Hello there(:
Dayum , June went by pretty fast . A little over two months of summer vacation left . I can't believe it's summer already . Freshman year is gone . Oooh , it was so fun . Psh . Well , it wasn't too bad . Now that I think about it , it was a good year . Can't wait for sophomore year , SIKE . Ima enjoy my time off from waaack ass school . Mmm , so yeeah .
I think my life could be back to a good place . No worries about school , except for that freakin' summer assignment . No boy troubles(: Not yet anyways . Friend drama ? Nopeee . It better stay that way . I'm fna spend time with family in Arizona , thaa's wsup(:
Ugh , but there is one problem , I wana fck up this one girl . She needs to stop talking her shiet . If she keeps running her mouth , ima have to regulate . I knew she was a btch when I met her . Oohwell , she got enough problems as it is . But if I hear that my name came out of her mouth again , she better watch the fck out .
Anyways , it's been awhile since I blogged , I wonder why . But yeeah , $UMMER 2OO9 :]<3 This might be a good one . Probably better than last year . Ooh , but I have practice . It's been awhile since I've said that . Drill team again . But this team will be a funner team to be on . More laid back an chill , yet still bomb as fck . Now I have something to keep me from getting any fatter(: Oohyes .
So what have I done so far ? Mmm .. TRANSFORMERS 2 ! Hell yes . That movie was too bomb . I wana watch it again , but this time in IMAX . I went to Arizona and Vegas . Fun but super hot . Chillin with the niggahs . Getting fat . Oohyeeee . That's it for now . Next time I blog , it will be July ! Fasho fasho .
Byeeee for now :D
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
I've lost my mojo ):
I'm like Austin Powers . Mama Ria & I have lost our mojo ): That is so not the business . I'm sad ! Where did it go ? How did I lose it ? The fck ? ! Oohman . Well anyways , I'm like super-dee-duper close to Trisha . Which is good(: I love it . It's like "mandatory" we hang out like everyday ! It's a must . She's either at my house , I'm at her house , we're on AIM , or we're on the phone . It's crazy how close we got & it all happened pretty fast . NO HOMO . Since my bestest friend isn't here , she's the next best thing . She was like sent to me . Mmmm , anything new ? HELL YES ! So Dobi has a new friend , and it's hellah obvious ! But whatevers , I'm pretty much over it . I'm talking to SM again . I've been fighting with DS a lot , but we always fix it , so it's chill . He's just a big JERK now . I'm over all the guys I was into before . Any new ones ? YES(: Ooohweee ! He's the "K card in my deck" I finally got him ! I'm fna regulate pretty soon ! Fck , he is cute ! From what I heard he's athletic and outgoing AND he's a junior , my favorite :D teeheehee . Ima fcking handle . Damn baby ! I want that ! Then there is Stick Shift ! He will always be cute to me . But he got beezies lined up and waiting . I gotta take a number . FCK THAT ! I doubt I have a chance with him anyways . But he can teach me to drive anyday(: "If I got in a car accident with you , I'd die happy" Hell yeeee ! Anyways . Ooooh ! I have OMGD ! Obsessive Male Gender Disorder(: Ahahaha . I got that off Zoey 101 . And so , I got my wires for my top braces , and some stupid shiet that gave me a lisp ! I hate it . People kept making fun of me . I couldn't cuss at anyone without sounding retarded . Grrr ... People said I sounded like Stacy from Zoey 101 , eww !
I met this cutie , but he has a girlfriend though . So nevermind ... I lost my mojo ! But according to Victoria & Trish , I have swag . HAHAHA , sike ! You must be trippin . Me ? Swag ? Funny . "I TURN MY SWAG ON" But right now , it seems like it's broken . It's off and I can't turn it back on . They say I can get any guy I want , not true . I used to . But not anymore . They same I'm pretty & photogenic . DAMN ! I needs to tie their shoelaces , cause they really trippin ! I want my mojo back . I feel like a FUGLY AVERAGE GIRL . Bleeeh . What to do ? Mmmm , take charge ! My gay guy friend says that girls should be somewhat aggressive . If we wait for guys to make the first move all the time , it won't happen . Which I find totally true ! Girls gotta do the work now . Lazy son of a bitch . Is it really that hard to tell a girl you think she's cute ? I tell guys they are cute all the time . But , that doesn't always work for me . Ahahaha . I don't know . I can't remember anything else I wanted to say , so I'll end this entry now .
Buh-bye :D
I met this cutie , but he has a girlfriend though . So nevermind ... I lost my mojo ! But according to Victoria & Trish , I have swag . HAHAHA , sike ! You must be trippin . Me ? Swag ? Funny . "I TURN MY SWAG ON" But right now , it seems like it's broken . It's off and I can't turn it back on . They say I can get any guy I want , not true . I used to . But not anymore . They same I'm pretty & photogenic . DAMN ! I needs to tie their shoelaces , cause they really trippin ! I want my mojo back . I feel like a FUGLY AVERAGE GIRL . Bleeeh . What to do ? Mmmm , take charge ! My gay guy friend says that girls should be somewhat aggressive . If we wait for guys to make the first move all the time , it won't happen . Which I find totally true ! Girls gotta do the work now . Lazy son of a bitch . Is it really that hard to tell a girl you think she's cute ? I tell guys they are cute all the time . But , that doesn't always work for me . Ahahaha . I don't know . I can't remember anything else I wanted to say , so I'll end this entry now .
Buh-bye :D
Sunday, May 24, 2009
more to you than meets the eye ?
baybeboy , you don't needa front with me . i know who you are & who you can be .. i'm sure there's more to you than meets the eye(;
---it just sucks that we won't ever get to that point of being anything more of what we are now . but tell me why i have this feeling that we're supposed to be together . not now , but sometime in the future . i'm getting all these signs and a lot of "what if" thoughts . but i know you're into her and she's the one you want to have a relationship with . it's just crazy how we can always pick up where we left off . i've never been that way with anyone else . i don't know . maybe i'm just thinking too much and hoping for something that's not going to happen . and i know i'm just one of the many girls you have lined up and waiting ...
so yeaaah . like that shiet above ? that's how i feel about this one foo . but it ain't ever gonna work . i'll tell you that right now . fck ! ahaha . oh well . what can i do ? but i asked for a sign right ? and my friend sent me a link to something and the link had the guy's name in it . right away i wondered if that was a sign . maybe just a coincidence ? ahaha . i d k ... whatevers . and the girl that he's into , i can't compete with . she's super pretty and closer to him than i am . bleeeeh . it's chill . god has a plan for me , so what's meant to be will be . i just gotta roll with the punches . so yeeeah . but FUCK ! i can't stop talking about him . i can't . especially to his sister ! grrr . he's on my mind a lot now . that weekend changed my perspective on him . becoming closer to his sister , i know about a different side of him , and i've seen it too ! he's actually a really good guy once you get to know him on that level . i wish i was at his sister's level or even his bestfriend's level . they are so close and he treats them so well . i want him to respect me as much as he respects them . i want us to be really good friends and tell each other a lot , but still have for than "just friends" feelings . *sigh* OOH ! what does this mean ? "OLD FEELINGS DIE HARD , BUT SOME NEVER GO AWAY" gaaaah . i'm so confused . but his sister knows how he is and she told me that he might still have feelings for me . and she told me there is nothing to compete with when it it comes to that guy and his ex girl . cause they probably are done for good . I DON'T FCKING KNOW ANYMORE . let me just push this one to the side for now ...
---it just sucks that we won't ever get to that point of being anything more of what we are now . but tell me why i have this feeling that we're supposed to be together . not now , but sometime in the future . i'm getting all these signs and a lot of "what if" thoughts . but i know you're into her and she's the one you want to have a relationship with . it's just crazy how we can always pick up where we left off . i've never been that way with anyone else . i don't know . maybe i'm just thinking too much and hoping for something that's not going to happen . and i know i'm just one of the many girls you have lined up and waiting ...
so yeaaah . like that shiet above ? that's how i feel about this one foo . but it ain't ever gonna work . i'll tell you that right now . fck ! ahaha . oh well . what can i do ? but i asked for a sign right ? and my friend sent me a link to something and the link had the guy's name in it . right away i wondered if that was a sign . maybe just a coincidence ? ahaha . i d k ... whatevers . and the girl that he's into , i can't compete with . she's super pretty and closer to him than i am . bleeeeh . it's chill . god has a plan for me , so what's meant to be will be . i just gotta roll with the punches . so yeeeah . but FUCK ! i can't stop talking about him . i can't . especially to his sister ! grrr . he's on my mind a lot now . that weekend changed my perspective on him . becoming closer to his sister , i know about a different side of him , and i've seen it too ! he's actually a really good guy once you get to know him on that level . i wish i was at his sister's level or even his bestfriend's level . they are so close and he treats them so well . i want him to respect me as much as he respects them . i want us to be really good friends and tell each other a lot , but still have for than "just friends" feelings . *sigh* OOH ! what does this mean ? "OLD FEELINGS DIE HARD , BUT SOME NEVER GO AWAY" gaaaah . i'm so confused . but his sister knows how he is and she told me that he might still have feelings for me . and she told me there is nothing to compete with when it it comes to that guy and his ex girl . cause they probably are done for good . I DON'T FCKING KNOW ANYMORE . let me just push this one to the side for now ...
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
TRUST NO BITCH !
aaaah shiet . it's been way too long since i blogged . ahaha . so many things happened that i can't remember . i'm not sure if that's good or bad . so yeeah . i learned that it's hard to trust anyone these days . cause bitches are fake as fck ! no lieee . gaaah . i only have ONE REAL TRUE friend . that would be my BABYGIRL JAYZEL MARIE CASTRO TORRES ! that's pretty sad , i know . but hey , i rather have one true homegirl than 10 FAKE ASS BITCHES . pass on that mess . shoot . i miss her . it's like she's 1,000 miles away ): grrr . she needs to come back to carson , on the real .
everything changes so fast . especially once you start high school . one day your bestfriends with someone , the next it's hellah awkward . ooh ! you know what gets me ? how a so-called friend will ditch the homegirls for a guy . what happened to CHICKS BEFORE DICKS & SISTERS BEFORE MISTERS . girls seem to hate it when guys say "BROS BEFORE HOES" but they can't follow through on their own words . i guess . eyedeekay . fck it . but i ain't no little girl . i'm a lady . HAHAHAHA ! no joke though .
it's weird how i keep saying how everyone changed , but i guess so have i . but not for the worst . i'm NOT a totally different person . same ol' merolly . but maybe that's not a good thing . i don't know anymore . it's hard to get out of that place where i've been so long . like serious but chill person . down for almost anything . loves to party & drink . ready to fight a dumb ass hoe . speaks the truth . hellah loud and outspoken . lying and all thaa bad shit . it's like i've been a rock . i haven't really gotten out of those bad habits . but now that i think about it , i NEED to change . not for anyone else but myself . i'm thinking about going straigh edge . no more drinking ? hmmm , we'll see . i sure as hell won't smoke . not really into parties anymore . i really need to stop cussing so much . i should be happier . it's hard . i've tried to change for the better. but once you've been a certain way for so long , it isn't easy to change your ways . sometimes , i don't realize how i'm acting , it's just natural for me . blaaaah . we'll see . i need new friends . i really do . i gotta be a better judge of character . i gotta stop hanging out with all these drama queens and backstabbers . no more FAB : FAKE ASS BITCHES ! seriously . i can't stand it anymore . every year . i guess i won't find my real friends 'til after soph year . that's what i heard . so we'll see . i still have some growing up to do .
