they are stupid" so i pulled Vee and made her walk around with me . so i was looking around cause when i go to a mall and i have money , i HAVE to buy something . then i saw this cute vest thingy . i tried it on and i liked it . so i went to go buy it . then after thaa , BBH & i went "looking" for other half & jiggaboo . we passed by Lakers and Caramel again(; ahaha . buh i avoided making eye contact . so yeaah . we chilled and jiggaboo finally bought some pants (turns out he's gonna return them cause he found better ones at macy's today) so everyone left and it was just me and other half . we talked to thaa yoghurt place where i was supposed to wait for my mom , buh she was already there , waiting for me . so i bought my yoghurt and left . and i had to leave other half alone -_- cause she was waiting for her brodder . at least she didn't get raped , i think . ahaha . so yeaah . thaa was pretty much it for Carson Mall . overall , it was pretty fun . lots of laughs :D
buh earlier thaa daaay ....
EHHH -_- i was having a decent lunch , buh BBH & other half weren't there . freakin' JB took forever to come hang out with me . so i was stuck with my kind , freshies . ahaha . i was talking to ric about this one foo i might have a thang for , and guess wuh i found out ? ! Vanilla Bean has a girlfriend ! gaaaah , i was like , ARE YOU EFFING SERIOUS ? ARE YOU SURE ? HOW DO YOU KNOW ? SINCE WHEN ? and yeeaah ... so JB calls me over and is like hug me . i ask why , so he says "just hug me , trust me you're gonna need it" i'm like wuhs wrong . he was starting to worry me . then he says something like "i don't want you to get hurt again and i don't wana ruin your day , but ....." and he won't tell me . it's as if he is trying to scare me and get me all worried . so we go back and forth , then he finally tells me .
"______(Lakers) found out ."
"WUH THE FUHHH ? ! HOW ?"
so he tells me the whole story about fifth period . so i'm guessing who it could be . he says no to all of them .
"It's someone unexpected ."
"WHO ? ! who else knows thaa could have told him ?"
"It was R___ ."
"WUHH THE FUHH ? NO NO NO ! OH HAAAILS NO ........"
i was just screaming ! going on and on . JB tries to calm me down .
"Don't kill the messenger[sp?]"
and yeaaah . so within 5 minutes , i found out VB been having a girlfriend and thaa Lakers knows i like him (well i just have a thang for him)
IT SUCKS BIG BALLS .
OOOH ! during sixth period ! gaaah . so before class started , i was sitting down and i looked outside , guess who passes by ? DOBI ! wuh the fuhh ? okaaay . so i'm taking a test , and i look at the door , guess we passes by now ? VANILLA BEAN ! guess wuh he mouths to me "I LOVE YOU" oh mayunn , i started laughing to myself and "brodder" was like WTHEEZY is her problem ? cause it was all super quiet and i was laughing . so yeaaah . still taking my test and VB passes by again and we make eye contact . so i'm still writing thaa stupid essay and i look up to see Dobi passing by once again ! ahaha . sixth period was so like WOW . ahaha .
updating on wuh ha-happened yesterdaay , march 31 .
so , yesterdaaay was chill . at school , i had all classes -_- buh i got out early ! (:
first period : funnay .
second period : ehhh . pe is NA$TY .
nutrition : always good(:
third period : chill . i wasn't lagging it for once . i was on a roll . ahaha .
fourth period : worksheets -_-
fifth period : some flow map thang . eww .
lunch : okaay , thaa is until i found out stuff ! gaaah , killed my day , sortaa . (ima have another post explainin' errthang)
sixth : district assessment -_-
SCHOOL IS OVER FOR THE DAAAY(:
afterschool :
chilled with BBH , other half , jiggaboo , lianne , kat , tina , and andrew . then lianne's dadda picked us up , and we were off to Carson Mall . waaack i know . anywho , we got there and we splitted up . it was lianne , kat , and tina . then me , BBH , other half , jiggaboo , and andrew . so BBH & other half got jamba juice . after thaa , we went to the food court . everyone went to panda express , buh i bought this wannabe ganghis khan [sp?] it was also like L&L . anyways , we all ate and stuff . we saw this one lady with balloon boobs ! i couldn't stop laughing ! we laughed at a lot of stuff , buh i can't remember . ahaha . then we went shopping for jiggaboo's dressy pants . ohmagah ! he shops worse than a girl . he is so mothafcken picky . oh gosh . lol . we first went to JCPenny . he couldn't choose . on the way out of JCP , we were looking at these dresses , FREAKIN' JIGGABOO ! i was crackin' up ! he is so weird . as we left , BBH , other half , jiggaboo , andrew , and i took mirror pics (which i still needa upload) after JCP , we walked to Sears , well jiggaboo and i did . thaa foo ! so picky !