gaaaah , i hate being the only one who tries in a friendship . if you're not willing to try , why should i ? and really , in a friendship , you shouldn't have to try , it should just be natural .
i noticed , nowadays , people don't know how to listen . real shit . especially when it's your friends . they pretend listen . or act like they are and change the subject to them like 2 seconds later . like , seriously ? come on . i know you may not care about what i'm saying . but at least listen , really listen . it hurts to know when someone isn't listening . -_-
okaaay , i realize i talk a lot of shit . but hey , like my mom said , i'm speaking the truth . i ain't talkin' all that mess just to talk . it's true . i'm real with it . whatever i say ABOUT you , i can say TO you . so don't even trip . the only reason why i won't say it to you is cause it is a waste of breathe or time . or you're gonna get all butt-hurt . or you'll try to bring all yo' little trick ass friends into it , and make it into something it's not . you'll share your business with the whole world and talk shit about me too . so really , there is no point to saying it to your bitch ass face . AHAHAHAHA ! no fcking lieee .
ooh , and don't like me ? puuhlease , get it in line . i don't give a flying chopstix if you do or not . all i have to say is . get to know me before you judge . at least hate me for who i REALLY am , than who you THINK i am . don't always go with first impressons either . i'll just surprise you & prove you wrong . there's more to me than meets the eye(; teeheehee . got it ? good . but real talk . there is . you'll usually see the bitchy & serious side of me . but that's just who i am sometimes . yes , i have flaws . but whatever . and for guys , there is more to me than my butt and boobs . get to know the real me . and stop going for the "tippys" (typical filipino girls) that treat you like shit . or have a lot of drama . ehhh . whatevers . i don't care much anymore . no point in caring about stupid shit . guess i gotta learn to let things go quicker . so yeeaaah . i needed to let all this out somehow , and i did ....
i'll update soon .
TRUST NO BITCH !
everything changes so fast . especially once you start high school . one day your bestfriends with someone , the next it's hellah awkward . ooh ! you know what gets me ? how a so-called friend will ditch the homegirls for a guy . what happened to CHICKS BEFORE DICKS & SISTERS BEFORE MISTERS . girls seem to hate it when guys say "BROS BEFORE HOES" but they can't follow through on their own words . i guess . eyedeekay . fck it . but i ain't no little girl . i'm a lady . HAHAHAHA ! no joke though .
it's weird how i keep saying how everyone changed , but i guess so have i . but not for the worst . i'm NOT a totally different person . same ol' merolly . but maybe that's not a good thing . i don't know anymore . it's hard to get out of that place where i've been so long . like serious but chill person . down for almost anything . loves to party & drink . ready to fight a dumb ass hoe . speaks the truth . hellah loud and outspoken . lying and all thaa bad shit . it's like i've been a rock . i haven't really gotten out of those bad habits . but now that i think about it , i NEED to change . not for anyone else but myself . i'm thinking about going straigh edge . no more drinking ? hmmm , we'll see . i sure as hell won't smoke . not really into parties anymore . i really need to stop cussing so much . i should be happier . it's hard . i've tried to change for the better. but once you've been a certain way for so long , it isn't easy to change your ways . sometimes , i don't realize how i'm acting , it's just natural for me . blaaaah . we'll see . i need new friends . i really do . i gotta be a better judge of character . i gotta stop hanging out with all these drama queens and backstabbers . no more FAB : FAKE ASS BITCHES ! seriously . i can't stand it anymore . every year . i guess i won't find my real friends 'til after soph year . that's what i heard . so we'll see . i still have some growing up to do .
gaaaah , i hate being the only one who tries in a friendship . if you're not willing to try , why should i ? and really , in a friendship , you shouldn't have to try , it should just be natural .
i noticed , nowadays , people don't know how to listen . real shit . especially when it's your friends . they pretend listen . or act like they are and change the subject to them like 2 seconds later . like , seriously ? come on . i know you may not care about what i'm saying . but at least listen , really listen . it hurts to know when someone isn't listening . -_-
okaaay , i realize i talk a lot of shit . but hey , like my mom said , i'm speaking the truth . i ain't talkin' all that mess just to talk . it's true . i'm real with it . whatever i say ABOUT you , i can say TO you . so don't even trip . the only reason why i won't say it to you is cause it is a waste of breathe or time . or you're gonna get all butt-hurt . or you'll try to bring all yo' little trick ass friends into it , and make it into something it's not . you'll share your business with the whole world and talk shit about me too . so really , there is no point to saying it to your bitch ass face . AHAHAHAHA ! no fcking lieee .
ooh , and don't like me ? puuhlease , get it in line . i don't give a flying chopstix if you do or not . all i have to say is . get to know me before you judge . at least hate me for who i REALLY am , than who you THINK i am . don't always go with first impressons either . i'll just surprise you & prove you wrong . there's more to me than meets the eye(; teeheehee . got it ? good . but real talk . there is . you'll usually see the bitchy & serious side of me . but that's just who i am sometimes . yes , i have flaws . but whatever . and for guys , there is more to me than my butt and boobs . get to know the real me . and stop going for the "tippys" (typical filipino girls) that treat you like shit . or have a lot of drama . ehhh . whatevers . i don't care much anymore . no point in caring about stupid shit . guess i gotta learn to let things go quicker . so yeeaaah . i needed to let all this out somehow , and i did ....
i'll update soon .
TRUST NO BITCH !
Saturday, April 18, 2009
TRUE LOVE WAITS <3
TLW : TRUE LOVE WAITS
daaaaaang . it's been awhile since i blogged . i miss it . ahaha .
second period : chilled & cried . bleehh .
fourth : test . freakin' ryan embarrassed me . i turned red !
sixth : had a sub .
LUNCH ! oh mayun . funny ! other half and i went around "asking people to prom" thaa was fun ! freakin' VB ! (:
afterschool : flying chopstix . home .
OOH HAAAILS ! i got home and found out my younger sister & brodder were gonna be out 'til 9 . there was no way i was gonna stay home while they were out . so i had to figure out wuh i was fna do . and i did(:
i ended up going to MAMA MP's house and i went with her and her brodder to their bible study youth night thing . i am so glad i did . so worth it . todaaay was the start of TRUE LOVE WAITS . ooh , it sure does . i learned so much already . i realized a lot ! gaaaah . it opened my eyes . i know it sounds cliche , buh it's trueee . like mama said , it's cuhrazy how one night can change so much . so anyways . i met new people(: and i saw partick ! my "girlfriend" i missed him . he's too busy and too cool ): buh he's my gurlprend again ! so yeeaah . ima see him 4 fridays in a row , hopefully . hmm..the readings and discussions ment a lot to me . it made me think like hellah . OH ! so we did this one activity thangy . we had to pull apart these 2 hearts thaa were glued together . the glue representing sex in a relationship . we learned thaa no matter how carefully you try to seperate the emotional aspect of having sex from the physical aspect , you're gonna get hurt and a part of you will be missing , left behind , or gone . you'd be "heartbroken" if you weren't married . buh in the end , God gives you a new heart . which is the person you are meant to be with forever . buh for everytime God takes your broken heart and replaces it , a piece of Him is gone . thaa really got me . i thought so much of the past . i really did learn a lot . within 2 hours . i don't even learn thaa much at school in a class period . ooh , it was kinda weird how me and matt shared a heart . ahaha . he kept saying "oh you broke my heart" and then all of thaa got me thinking again . blaaah ! ahaha . so thaa wuhs pretty much how my night went . and i absolutely loved it ! <3
it's not about finding the right person . it's about being the right person(:
MAMA MP KNOWS BEST !
so her and i are going to improve ourselves . spiritually , mentally , and physically . changing for the better . & THAA'S A PROMISE ! <3
HERnameisMEROLLY (12:31:43 AM): momma .
ayeepatricia (12:31:48 AM): yes?
HERnameisMEROLLY (12:31:48 AM): you inspire me <3
ayeepatricia (12:31:55 AM): aw! really?!
HERnameisMEROLLY (12:32:00 AM): yessss <3
ayeepatricia (12:32:31 AM): daughter, you inspire me.
ayeepatricia (12:32:47 AM): to strive to be better
ayeepatricia (12:32:53 AM): and to keep it up
HERnameisMEROLLY (12:33:03 AM): awwhh(:
HERnameisMEROLLY (12:33:09 AM): i'm always here .
HERnameisMEROLLY (12:33:39 AM): we have to try our hardest to be a better person and to be more pureee .
HERnameisMEROLLY (12:33:44 AM): PROMISE ?
ayeepatricia (12:34:11 AM): i "ankel" promise (:
daaaaaang . it's been awhile since i blogged . i miss it . ahaha .
second period : chilled & cried . bleehh .
fourth : test . freakin' ryan embarrassed me . i turned red !
sixth : had a sub .
LUNCH ! oh mayun . funny ! other half and i went around "asking people to prom" thaa was fun ! freakin' VB ! (:
afterschool : flying chopstix . home .
OOH HAAAILS ! i got home and found out my younger sister & brodder were gonna be out 'til 9 . there was no way i was gonna stay home while they were out . so i had to figure out wuh i was fna do . and i did(:
i ended up going to MAMA MP's house and i went with her and her brodder to their bible study youth night thing . i am so glad i did . so worth it . todaaay was the start of TRUE LOVE WAITS . ooh , it sure does . i learned so much already . i realized a lot ! gaaaah . it opened my eyes . i know it sounds cliche , buh it's trueee . like mama said , it's cuhrazy how one night can change so much . so anyways . i met new people(: and i saw partick ! my "girlfriend" i missed him . he's too busy and too cool ): buh he's my gurlprend again ! so yeeaah . ima see him 4 fridays in a row , hopefully . hmm..the readings and discussions ment a lot to me . it made me think like hellah . OH ! so we did this one activity thangy . we had to pull apart these 2 hearts thaa were glued together . the glue representing sex in a relationship . we learned thaa no matter how carefully you try to seperate the emotional aspect of having sex from the physical aspect , you're gonna get hurt and a part of you will be missing , left behind , or gone . you'd be "heartbroken" if you weren't married . buh in the end , God gives you a new heart . which is the person you are meant to be with forever . buh for everytime God takes your broken heart and replaces it , a piece of Him is gone . thaa really got me . i thought so much of the past . i really did learn a lot . within 2 hours . i don't even learn thaa much at school in a class period . ooh , it was kinda weird how me and matt shared a heart . ahaha . he kept saying "oh you broke my heart" and then all of thaa got me thinking again . blaaah ! ahaha . so thaa wuhs pretty much how my night went . and i absolutely loved it ! <3
it's not about finding the right person . it's about being the right person(:
MAMA MP KNOWS BEST !
so her and i are going to improve ourselves . spiritually , mentally , and physically . changing for the better . & THAA'S A PROMISE ! <3
HERnameisMEROLLY (12:31:43 AM): momma .
ayeepatricia (12:31:48 AM): yes?
HERnameisMEROLLY (12:31:48 AM): you inspire me <3
ayeepatricia (12:31:55 AM): aw! really?!
HERnameisMEROLLY (12:32:00 AM): yessss <3
ayeepatricia (12:32:31 AM): daughter, you inspire me.
ayeepatricia (12:32:47 AM): to strive to be better
ayeepatricia (12:32:53 AM): and to keep it up
HERnameisMEROLLY (12:33:03 AM): awwhh(:
HERnameisMEROLLY (12:33:09 AM): i'm always here .
HERnameisMEROLLY (12:33:39 AM): we have to try our hardest to be a better person and to be more pureee .
HERnameisMEROLLY (12:33:44 AM): PROMISE ?
ayeepatricia (12:34:11 AM): i "ankel" promise (:
Saturday, April 4, 2009
SPIKE IT ;D
gotta update on wednesday & thursday .
mmkaay so...
APRIL 1
ARPIL FOOLS(: ahaha . i don't remember thaa much about wednesday . i know i kinda fell for this one joke . uhmm , school was chill . just a couple days before SPRING BREAK ! oh yes :D
OOOH ! i almost forgot . during fourth period i met up with BBH and we walked around upstairs , the G & H buildings . we were hellah bored . so as we're walking around , i wana go downstairs cause i thought Dobi had a class down there , buh turns out he doesn't . cause when we're walking i thought i saw him . so i tell BBH to go back and check . and it was him ! so she chills by the door and Dobi sees her ! ahaha . so we continue to walk around . so we do a lap around both bulidings and back torward my class . we pass by Dobi's class again . ahaha . im pretty sure he saw us . so then i went back to class and Brittany needs to use the restroom , so i go with her , no homo . we walk pass his class again and he might have saw us . so after the restroom we walk by his class again . and she looks in to see if he'll look , buh he doesn't , buh as i pass by , he does . oh wow . ahaha .
so afterschool i walked with BBH , other half , and Bea to L&L . thaa was long walk . ahaha . it was other half & Bea , then me & BBH . i bought a ringback tone "TAKE YOU DOWN" teeheehee . thaa's wsup . if you call me , thaa's wuh you'll hear . so anyways . as we were walking there someone shouts at us , i'm like who is this ? i kinda see his face and think he's kinda cute . i found out it's Bea's cousin . and i go "he look cute" then other half and Bea were like "EWWW !" so i'm like nevermind ? ahaha . so we get to L&L and order our food . Bea tells her cousin to go there . and i'm like he aight . ahaha ! we ate , chilled , talked . the usual . i flirted with BBH's "FRIEND" for her , over text . then BBH & i walked to Starbucks and bought a VENTI JAVA CHIP FRAP , mmmm , yummy(: we went back to L&L and chilled while i waited for my momma . i left and other half walked with BBH & Bea to her house . i got home and killed time before confirmation .
CONFIRMATION !
it just always puts me in a better mood ! thaa is unless they have a deep session . which they did =/ i was looking forward to a silly ARPIL FOOLS joke from "the team" buh no . i cried instead .
buh after i cried and reflected on stuff , i felt better . so ish all good . and yeaah .
OH , guess who i-ems me . DOBI ! i'm like after a week , you finally talk to me ? well i didn't say thaa . so his i/m says something like
"Why did you walk by my class like 5 times today ?"
so i act stupid and reply :
"I did ?"
"Oooh , during fourth ?"
"Duhhh ."
then i try to explain .
"Uh huh , sure sure ."
"Whatever you say ."
i'm just thinkin , wuh is thaa supposed to mean ? i ain't stalkin' you my niggah . ahaha .
so i explain it some more and he's like okaay . i tell him how we don't talk thaa much and stuff . we kinda "argue" and then the conversation dies . oh well . ahaha .
thaa's it for wednesday .
Thursday , April 2
school was whatevers . too much work before spring break ! gaaah . you think they would be chill and not give us as much work , buh they give us more ! cause grades are due when we get back . blaaah . i think i did bad on my biology test . i dislike thaa class , well the work anyways . i found out i was failing . grrr . i needa focus !
during lunch , other half & i made up a new game(: ahaha . we played in the MIDDLE of the quad . and other half was wearing yellow , so we stuck out more ! teeheehee . it was hellah fun . i made other half bump into this one guy . he looked like he was gonna kill her ! LMAO . we were the CENTER OF ATTENTION(; ohmagah . i think thaa main reason we were on the quad was because we VB walking to his girlfriend . no stalker mode ! ahaha . other half doesn't find her cute at all . i don't either . buh personality is key . so idk . ahaha . anywho . as we were playing our game , guess who comes up behind me ? DOBI ! you know wuh he says "WHATTA LOSER"
i felt so stupid ! buh my lowkey mission was accomplised ! i got his attention by playing thaa game(: ima retard . so yeeaah...
afterschool , BBH went with me to tutoring . thaa was so retarded . we stayed for an hour so i could get extra credit . i copied an assignment so i could turn it in and hopefully bump my grade to a C , if not , a D . so BBH was bored , thaa she started to doodle and stuff . she was trying to figure out wuh words could stand for . we used 8's name , Dobi's real name , Vanilla Bean's real name , and SPIKE ! as in volleyball , to SPIKE IT ! ahaha . it ended up being so stupid , buh so funny . Dobi's new nickname is SPIKE . awwhh mayun , too good ! lol . so after tutoring we went to Tabo (taco bell) we ate and talked . you know how it goes . ahaha . after thaa we went back to school , hoping thaa the guys would be done with practice . nopee . ahaha . so were like spies or something , cause we were watching the guys practice . SPIES NOT STALKERS ! mmkay ? ahahaha . we had to leave before they got out though ): oh well . didn't wana make it awkward and seem like we were watching and waiting for them .
later thaa night , i went to church . i was gonna help kuya Timmy with his class . like a TA . buh i don't really need hours , i just wanted to go(: so Bea's cousin , the one i thought was cute , is in Timmy's class . i know most of the people in thaa class . well i know of them . Timmy's two regular TA's are cutee ! buh looked so freakin' familiar ! and i remembered thaa my sister was their catechist two years ago . and i use to go with her . awhh dayum , they are still cute ! ahaha . so kuya asked one of them if he remembered me , he said yeah .
"Did you go to Carson ?"
"Yeeaah ."
"How old are you ?"
"Fifteen ."
"Really ? Oh , I knew that ."
no you didn't foo . you thought i was older ! ahaha . you probably thought i was 15 or 16 back then . ahaha ! too bad you're a senior , i'd hollah ! ahaha . so after confirmation , kuya bought me ice cream and took me home .
THE END .
mmkaay so...
APRIL 1
ARPIL FOOLS(: ahaha . i don't remember thaa much about wednesday . i know i kinda fell for this one joke . uhmm , school was chill . just a couple days before SPRING BREAK ! oh yes :D
OOOH ! i almost forgot . during fourth period i met up with BBH and we walked around upstairs , the G & H buildings . we were hellah bored . so as we're walking around , i wana go downstairs cause i thought Dobi had a class down there , buh turns out he doesn't . cause when we're walking i thought i saw him . so i tell BBH to go back and check . and it was him ! so she chills by the door and Dobi sees her ! ahaha . so we continue to walk around . so we do a lap around both bulidings and back torward my class . we pass by Dobi's class again . ahaha . im pretty sure he saw us . so then i went back to class and Brittany needs to use the restroom , so i go with her , no homo . we walk pass his class again and he might have saw us . so after the restroom we walk by his class again . and she looks in to see if he'll look , buh he doesn't , buh as i pass by , he does . oh wow . ahaha .
so afterschool i walked with BBH , other half , and Bea to L&L . thaa was long walk . ahaha . it was other half & Bea , then me & BBH . i bought a ringback tone "TAKE YOU DOWN" teeheehee . thaa's wsup . if you call me , thaa's wuh you'll hear . so anyways . as we were walking there someone shouts at us , i'm like who is this ? i kinda see his face and think he's kinda cute . i found out it's Bea's cousin . and i go "he look cute" then other half and Bea were like "EWWW !" so i'm like nevermind ? ahaha . so we get to L&L and order our food . Bea tells her cousin to go there . and i'm like he aight . ahaha ! we ate , chilled , talked . the usual . i flirted with BBH's "FRIEND" for her , over text . then BBH & i walked to Starbucks and bought a VENTI JAVA CHIP FRAP , mmmm , yummy(: we went back to L&L and chilled while i waited for my momma . i left and other half walked with BBH & Bea to her house . i got home and killed time before confirmation .
CONFIRMATION !
it just always puts me in a better mood ! thaa is unless they have a deep session . which they did =/ i was looking forward to a silly ARPIL FOOLS joke from "the team" buh no . i cried instead .
buh after i cried and reflected on stuff , i felt better . so ish all good . and yeaah .
OH , guess who i-ems me . DOBI ! i'm like after a week , you finally talk to me ? well i didn't say thaa . so his i/m says something like
"Why did you walk by my class like 5 times today ?"
so i act stupid and reply :
"I did ?"
"Oooh , during fourth ?"
"Duhhh ."
then i try to explain .
"Uh huh , sure sure ."
"Whatever you say ."
i'm just thinkin , wuh is thaa supposed to mean ? i ain't stalkin' you my niggah . ahaha .
so i explain it some more and he's like okaay . i tell him how we don't talk thaa much and stuff . we kinda "argue" and then the conversation dies . oh well . ahaha .
thaa's it for wednesday .
Thursday , April 2
school was whatevers . too much work before spring break ! gaaah . you think they would be chill and not give us as much work , buh they give us more ! cause grades are due when we get back . blaaah . i think i did bad on my biology test . i dislike thaa class , well the work anyways . i found out i was failing . grrr . i needa focus !
during lunch , other half & i made up a new game(: ahaha . we played in the MIDDLE of the quad . and other half was wearing yellow , so we stuck out more ! teeheehee . it was hellah fun . i made other half bump into this one guy . he looked like he was gonna kill her ! LMAO . we were the CENTER OF ATTENTION(; ohmagah . i think thaa main reason we were on the quad was because we VB walking to his girlfriend . no stalker mode ! ahaha . other half doesn't find her cute at all . i don't either . buh personality is key . so idk . ahaha . anywho . as we were playing our game , guess who comes up behind me ? DOBI ! you know wuh he says "WHATTA LOSER"
i felt so stupid ! buh my lowkey mission was accomplised ! i got his attention by playing thaa game(: ima retard . so yeeaah...
afterschool , BBH went with me to tutoring . thaa was so retarded . we stayed for an hour so i could get extra credit . i copied an assignment so i could turn it in and hopefully bump my grade to a C , if not , a D . so BBH was bored , thaa she started to doodle and stuff . she was trying to figure out wuh words could stand for . we used 8's name , Dobi's real name , Vanilla Bean's real name , and SPIKE ! as in volleyball , to SPIKE IT ! ahaha . it ended up being so stupid , buh so funny . Dobi's new nickname is SPIKE . awwhh mayun , too good ! lol . so after tutoring we went to Tabo (taco bell) we ate and talked . you know how it goes . ahaha . after thaa we went back to school , hoping thaa the guys would be done with practice . nopee . ahaha . so were like spies or something , cause we were watching the guys practice . SPIES NOT STALKERS ! mmkay ? ahahaha . we had to leave before they got out though ): oh well . didn't wana make it awkward and seem like we were watching and waiting for them .
later thaa night , i went to church . i was gonna help kuya Timmy with his class . like a TA . buh i don't really need hours , i just wanted to go(: so Bea's cousin , the one i thought was cute , is in Timmy's class . i know most of the people in thaa class . well i know of them . Timmy's two regular TA's are cutee ! buh looked so freakin' familiar ! and i remembered thaa my sister was their catechist two years ago . and i use to go with her . awhh dayum , they are still cute ! ahaha . so kuya asked one of them if he remembered me , he said yeah .