"no i need a 29 . 30 is too big and 28 is too small . it's so baggy ." BLAAAH BLAAAH BLAAAAH !
you're just too difficult to shop with jiggaboo ! ahaha(: buh yeeaah , i MADE him try on stuff . he was freakin' complaining . so while he tried on the pants , i took mirror pictures with BBH & other half . then we walked in on jiggaboo , and took more pictures xD ahaha . anyways , JB didn't like any of the pants he tried on , so it was back to JCP . by the time we got there , those guys were "working" i was about to say hi to mikey buh he was like " no , no , no . i just got in trouble ." so then i walked around . i was trying to avoid and hide from Lakers . i failed -_- ahaha ! so i could feel him looking at me every now and then . ehh . then guess who i saw ! CARAMEL ! i was like , he works here too ? ! oh dang . my eyecandy . teeheehee . then i saw kenneth and said hi . he asked wuh we were doing there , blaaah blaaah blaaah . oh ! freakin BBH ! so she stops and "rests" on one of the racks , righ between where Lakers and Caramel are , and she goes "i'm so tired , i don't wana walk anymore . can we just stay here for awhile ?" i was like hell no girl ! she was freakin messing with me . Caramel & Lakers were just looking at us like "they are stupid" so i pulled Vee and made her walk around with me . so i was looking around cause when i go to a mall and i have money , i HAVE to buy something . then i saw this cute vest thingy . i tried it on and i liked it . so i went to go buy it . then after thaa , BBH & i went "looking" for other half & jiggaboo . we passed by Lakers and Caramel again(; ahaha . buh i avoided making eye contact . so yeaah . we chilled and jiggaboo finally bought some pants (turns out he's gonna return them cause he found better ones at macy's today) so everyone left and it was just me and other half . we talked to thaa yoghurt place where i was supposed to wait for my mom , buh she was already there , waiting for me . so i bought my yoghurt and left . and i had to leave other half alone -_- cause she was waiting for her brodder . at least she didn't get raped , i think . ahaha . so yeaah . thaa was pretty much it for Carson Mall . overall , it was pretty fun . lots of laughs :D
buh earlier thaa daaay ....
EHHH -_- i was having a decent lunch , buh BBH & other half weren't there . freakin' JB took forever to come hang out with me . so i was stuck with my kind , freshies . ahaha . i was talking to ric about this one foo i might have a thang for , and guess wuh i found out ? ! Vanilla Bean has a girlfriend ! gaaaah , i was like , ARE YOU EFFING SERIOUS ? ARE YOU SURE ? HOW DO YOU KNOW ? SINCE WHEN ? and yeeaah ... so JB calls me over and is like hug me . i ask why , so he says "just hug me , trust me you're gonna need it" i'm like wuhs wrong . he was starting to worry me . then he says something like "i don't want you to get hurt again and i don't wana ruin your day , but ....." and he won't tell me . it's as if he is trying to scare me and get me all worried . so we go back and forth , then he finally tells me .
"______(Lakers) found out ."
"WUH THE FUHHH ? ! HOW ?"
so he tells me the whole story about fifth period . so i'm guessing who it could be . he says no to all of them .
"It's someone unexpected ."
"WHO ? ! who else knows thaa could have told him ?"
"It was R___ ."
"WUHH THE FUHH ? NO NO NO ! OH HAAAILS NO ........"
i was just screaming ! going on and on . JB tries to calm me down .
"Don't kill the messenger[sp?]"
and yeaaah . so within 5 minutes , i found out VB been having a girlfriend and thaa Lakers knows i like him (well i just have a thang for him)
IT SUCKS BIG BALLS .
OOOH ! during sixth period ! gaaah . so before class started , i was sitting down and i looked outside , guess who passes by ? DOBI ! wuh the fuhh ? okaaay . so i'm taking a test , and i look at the door , guess we passes by now ? VANILLA BEAN ! guess wuh he mouths to me "I LOVE YOU" oh mayunn , i started laughing to myself and "brodder" was like WTHEEZY is her problem ? cause it was all super quiet and i was laughing . so yeaaah . still taking my test and VB passes by again and we make eye contact . so i'm still writing thaa stupid essay and i look up to see Dobi passing by once again ! ahaha . sixth period was so like WOW . ahaha .
now i gotta update about the rest of my week .
so....
THE END .
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