"Did you go to Carson ?"
"Yeeaah ."
"How old are you ?"
"Fifteen ."
"Really ? Oh , I knew that ."
no you didn't foo . you thought i was older ! ahaha . you probably thought i was 15 or 16 back then . ahaha ! too bad you're a senior , i'd hollah ! ahaha . so after confirmation , kuya bought me ice cream and took me home .
THE END .
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
Carson Mall(:
it took me awhile to post this oneee . ahahaa . i've been sleeping earlier ! finally(:
updating on wuh ha-happened yesterdaay , march 31 .
so , yesterdaaay was chill . at school , i had all classes -_- buh i got out early ! (:
first period : funnay .
second period : ehhh . pe is NA$TY .
nutrition : always good(:
third period : chill . i wasn't lagging it for once . i was on a roll . ahaha .
fourth period : worksheets -_-
fifth period : some flow map thang . eww .
lunch : okaay , thaa is until i found out stuff ! gaaah , killed my day , sortaa . (ima have another post explainin' errthang)
sixth : district assessment -_-
SCHOOL IS OVER FOR THE DAAAY(:
afterschool :
chilled with BBH , other half , jiggaboo , lianne , kat , tina , and andrew . then lianne's dadda picked us up , and we were off to Carson Mall . waaack i know . anywho , we got there and we splitted up . it was lianne , kat , and tina . then me , BBH , other half , jiggaboo , and andrew . so BBH & other half got jamba juice . after thaa , we went to the food court . everyone went to panda express , buh i bought this wannabe ganghis khan [sp?] it was also like L&L . anyways , we all ate and stuff . we saw this one lady with balloon boobs ! i couldn't stop laughing ! we laughed at a lot of stuff , buh i can't remember . ahaha . then we went shopping for jiggaboo's dressy pants . ohmagah ! he shops worse than a girl . he is so mothafcken picky . oh gosh . lol . we first went to JCPenny . he couldn't choose . on the way out of JCP , we were looking at these dresses , FREAKIN' JIGGABOO ! i was crackin' up ! he is so weird . as we left , BBH , other half , jiggaboo , andrew , and i took mirror pics (which i still needa upload) after JCP , we walked to Sears , well jiggaboo and i did . thaa foo ! so picky !
"no i need a 29 . 30 is too big and 28 is too small . it's so baggy ." BLAAAH BLAAAH BLAAAAH !
you're just too difficult to shop with jiggaboo ! ahaha(: buh yeeaah , i MADE him try on stuff . he was freakin' complaining . so while he tried on the pants , i took mirror pictures with BBH & other half . then we walked in on jiggaboo , and took more pictures xD ahaha . anyways , JB didn't like any of the pants he tried on , so it was back to JCP . by the time we got there , those guys were "working" i was about to say hi to mikey buh he was like " no , no , no . i just got in trouble ." so then i walked around . i was trying to avoid and hide from Lakers . i failed -_- ahaha ! so i could feel him looking at me every now and then . ehh . then guess who i saw ! CARAMEL ! i was like , he works here too ? ! oh dang . my eyecandy . teeheehee . then i saw kenneth and said hi . he asked wuh we were doing there , blaaah blaaah blaaah . oh ! freakin BBH ! so she stops and "rests" on one of the racks , righ between where Lakers and Caramel are , and she goes "i'm so tired , i don't wana walk anymore . can we just stay here for awhile ?" i was like hell no girl ! she was freakin messing with me . Caramel & Lakers were just looking at us like "they are stupid" so i pulled Vee and made her walk around with me . so i was looking around cause when i go to a mall and i have money , i HAVE to buy something . then i saw this cute vest thingy . i tried it on and i liked it . so i went to go buy it . then after thaa , BBH & i went "looking" for other half & jiggaboo . we passed by Lakers and Caramel again(; ahaha . buh i avoided making eye contact . so yeaah . we chilled and jiggaboo finally bought some pants (turns out he's gonna return them cause he found better ones at macy's today) so everyone left and it was just me and other half . we talked to thaa yoghurt place where i was supposed to wait for my mom , buh she was already there , waiting for me . so i bought my yoghurt and left . and i had to leave other half alone -_- cause she was waiting for her brodder . at least she didn't get raped , i think . ahaha . so yeaah . thaa was pretty much it for Carson Mall . overall , it was pretty fun . lots of laughs :D
buh earlier thaa daaay ....
EHHH -_- i was having a decent lunch , buh BBH & other half weren't there . freakin' JB took forever to come hang out with me . so i was stuck with my kind , freshies . ahaha . i was talking to ric about this one foo i might have a thang for , and guess wuh i found out ? ! Vanilla Bean has a girlfriend ! gaaaah , i was like , ARE YOU EFFING SERIOUS ? ARE YOU SURE ? HOW DO YOU KNOW ? SINCE WHEN ? and yeeaah ... so JB calls me over and is like hug me . i ask why , so he says "just hug me , trust me you're gonna need it" i'm like wuhs wrong . he was starting to worry me . then he says something like "i don't want you to get hurt again and i don't wana ruin your day , but ....." and he won't tell me . it's as if he is trying to scare me and get me all worried . so we go back and forth , then he finally tells me .
"______(Lakers) found out ."
"WUH THE FUHHH ? ! HOW ?"
so he tells me the whole story about fifth period . so i'm guessing who it could be . he says no to all of them .
"It's someone unexpected ."
"WHO ? ! who else knows thaa could have told him ?"
"It was R___ ."
"WUHH THE FUHH ? NO NO NO ! OH HAAAILS NO ........"
i was just screaming ! going on and on . JB tries to calm me down .
"Don't kill the messenger[sp?]"
and yeaaah . so within 5 minutes , i found out VB been having a girlfriend and thaa Lakers knows i like him (well i just have a thang for him)
IT SUCKS BIG BALLS .
OOOH ! during sixth period ! gaaah . so before class started , i was sitting down and i looked outside , guess who passes by ? DOBI ! wuh the fuhh ? okaaay . so i'm taking a test , and i look at the door , guess we passes by now ? VANILLA BEAN ! guess wuh he mouths to me "I LOVE YOU" oh mayunn , i started laughing to myself and "brodder" was like WTHEEZY is her problem ? cause it was all super quiet and i was laughing . so yeaaah . still taking my test and VB passes by again and we make eye contact . so i'm still writing thaa stupid essay and i look up to see Dobi passing by once again ! ahaha . sixth period was so like WOW . ahaha .
updating on wuh ha-happened yesterdaay , march 31 .
so , yesterdaaay was chill . at school , i had all classes -_- buh i got out early ! (:
first period : funnay .
second period : ehhh . pe is NA$TY .
nutrition : always good(:
third period : chill . i wasn't lagging it for once . i was on a roll . ahaha .
fourth period : worksheets -_-
fifth period : some flow map thang . eww .
lunch : okaay , thaa is until i found out stuff ! gaaah , killed my day , sortaa . (ima have another post explainin' errthang)
sixth : district assessment -_-
SCHOOL IS OVER FOR THE DAAAY(:
afterschool :
chilled with BBH , other half , jiggaboo , lianne , kat , tina , and andrew . then lianne's dadda picked us up , and we were off to Carson Mall . waaack i know . anywho , we got there and we splitted up . it was lianne , kat , and tina . then me , BBH , other half , jiggaboo , and andrew . so BBH & other half got jamba juice . after thaa , we went to the food court . everyone went to panda express , buh i bought this wannabe ganghis khan [sp?] it was also like L&L . anyways , we all ate and stuff . we saw this one lady with balloon boobs ! i couldn't stop laughing ! we laughed at a lot of stuff , buh i can't remember . ahaha . then we went shopping for jiggaboo's dressy pants . ohmagah ! he shops worse than a girl . he is so mothafcken picky . oh gosh . lol . we first went to JCPenny . he couldn't choose . on the way out of JCP , we were looking at these dresses , FREAKIN' JIGGABOO ! i was crackin' up ! he is so weird . as we left , BBH , other half , jiggaboo , andrew , and i took mirror pics (which i still needa upload) after JCP , we walked to Sears , well jiggaboo and i did . thaa foo ! so picky !
"no i need a 29 . 30 is too big and 28 is too small . it's so baggy ." BLAAAH BLAAAH BLAAAAH !
you're just too difficult to shop with jiggaboo ! ahaha(: buh yeeaah , i MADE him try on stuff . he was freakin' complaining . so while he tried on the pants , i took mirror pictures with BBH & other half . then we walked in on jiggaboo , and took more pictures xD ahaha . anyways , JB didn't like any of the pants he tried on , so it was back to JCP . by the time we got there , those guys were "working" i was about to say hi to mikey buh he was like " no , no , no . i just got in trouble ." so then i walked around . i was trying to avoid and hide from Lakers . i failed -_- ahaha ! so i could feel him looking at me every now and then . ehh . then guess who i saw ! CARAMEL ! i was like , he works here too ? ! oh dang . my eyecandy . teeheehee . then i saw kenneth and said hi . he asked wuh we were doing there , blaaah blaaah blaaah . oh ! freakin BBH ! so she stops and "rests" on one of the racks , righ between where Lakers and Caramel are , and she goes "i'm so tired , i don't wana walk anymore . can we just stay here for awhile ?" i was like hell no girl ! she was freakin messing with me . Caramel & Lakers were just looking at us like "they are stupid" so i pulled Vee and made her walk around with me . so i was looking around cause when i go to a mall and i have money , i HAVE to buy something . then i saw this cute vest thingy . i tried it on and i liked it . so i went to go buy it . then after thaa , BBH & i went "looking" for other half & jiggaboo . we passed by Lakers and Caramel again(; ahaha . buh i avoided making eye contact . so yeaah . we chilled and jiggaboo finally bought some pants (turns out he's gonna return them cause he found better ones at macy's today) so everyone left and it was just me and other half . we talked to thaa yoghurt place where i was supposed to wait for my mom , buh she was already there , waiting for me . so i bought my yoghurt and left . and i had to leave other half alone -_- cause she was waiting for her brodder . at least she didn't get raped , i think . ahaha . so yeaah . thaa was pretty much it for Carson Mall . overall , it was pretty fun . lots of laughs :D
buh earlier thaa daaay ....
EHHH -_- i was having a decent lunch , buh BBH & other half weren't there . freakin' JB took forever to come hang out with me . so i was stuck with my kind , freshies . ahaha . i was talking to ric about this one foo i might have a thang for , and guess wuh i found out ? ! Vanilla Bean has a girlfriend ! gaaaah , i was like , ARE YOU EFFING SERIOUS ? ARE YOU SURE ? HOW DO YOU KNOW ? SINCE WHEN ? and yeeaah ... so JB calls me over and is like hug me . i ask why , so he says "just hug me , trust me you're gonna need it" i'm like wuhs wrong . he was starting to worry me . then he says something like "i don't want you to get hurt again and i don't wana ruin your day , but ....." and he won't tell me . it's as if he is trying to scare me and get me all worried . so we go back and forth , then he finally tells me .
"______(Lakers) found out ."
"WUH THE FUHHH ? ! HOW ?"
so he tells me the whole story about fifth period . so i'm guessing who it could be . he says no to all of them .
"It's someone unexpected ."
"WHO ? ! who else knows thaa could have told him ?"
"It was R___ ."
"WUHH THE FUHH ? NO NO NO ! OH HAAAILS NO ........"
i was just screaming ! going on and on . JB tries to calm me down .
"Don't kill the messenger[sp?]"
and yeaaah . so within 5 minutes , i found out VB been having a girlfriend and thaa Lakers knows i like him (well i just have a thang for him)
IT SUCKS BIG BALLS .
OOOH ! during sixth period ! gaaah . so before class started , i was sitting down and i looked outside , guess who passes by ? DOBI ! wuh the fuhh ? okaaay . so i'm taking a test , and i look at the door , guess we passes by now ? VANILLA BEAN ! guess wuh he mouths to me "I LOVE YOU" oh mayunn , i started laughing to myself and "brodder" was like WTHEEZY is her problem ? cause it was all super quiet and i was laughing . so yeaaah . still taking my test and VB passes by again and we make eye contact . so i'm still writing thaa stupid essay and i look up to see Dobi passing by once again ! ahaha . sixth period was so like WOW . ahaha .
now i gotta update about the rest of my week .
so....
THE END .
Monday, March 30, 2009
MEET ME HALFWAY...
TEEHEEHEE ! <---thaa's my new thang now :D
anywhoo , today was a good day ! oh mayun . i was freakin' hyper . i was in such a great mood . everyone could tell . thaa's wsup .
so first period was boring . buh there are the class clowns thaa can amuse you . they say the stupidest things ! so it made first period a lil better . and during class i wrote my new bestie a letter . i was supposed to write it like 4 weeks ago ? or 5 ? idk . i was gonna draw a peekture , buh my artwork is fugly . so i told him i'd write a letter instead . it took forever ! it was semi-long and i tried to write neat and pretty . to me it still looked NA$TY .
nutrition was great ! i talked to Vanilla Bean for a few minutes . i realized thaa he's a cutieee . just listening to him talk was so cuteee , and it made my morning . then i went to talk to the crew , BBH , other half , and jiggaboo . i was laughing like cuhrazy . they were just like "WTHEEZY is her problem ?" i couldn't help buh smile and laugh . i also saw Lakers . so overall , hellah good nutrition .
third period was okayy . nothing too exciting . i just doodled and whatnot while some lady was talking to us . i texted BBH & other half . and yeaaah . pretty much it .
LUNCH ! i was looking forward to it , for once . i never wana go to Key Club meetings , buh now i have someone to look at , EYECANDY ! teeheehee . so anyway . during lunch , i was like smilin' and getting goosebumps . thaa foo is just too cute ! and i swear , we did this "i'm lowkey looking at you by looking around the room" sort of thing . we made eye contact how many times ! like his eyes would stop on me for a second . buh i'm not really sure . and i still wana know why he asked about me thaa one time... so yeeaah . pretty fun . oh ! and some girl , another one of jiggaboo's bestfriends , was telling me about Dobi , kinda . like i found out more stuff about him . cause she got somewhere with thaa foo . they had a fling and stuff . so he isn't small ? i guess . he smokes , drinks , and he's dirty ! i guess he wasn't lying when he said he was a lowkey freak . thaa was no joke . shoot . i never expected thaa from him . the person i thought he was , is totally different from who he really is . surprise surprise . so thaa was more of a turn off . i heard thaa he swiped his card already . he had sexytime . ahaha . oh my . buh thaa didn't kill my lunch , it just opened my eyes . overall , lunch was nice , hellah coo'
fifth period , still in a good mood . still somewhat hyper . my friends noticed . so we watched two movies and i wrote letters . thaa's pretty much it . i wanted the period to end already so i could watch the game . i didn't wana miss JV cause Lakers was gonna play . ahaha .
afterschool . oh , i was excited to see the game . even though there probably wouldn't be much of a crowd , plus it wouldn't be all hyped like the narbonne game . anywhoo . i waited at the spot for the crew . we took too long cause by the time we got to the gym , JV game was over -_- we missed it . waaacksauce . at least they won . so we watched VAR warm-up . thaa's always funny . i love it . THE KICK ! ahaha ! it's HELLAH cute , righ BBH ? oh fuhh , i was so loud , like the whole time . tell me why all the VBALL guys have smooth-looking legs . do they all shave ? ahaha . i think it's cute , i have no problem . it's actually a plus & a turn-on .
"Haaay ______ , do you shave ?"
"Shave what ?"
"Uhm , your legs . What else ?"
"No i don't"
thaa freakin made me laugh ! anywhooo . the game was funny . gardena sucks . our guys were just slacking off and messing around most of the time . oh yeeaah "SEXY....CAN I ?" vanilla bean actually heard me and BBH . we were loud though ! he mouthed "can i" ahaha . i told him i was gonna cheer for him . thaa's our insider when he plays . then i go "haaay ____ , you're my perfect ten !" then he messes up his serve -_- buh i missed it . i felt so bad and hellah stupid . i heard the coach was mad . or looked pissed . buh jiggaboo thinks she's PMSing . so yeah . i don't think he served after thaa =/ maaah bad . BBH says i gave him butterflies when i said thaa . so he got nervous and messed up . oops . i gotta shuddup now . hehehe . so yeeaah . Lakers sat behind us , instead of with JV across the gym , so i couldn't look at him from afar , and i didn't wana turn around . and yeeaah . i can't remember everything thaa happened or everything thaa was said during the game . thaa was pretty much it . we won of course . easy win .
after the game ! teeheehee ;D i saw Pineapple Creme Cheese . hehehe . Dobi is sexy . gaaah daYUMM ! he was chillin with his shirt off . ooh baby ! he's so white though . he needs to tan ! ahaha . oh well , he's fine , with a capital F ! then i talked with Vanilla Bean . i guess you can say we flirted . oh , and he says it was my fault he messed up his serve . oh haaails ! he said "it didn't even reach the net !" psh , and thaa's my fault ? ! cause i gave him butterflies(; FUHHH , i loved the hugs i got from him todaay . i got like 3 or 4 or 5 ? i don't remember . ooooh , there was this one hug i loved . i got thaa warm feeling inside . he gave me pretty hugs today ! oh mayun . i just wanted to talk and flirt with him longer ! i forgot about Lakers for a second and i totally forgot about Dobi . so we went outside and i messed around with VB for a quick minute and turn around to find jiggaboo , BBH , and BBH's bestfriend gone . so i went outside to look for them , and i was surrounded by guys . then i saw them . why did they have to walk so fast and so far ? not fair . i didn't wana leave yet . plus i didn't get to say bye to VB . so we chilled for awhile . and i was messing aroung with VB , then BBH's bestfriend goes "Stop flirting and let's go" or something like thaa . i thought she said thaa a bit loud . then i got into a play fight with VB (which i liked cause i haven't play fought with a guy in awhile , well i have , buh they are close friends) so when we were playing fighting , he called me a bully and walked away . then i was like fine then , i'm mad at you . then he goes "it's okayy , cause you're gonna cry tonight ." WTHEEZY ? so i was like uh-huh suree , wuhever . then he walks away , and i'm like no , i don't want him to leave without a proper goodbye . ahaha . i think i said "Okaaay fine" then i did thaa thing where you reach out your arms like you're waiting for a hug . so he does the same thing . then i said "MEET ME HALFWAY" so he walks in my direction and stops . then i walk torwards him and stop . we're still pretty far . so i walk some more . then BBH goes " No , he's gotta meet you halfway" so i wait for him . then all these vball guys come and hug him . i said "Oh , i'm so jealous" and waited for him to come up to me . (jiggaboo says thaa VB's brother was pushing him torwards me) so finally we meet , and i get my hug ! yay(: then he leaves and so do we . jiggaboo , BBH , BBH's best , and i walk to Taco Bell . two cars past us full of vball guys . blaaah blaaah blaaah . we get to Taco Bell , chill , eat , talk and whatnot .
"Haaay Jonny , do you shave your legs ?" ahahaha ! he said no .
BBH's bestfriend told me stuff about Lakers thaa kinda turned me off from him . buh he still hellah cute . ima stop thinkin' so much and just let things happen as they should . i'll just have to wait and see , y'know ? so yeeaah .
i miss Dobi . like talking to him . i knew it would get awkward . i hate it -_- it sucks big balls . oh well . maybe we'll start talking as friends again later on . who knows ? just gotta wait and see . then there is VB . cutieee with a personality . i just can't help buh think if he's like third choice . i can't get Dobi or Lakers , so i settle for him ? y'know , thaa type of thing . hmmm . i don't wana hurt him or mess up the friendship i have with him . i hate awkwardness . VB is such a good person . i just hope he ain't another guy thaa's fun to flirt with . and thaa gives me attention so i take it . buh maybe , just maybe there is something there . afterall , i got thaa warm feeling from one of his hugs . eyedeekay . no need to rush anything with anyone . time is all i need . buh grrr , being $INGLE is getting old =/ ahaha . lalalala . i guess ima stop now . time to eat(:
PEACE & LOVE :]<3
anywhoo , today was a good day ! oh mayun . i was freakin' hyper . i was in such a great mood . everyone could tell . thaa's wsup .
so first period was boring . buh there are the class clowns thaa can amuse you . they say the stupidest things ! so it made first period a lil better . and during class i wrote my new bestie a letter . i was supposed to write it like 4 weeks ago ? or 5 ? idk . i was gonna draw a peekture , buh my artwork is fugly . so i told him i'd write a letter instead . it took forever ! it was semi-long and i tried to write neat and pretty . to me it still looked NA$TY .
nutrition was great ! i talked to Vanilla Bean for a few minutes . i realized thaa he's a cutieee . just listening to him talk was so cuteee , and it made my morning . then i went to talk to the crew , BBH , other half , and jiggaboo . i was laughing like cuhrazy . they were just like "WTHEEZY is her problem ?" i couldn't help buh smile and laugh . i also saw Lakers . so overall , hellah good nutrition .
third period was okayy . nothing too exciting . i just doodled and whatnot while some lady was talking to us . i texted BBH & other half . and yeaaah . pretty much it .
LUNCH ! i was looking forward to it , for once . i never wana go to Key Club meetings , buh now i have someone to look at , EYECANDY ! teeheehee . so anyway . during lunch , i was like smilin' and getting goosebumps . thaa foo is just too cute ! and i swear , we did this "i'm lowkey looking at you by looking around the room" sort of thing . we made eye contact how many times ! like his eyes would stop on me for a second . buh i'm not really sure . and i still wana know why he asked about me thaa one time... so yeeaah . pretty fun . oh ! and some girl , another one of jiggaboo's bestfriends , was telling me about Dobi , kinda . like i found out more stuff about him . cause she got somewhere with thaa foo . they had a fling and stuff . so he isn't small ? i guess . he smokes , drinks , and he's dirty ! i guess he wasn't lying when he said he was a lowkey freak . thaa was no joke . shoot . i never expected thaa from him . the person i thought he was , is totally different from who he really is . surprise surprise . so thaa was more of a turn off . i heard thaa he swiped his card already . he had sexytime . ahaha . oh my . buh thaa didn't kill my lunch , it just opened my eyes . overall , lunch was nice , hellah coo'
fifth period , still in a good mood . still somewhat hyper . my friends noticed . so we watched two movies and i wrote letters . thaa's pretty much it . i wanted the period to end already so i could watch the game . i didn't wana miss JV cause Lakers was gonna play . ahaha .
afterschool . oh , i was excited to see the game . even though there probably wouldn't be much of a crowd , plus it wouldn't be all hyped like the narbonne game . anywhoo . i waited at the spot for the crew . we took too long cause by the time we got to the gym , JV game was over -_- we missed it . waaacksauce . at least they won . so we watched VAR warm-up . thaa's always funny . i love it . THE KICK ! ahaha ! it's HELLAH cute , righ BBH ? oh fuhh , i was so loud , like the whole time . tell me why all the VBALL guys have smooth-looking legs . do they all shave ? ahaha . i think it's cute , i have no problem . it's actually a plus & a turn-on .
"Haaay ______ , do you shave ?"
"Shave what ?"
"Uhm , your legs . What else ?"
"No i don't"
thaa freakin made me laugh ! anywhooo . the game was funny . gardena sucks . our guys were just slacking off and messing around most of the time . oh yeeaah "SEXY....CAN I ?" vanilla bean actually heard me and BBH . we were loud though ! he mouthed "can i" ahaha . i told him i was gonna cheer for him . thaa's our insider when he plays . then i go "haaay ____ , you're my perfect ten !" then he messes up his serve -_- buh i missed it . i felt so bad and hellah stupid . i heard the coach was mad . or looked pissed . buh jiggaboo thinks she's PMSing . so yeah . i don't think he served after thaa =/ maaah bad . BBH says i gave him butterflies when i said thaa . so he got nervous and messed up . oops . i gotta shuddup now . hehehe . so yeeaah . Lakers sat behind us , instead of with JV across the gym , so i couldn't look at him from afar , and i didn't wana turn around . and yeeaah . i can't remember everything thaa happened or everything thaa was said during the game . thaa was pretty much it . we won of course . easy win .
after the game ! teeheehee ;D i saw Pineapple Creme Cheese . hehehe . Dobi is sexy . gaaah daYUMM ! he was chillin with his shirt off . ooh baby ! he's so white though . he needs to tan ! ahaha . oh well , he's fine , with a capital F ! then i talked with Vanilla Bean . i guess you can say we flirted . oh , and he says it was my fault he messed up his serve . oh haaails ! he said "it didn't even reach the net !" psh , and thaa's my fault ? ! cause i gave him butterflies(; FUHHH , i loved the hugs i got from him todaay . i got like 3 or 4 or 5 ? i don't remember . ooooh , there was this one hug i loved . i got thaa warm feeling inside . he gave me pretty hugs today ! oh mayun . i just wanted to talk and flirt with him longer ! i forgot about Lakers for a second and i totally forgot about Dobi . so we went outside and i messed around with VB for a quick minute and turn around to find jiggaboo , BBH , and BBH's bestfriend gone . so i went outside to look for them , and i was surrounded by guys . then i saw them . why did they have to walk so fast and so far ? not fair . i didn't wana leave yet . plus i didn't get to say bye to VB . so we chilled for awhile . and i was messing aroung with VB , then BBH's bestfriend goes "Stop flirting and let's go" or something like thaa . i thought she said thaa a bit loud . then i got into a play fight with VB (which i liked cause i haven't play fought with a guy in awhile , well i have , buh they are close friends) so when we were playing fighting , he called me a bully and walked away . then i was like fine then , i'm mad at you . then he goes "it's okayy , cause you're gonna cry tonight ." WTHEEZY ? so i was like uh-huh suree , wuhever . then he walks away , and i'm like no , i don't want him to leave without a proper goodbye . ahaha . i think i said "Okaaay fine" then i did thaa thing where you reach out your arms like you're waiting for a hug . so he does the same thing . then i said "MEET ME HALFWAY" so he walks in my direction and stops . then i walk torwards him and stop . we're still pretty far . so i walk some more . then BBH goes " No , he's gotta meet you halfway" so i wait for him . then all these vball guys come and hug him . i said "Oh , i'm so jealous" and waited for him to come up to me . (jiggaboo says thaa VB's brother was pushing him torwards me) so finally we meet , and i get my hug ! yay(: then he leaves and so do we . jiggaboo , BBH , BBH's best , and i walk to Taco Bell . two cars past us full of vball guys . blaaah blaaah blaaah . we get to Taco Bell , chill , eat , talk and whatnot .
"Haaay Jonny , do you shave your legs ?" ahahaha ! he said no .
BBH's bestfriend told me stuff about Lakers thaa kinda turned me off from him . buh he still hellah cute . ima stop thinkin' so much and just let things happen as they should . i'll just have to wait and see , y'know ? so yeeaah .
i miss Dobi . like talking to him . i knew it would get awkward . i hate it -_- it sucks big balls . oh well . maybe we'll start talking as friends again later on . who knows ? just gotta wait and see . then there is VB . cutieee with a personality . i just can't help buh think if he's like third choice . i can't get Dobi or Lakers , so i settle for him ? y'know , thaa type of thing . hmmm . i don't wana hurt him or mess up the friendship i have with him . i hate awkwardness . VB is such a good person . i just hope he ain't another guy thaa's fun to flirt with . and thaa gives me attention so i take it . buh maybe , just maybe there is something there . afterall , i got thaa warm feeling from one of his hugs . eyedeekay . no need to rush anything with anyone . time is all i need . buh grrr , being $INGLE is getting old =/ ahaha . lalalala . i guess ima stop now . time to eat(:
PEACE & LOVE :]<3
Sunday, March 29, 2009
i don't give a flying chopstix !
otaaay , so i was supposed to write this days ago , buh i haven't had the time or energy to . time to update this mess . ahaha . (since it's been a few days , i forgot a lot of stuff , so it won't be as detailed as the other posts i have)
let's start with Thursdaaay , March 26 .
hmmm , wuh happened ? first period , boring like always . we watched thaa one family movie . thaa mess was trippy . third period was chill . i like thaa class . fifth period was boring , like always .
afterschool . uhmm , i forgot . BBH & i went to Albertson's with my madre and we bought STARBUCKS ! yummy ! i couldn't decide if i wanted Vanilla Bean with Caramel . or if i wanted Java Chip . so i got VB w/ C . and next time ima get JV , and just keep alternating . then we went to this mexican store . while my momma was in the store , we talked in the car about Lakers and other people . i'm so into him(; teeheehee . afterwards we chilled at my house . we ate bagels . PINEAPPLE CREME CHESE(; AHAHA ! we lowkey talked about guys using the nicknames and such . gaaah , we laughed so freakin' much ! so we were looking through my foam letters . BBH dumped the whole container on my bed . thaa girl ! ahaha . we looked on people's myspaces and saw some cute & funny things ! hehehe(; uhmm , wuh else ? i d k . i forgot . buh we laughed about so much stuff . OOH ! this JERK thinks BBH is cuteee . i was texting him , and he goes "she's cute" i was like oh snap ! and i showed her the text . i asked if he wanted me to hook him up . he said it was chill . ahaha . buh it was funny and random . so now i'm trying to get BBH into him , instead of 8 . LOL . then she left . thaa's pretty much it for thursday .
Fridaaay , March 27 .
second period : EWWW . i didn't pass my mile test , so i gotta do some pacer thingy. i ran for nothing ! i felt so NA$TY after . nutrition is always funny . uhmm . fourth period was so freakin' hilarious ! ryan is too funny ! all the stuff he says ! lol . oh , i took a test . kinda easy , i hope i did good . lunch , too good(: always laughing and makin stupid jokes . "Pick it up with your buttcheeks ." ahaha , other half ! "no ! pick it up with your coochee ." ahaha ! "how would you pick it up with your di...." eww -_- lol . sixth period : chill . so afterschool wuh happened ? chilled at the planters then donut shop . then back to school . talked then walk BBH to the front . as we did thaa , we saw 8 . i could have sworn he was looking at her and smiling ! OOHWEE girl(; then i kicked it with jiggaboo and other half on the stairs . pretty fun . then i went home . i think thaa was it .
Saturdaaay , March 28 .
i had to go to a viewing in Escondido -_- it was so sad . when i first got there and saw "uncle" jim , i wanted to cry . there was a slideshow with pictures of him and "auntie" eva . i couldn't believe he was gone . ans i still can't believe it . he was such a great person , hellah funny . he could brighten your day . camping and stuff just won't be the same without him . gaaah , ima miss him... (if i keep talking about this , ima cry . so i'll stop)
after the viewing , i went to my uncle's . blaaaah . nothing special .
Todaaay , March 29 .
wokee up , ate , chilled , played with my nephew . blaah blaah blaah . got ready . waited for my momma . left the house and went to Plaza Bonita . shopped at Papaya ! my favorite storeee . tried on all these tops , buh only bought three . (three , why thaa number ?) ahaha . bought so Pat & Oscar's then drovee home . fell asleep in the car . when i got home , i took a shower then was off to church . mass felt long cause of Father Dem . lol . then i went to Albertson's and Target . i got Starbucks , JAVA CHIP . it was perfect . blended just right(: uhmm , then wuh ? finally home for the rest of the night ! and thaa's it . todaaay was not a chillax daay . after this , i needa write thaa JERK's letter . his LONG letter(; if not tonight , before i see him tomorrow . cause i promised . buh we ain't thaa close , so wuh the hell am i gonna write about ? oh BBH ! hehehe . jaaaykaaay .
oh ! and todaaay , i was the number 3 like twice . unexpected too ! at church and on tv . both jerseys . it's all around me -_-
OKAAAY . update on life in general . FML(;
tell me why , i have an IDGAF attitude nowadays . and i've been irritated with some of my friends . i don't get it . it's been like this for about 2 weeks now . well it's my time of the month , so i thought it was PMS , buh two weeks of it ? nawwhh . it's weird though , cause usually if you're PMSing , you're a beeetch , buh i don't think i was . (maybe cause i've been giddy over LAKERS this past week , maybeee...) so instead of being btchy , i've been irritable ? thaa's probably it . and surprisingly , i didn't take it out on anybody , i just take it and keep it to myself , i guess . thaa's better than treating everyone around me like caca . anyways . lately , i've just learn to let things go , and care less wuh happens . the way i see it , whatevers meant to be , will be . thaa's why i don't really care about the whole Dobi situation . i mean , why wait and hope for nothing ? i don't think anything is gonna happen . and i haven't talk or seen him since wednesday . so it's been easier to let it go . and there is someone new in the picture . his name is ______(: i call him Kobe , Lakers , 41 , 23 , Caramel , VPNL . i have the most nicknames for him , i don't know why . anywhoo , i doubt i have a chance with him either . buh who knows ? we'll just have to see . he is so freakin' cute . i heard a lot of girls are interested in him . so wuh do i do ? i don't want to be straight forward like with Dobi , cause look how thaa turned out . awkward , exactly the opposite of wuh i was hoping for . why would i get my hopes up again ? eyedeekay . jiggaboo said he would talk to him for me . or something . ehh . buh like i said . i'm starting to care less about stuff . especially drama with friends . i'm trying to focus on school and maintain all my A's and turn my C in bio to an A or B . striving for straight A's (for the first time) by the 20 week report card . buh yeah , everytime something stupid comes up , i'm like IDGAF . i let it go or don't really care . i'm irritated so easily . i need to pray , no jokeee .
OOH ! i'm in this phase again . where i think all these guys are cute . and for some reason , i'm getting into Carson & Narbonne guys now . i want one ! i didn't want a Carson guy before , buh now i do . there is a bunch i'm noticing now thaa i didn't notice before . all hellah random and out of nowhere ! WTHEEZY is going on ? so many eye candies . buh i can't even get a taste ;D (thaa sounds kinky . ahaha) i just want a special someone . i'm tired of being single . it's getting old . i just want a guy who i think is cute and can treat me right . if i could have the one i wanted , i wouldn't care about any other guy and i'd be happy . almost 8 months of being single...BLAAAH . i wonder if i can go a year . it's possible and very likely . buh i want my $UMMER LAAAHVE<3
so PLEASANT DREAMS & GOODNIGHT(:
OOOOH ! there's a game tomorrow . jiggaboo said it's gonna be boring . buh i still love to watch(;
i have an eyecandy on JV & and an eyecandy one VAR(: ima cheer for "my boys" teeheehee ! can't wait . ooh , and Key Club meeting at lunch , OOHWEE ;D VPNL !
let's start with Thursdaaay , March 26 .
hmmm , wuh happened ? first period , boring like always . we watched thaa one family movie . thaa mess was trippy . third period was chill . i like thaa class . fifth period was boring , like always .
afterschool . uhmm , i forgot . BBH & i went to Albertson's with my madre and we bought STARBUCKS ! yummy ! i couldn't decide if i wanted Vanilla Bean with Caramel . or if i wanted Java Chip . so i got VB w/ C . and next time ima get JV , and just keep alternating . then we went to this mexican store . while my momma was in the store , we talked in the car about Lakers and other people . i'm so into him(; teeheehee . afterwards we chilled at my house . we ate bagels . PINEAPPLE CREME CHESE(; AHAHA ! we lowkey talked about guys using the nicknames and such . gaaah , we laughed so freakin' much ! so we were looking through my foam letters . BBH dumped the whole container on my bed . thaa girl ! ahaha . we looked on people's myspaces and saw some cute & funny things ! hehehe(; uhmm , wuh else ? i d k . i forgot . buh we laughed about so much stuff . OOH ! this JERK thinks BBH is cuteee . i was texting him , and he goes "she's cute" i was like oh snap ! and i showed her the text . i asked if he wanted me to hook him up . he said it was chill . ahaha . buh it was funny and random . so now i'm trying to get BBH into him , instead of 8 . LOL . then she left . thaa's pretty much it for thursday .
Fridaaay , March 27 .
second period : EWWW . i didn't pass my mile test , so i gotta do some pacer thingy. i ran for nothing ! i felt so NA$TY after . nutrition is always funny . uhmm . fourth period was so freakin' hilarious ! ryan is too funny ! all the stuff he says ! lol . oh , i took a test . kinda easy , i hope i did good . lunch , too good(: always laughing and makin stupid jokes . "Pick it up with your buttcheeks ." ahaha , other half ! "no ! pick it up with your coochee ." ahaha ! "how would you pick it up with your di...." eww -_- lol . sixth period : chill . so afterschool wuh happened ? chilled at the planters then donut shop . then back to school . talked then walk BBH to the front . as we did thaa , we saw 8 . i could have sworn he was looking at her and smiling ! OOHWEE girl(; then i kicked it with jiggaboo and other half on the stairs . pretty fun . then i went home . i think thaa was it .
Saturdaaay , March 28 .
i had to go to a viewing in Escondido -_- it was so sad . when i first got there and saw "uncle" jim , i wanted to cry . there was a slideshow with pictures of him and "auntie" eva . i couldn't believe he was gone . ans i still can't believe it . he was such a great person , hellah funny . he could brighten your day . camping and stuff just won't be the same without him . gaaah , ima miss him... (if i keep talking about this , ima cry . so i'll stop)
after the viewing , i went to my uncle's . blaaaah . nothing special .
Todaaay , March 29 .
wokee up , ate , chilled , played with my nephew . blaah blaah blaah . got ready . waited for my momma . left the house and went to Plaza Bonita . shopped at Papaya ! my favorite storeee . tried on all these tops , buh only bought three . (three , why thaa number ?) ahaha . bought so Pat & Oscar's then drovee home . fell asleep in the car . when i got home , i took a shower then was off to church . mass felt long cause of Father Dem . lol . then i went to Albertson's and Target . i got Starbucks , JAVA CHIP . it was perfect . blended just right(: uhmm , then wuh ? finally home for the rest of the night ! and thaa's it . todaaay was not a chillax daay . after this , i needa write thaa JERK's letter . his LONG letter(; if not tonight , before i see him tomorrow . cause i promised . buh we ain't thaa close , so wuh the hell am i gonna write about ? oh BBH ! hehehe . jaaaykaaay .
oh ! and todaaay , i was the number 3 like twice . unexpected too ! at church and on tv . both jerseys . it's all around me -_-
OKAAAY . update on life in general . FML(;
tell me why , i have an IDGAF attitude nowadays . and i've been irritated with some of my friends . i don't get it . it's been like this for about 2 weeks now . well it's my time of the month , so i thought it was PMS , buh two weeks of it ? nawwhh . it's weird though , cause usually if you're PMSing , you're a beeetch , buh i don't think i was . (maybe cause i've been giddy over LAKERS this past week , maybeee...) so instead of being btchy , i've been irritable ? thaa's probably it . and surprisingly , i didn't take it out on anybody , i just take it and keep it to myself , i guess . thaa's better than treating everyone around me like caca . anyways . lately , i've just learn to let things go , and care less wuh happens . the way i see it , whatevers meant to be , will be . thaa's why i don't really care about the whole Dobi situation . i mean , why wait and hope for nothing ? i don't think anything is gonna happen . and i haven't talk or seen him since wednesday . so it's been easier to let it go . and there is someone new in the picture . his name is ______(: i call him Kobe , Lakers , 41 , 23 , Caramel , VPNL . i have the most nicknames for him , i don't know why . anywhoo , i doubt i have a chance with him either . buh who knows ? we'll just have to see . he is so freakin' cute . i heard a lot of girls are interested in him . so wuh do i do ? i don't want to be straight forward like with Dobi , cause look how thaa turned out . awkward , exactly the opposite of wuh i was hoping for . why would i get my hopes up again ? eyedeekay . jiggaboo said he would talk to him for me . or something . ehh . buh like i said . i'm starting to care less about stuff . especially drama with friends . i'm trying to focus on school and maintain all my A's and turn my C in bio to an A or B . striving for straight A's (for the first time) by the 20 week report card . buh yeah , everytime something stupid comes up , i'm like IDGAF . i let it go or don't really care . i'm irritated so easily . i need to pray , no jokeee .
OOH ! i'm in this phase again . where i think all these guys are cute . and for some reason , i'm getting into Carson & Narbonne guys now . i want one ! i didn't want a Carson guy before , buh now i do . there is a bunch i'm noticing now thaa i didn't notice before . all hellah random and out of nowhere ! WTHEEZY is going on ? so many eye candies . buh i can't even get a taste ;D (thaa sounds kinky . ahaha) i just want a special someone . i'm tired of being single . it's getting old . i just want a guy who i think is cute and can treat me right . if i could have the one i wanted , i wouldn't care about any other guy and i'd be happy . almost 8 months of being single...BLAAAH . i wonder if i can go a year . it's possible and very likely . buh i want my $UMMER LAAAHVE<3
so PLEASANT DREAMS & GOODNIGHT(:
OOOOH ! there's a game tomorrow . jiggaboo said it's gonna be boring . buh i still love to watch(;
i have an eyecandy on JV & and an eyecandy one VAR(: ima cheer for "my boys" teeheehee ! can't wait . ooh , and Key Club meeting at lunch , OOHWEE ;D VPNL !
Thursday, March 26, 2009
"OOH AHH , OOH AYEEE !"
okaaaay , so i was supposed to write this blog last night , buh i totally knocked out with my laptop on . i fell asleep on kuya timmy and BBH ): mah baad .
well righ now i'm in biology and i didn't do any work . i left it up to the other two in my group . they always make me write everything . so yeaaah , their turn . thaa sounds mean , buh oh well . anywhooo , about yesterday :D
let's start off with "OOH AHH , OOH AYEEE !" oh baybeeee ! the game was so freakin' CUHRAZY . i loved it . the crowd was all hyped buh the gym was so hot ! eww -_- ahahaha . narbonne supporters were annoying . buh they were supporting their school , so it's chill . i was the same way . freakin' screaming my lungs out . jumping up and down , yelling and cheering . i haven't done thaa in the longest time and i miss it . it is so fun .
so , during JV gameee , the crowd was sorta hyped and carson was doing good , OF COURSE(: our JV team is bomb , like TIC TIC ! hehehe . i was enjoying my view . Kobe was playing(; oh baybeee . BBH was tearing and i was like awwhh , wuhs wrong girl ? buh i figured out why later on . i don't really remember much from the JV game cause it was half over when i got there . WE WON though ! oh yeaaah ! best JV in the city . so i heard . then it was VARSITY GAME ! i was excited and hellah hyped . (i was waiting for the school day to end so i could watch already .)
so varsity started running around the court like they usually do and slid into thaa circle thaa they usually make before every game . big butts ! ahahaa , such a nice view . keeding . so while they were warming up , i was checking out the narbonne var players ! ohmagah ! number 6 & 11 . lemme tap thaa . 6 caught my eye so fast . babyboy , let me love you ! ahahaha . oh ! and then there was this one guy ! number 11 . he looked so DAMN familiar . then i was like , is it "dori" ahaha . cause i remember thaa cutie went to narbonne . so i waited , then i heard his name . IT WAS HIM ! gaaah . i remember.... oh wow . it's been awhile since i heard about him or saw him . he is still fineee . even better than i remember . buh i guess he gots a girl or something . too bad . hehehe(; it's kaaay , i still got my eye candy ! hahaha . so then it was Var's turn to take the court and warm up , and OOH BAYBEEE ! wuh a nice view i had . the weird thing was , as i was watching Dobi (no stalker mode) i didn't feel those crazy butterflies like before ): it sucks . after all thaa stuff thaa happened , it was such a turn-off . so yeaah . then i was watching "Vanilla Bean" for some reason . cause he plays Var now , and i was super excited for him . he deserves it . he's a great player . CUHRAZY how they put him in a big game . like just to try him out and stuff . thaa just shows how good he is . anyway . the crowd was all hyped . and i love when var does their chant thangy , it's so funny and cute ! "OOH AHH , OOH AYEEE !" GAAAH , I LOVE IT ! narbonne had something similar , kinda ? buh ours wuhs better of course ! so the game ! oh thaa mess was cuhrazy . we won the first two rounds . and then idk wuh was happening in the third , maybe the guys got tired . they were close to winning buh no . so thaa forced a fourth round . i guess the guys were tired cause narbonne won thaa one . it was so freakin hot in the gym . i needed to step out for some air . ahaha . so during the game , Dobi lifted his shirt , OH BAYBEEE ! made me fall for him again (well kinda , it was just one of those oOoOo , AHHH types of things) he may be white , buh he sure do got body ! i was like "DID YOU SEE THAA ? ! ?" BBH was like yes ! ohmagah . ahahaha . daYUMMM ! gaaah . sexaaaay ! then swagger was bending over , "i ain't never seen a booty so fat !" (; ahahaha . wuh else ? eyedeekay . during the game , jiggaboo and i were screaming like cuhrazy . jumping up and down . i've never been like thaa at a game , it was hellah fun . i was super hyper from thaa vanilla bean with caramel . so was BBH . she was just laughing at me the entire time . like wtheezy is her problem . "IN YOUR FACE !" thaa was too good . someone spiked it and it hit a foo in his face , then he fell on the floor ! ahaha . IN YOUR FACE ! ahaha . i kept saying thaa . and doing thaa gesture we have for it . thaa reminds me , PIZZA ! those fatties and how they eat pizza . then PENGUIN . (babyboy , thank you for taking off thaa bow . it was starting to annoy me . ahaha . i was gonna rip it off !) lmao . oh then we see Kobe from across the gym , walking around in a beater . grrr . we should have sat on the other side !
so back to the game . it was time for round five . the last one . whoever won , thaa was it . at first i was light headed and didn't wana scream anymore , then they game got all intense , so i started screaming and yelling , jumpin up and clapping . ahaha . "get like who ? get like three !" uh huh , okaaay . i was laughing though . "WOOP THERE IT IS !" i forgot when they say thaa and why . uhmm , let's see . "BOOM BOOM , CLAP CLAP , ACEEEE ! one more time , ACEEEE ! one more time , ACEEE !" ahahaa . the guys and their chants . WOW . so the fifth round was CUHRAZY . it was funny how both Dobi and Vanilla Bean served most of the time . i felt bad and scared for Vanilla Bean cause i could tell he felt the pressure . so BBH and i cheered him on . i go "SEXY !" then BBH goes "CAN I ?" and he looks at us and smiles ! then he serves , and it was good ! yaaay(: ahaha , you can be my PERFECT TEN(; ahaha . good times ! A LOT of stuff happened at the game thaa i can't remember all of it . i wish i wrote this yesterday cause then i would have remembered most of it . anywhooo , the game ended at like 6 ! oh and guess wuh ? ! WE WON ! oh yesss ! thaa's wsup ? IN YOUR FACE ! we freakin served them narbonne nachos . and what ? ! ahahaha . i can't imagine the rematch ! thaa's gonna be cuhrazy . i hope i can go !
so after the game . we see Dobi . then jiggaboo goes "____ , good sh_t !" and BBH and i start laughing . gotta be chill cause he came over , i got a hug . it felt like wuhevers , i wasn't all excited . oh well . (i'm guessing he left righ after the game cause i didn't see him after the hug) then i chilled with BBH , jiggaboo , and kat for a cool minute . i was like , let's go say congrats to Vanilla Bean . buh we couldn't find him . so we waited , and walked around in the gym . then we see him . i was like "good game !" and gave him a hug . they go "you wana picture ?" so he poses . then i go , i want a picture with you ! so i bust out my camera and make him take a picture with me . then i was like "oh crap . it was on zoom . EWW . i look fat !" buh it was a decent picture so i kept it . hmm . i forgot wuh happened . OH . we went outside cause it was hot . then all the narbonna players walked out after awhile . and how i loved where i was standing . they all passed by me(; OH YESSS ! sexies . well like two ! ahaha . then jiggaboo , BBH , and kat left me ): so saaad . i chilled with errold and mark . my brother came to give me my stuff for confirmation . buh while i was waiting . i was lovin' my view . Kobe was standing righ in front of me , well kinda . him and his purple tie :D BABYBOY , LET ME LOVE YOU<3 teeheehee . gaaah . then i got another picture with VB . this time it wasn't on zoom . buh he looked like a little boy . ahaha . so adorable ! Mr. Varsity player now . thaa's so good though . he just found out earlier thaa week too . so yeaaah . he's cool . lol .
Overall , thaa game was hellah CUHRAZY & FUN ! can't wait to watch the next game . it may not be as hyped , buh still . i'm lovin' me some vball players ! no joke . and i thought they were a turn off , apparently not ! so yeaaah , thaa's pretty much it . what a game to remember(:
well righ now i'm in biology and i didn't do any work . i left it up to the other two in my group . they always make me write everything . so yeaaah , their turn . thaa sounds mean , buh oh well . anywhooo , about yesterday :D
let's start off with "OOH AHH , OOH AYEEE !" oh baybeeee ! the game was so freakin' CUHRAZY . i loved it . the crowd was all hyped buh the gym was so hot ! eww -_- ahahaha . narbonne supporters were annoying . buh they were supporting their school , so it's chill . i was the same way . freakin' screaming my lungs out . jumping up and down , yelling and cheering . i haven't done thaa in the longest time and i miss it . it is so fun .
so , during JV gameee , the crowd was sorta hyped and carson was doing good , OF COURSE(: our JV team is bomb , like TIC TIC ! hehehe . i was enjoying my view . Kobe was playing(; oh baybeee . BBH was tearing and i was like awwhh , wuhs wrong girl ? buh i figured out why later on . i don't really remember much from the JV game cause it was half over when i got there . WE WON though ! oh yeaaah ! best JV in the city . so i heard . then it was VARSITY GAME ! i was excited and hellah hyped . (i was waiting for the school day to end so i could watch already .)
so varsity started running around the court like they usually do and slid into thaa circle thaa they usually make before every game . big butts ! ahahaa , such a nice view . keeding . so while they were warming up , i was checking out the narbonne var players ! ohmagah ! number 6 & 11 . lemme tap thaa . 6 caught my eye so fast . babyboy , let me love you ! ahahaha . oh ! and then there was this one guy ! number 11 . he looked so DAMN familiar . then i was like , is it "dori" ahaha . cause i remember thaa cutie went to narbonne . so i waited , then i heard his name . IT WAS HIM ! gaaah . i remember.... oh wow . it's been awhile since i heard about him or saw him . he is still fineee . even better than i remember . buh i guess he gots a girl or something . too bad . hehehe(; it's kaaay , i still got my eye candy ! hahaha . so then it was Var's turn to take the court and warm up , and OOH BAYBEEE ! wuh a nice view i had . the weird thing was , as i was watching Dobi (no stalker mode) i didn't feel those crazy butterflies like before ): it sucks . after all thaa stuff thaa happened , it was such a turn-off . so yeaah . then i was watching "Vanilla Bean" for some reason . cause he plays Var now , and i was super excited for him . he deserves it . he's a great player . CUHRAZY how they put him in a big game . like just to try him out and stuff . thaa just shows how good he is . anyway . the crowd was all hyped . and i love when var does their chant thangy , it's so funny and cute ! "OOH AHH , OOH AYEEE !" GAAAH , I LOVE IT ! narbonne had something similar , kinda ? buh ours wuhs better of course ! so the game ! oh thaa mess was cuhrazy . we won the first two rounds . and then idk wuh was happening in the third , maybe the guys got tired . they were close to winning buh no . so thaa forced a fourth round . i guess the guys were tired cause narbonne won thaa one . it was so freakin hot in the gym . i needed to step out for some air . ahaha . so during the game , Dobi lifted his shirt , OH BAYBEEE ! made me fall for him again (well kinda , it was just one of those oOoOo , AHHH types of things) he may be white , buh he sure do got body ! i was like "DID YOU SEE THAA ? ! ?" BBH was like yes ! ohmagah . ahahaha . daYUMMM ! gaaah . sexaaaay ! then swagger was bending over , "i ain't never seen a booty so fat !" (; ahahaha . wuh else ? eyedeekay . during the game , jiggaboo and i were screaming like cuhrazy . jumping up and down . i've never been like thaa at a game , it was hellah fun . i was super hyper from thaa vanilla bean with caramel . so was BBH . she was just laughing at me the entire time . like wtheezy is her problem . "IN YOUR FACE !" thaa was too good . someone spiked it and it hit a foo in his face , then he fell on the floor ! ahaha . IN YOUR FACE ! ahaha . i kept saying thaa . and doing thaa gesture we have for it . thaa reminds me , PIZZA ! those fatties and how they eat pizza . then PENGUIN . (babyboy , thank you for taking off thaa bow . it was starting to annoy me . ahaha . i was gonna rip it off !) lmao . oh then we see Kobe from across the gym , walking around in a beater . grrr . we should have sat on the other side !
so back to the game . it was time for round five . the last one . whoever won , thaa was it . at first i was light headed and didn't wana scream anymore , then they game got all intense , so i started screaming and yelling , jumpin up and clapping . ahaha . "get like who ? get like three !" uh huh , okaaay . i was laughing though . "WOOP THERE IT IS !" i forgot when they say thaa and why . uhmm , let's see . "BOOM BOOM , CLAP CLAP , ACEEEE ! one more time , ACEEEE ! one more time , ACEEE !" ahahaa . the guys and their chants . WOW . so the fifth round was CUHRAZY . it was funny how both Dobi and Vanilla Bean served most of the time . i felt bad and scared for Vanilla Bean cause i could tell he felt the pressure . so BBH and i cheered him on . i go "SEXY !" then BBH goes "CAN I ?" and he looks at us and smiles ! then he serves , and it was good ! yaaay(: ahaha , you can be my PERFECT TEN(; ahaha . good times ! A LOT of stuff happened at the game thaa i can't remember all of it . i wish i wrote this yesterday cause then i would have remembered most of it . anywhooo , the game ended at like 6 ! oh and guess wuh ? ! WE WON ! oh yesss ! thaa's wsup ? IN YOUR FACE ! we freakin served them narbonne nachos . and what ? ! ahahaha . i can't imagine the rematch ! thaa's gonna be cuhrazy . i hope i can go !
so after the game . we see Dobi . then jiggaboo goes "____ , good sh_t !" and BBH and i start laughing . gotta be chill cause he came over , i got a hug . it felt like wuhevers , i wasn't all excited . oh well . (i'm guessing he left righ after the game cause i didn't see him after the hug) then i chilled with BBH , jiggaboo , and kat for a cool minute . i was like , let's go say congrats to Vanilla Bean . buh we couldn't find him . so we waited , and walked around in the gym . then we see him . i was like "good game !" and gave him a hug . they go "you wana picture ?" so he poses . then i go , i want a picture with you ! so i bust out my camera and make him take a picture with me . then i was like "oh crap . it was on zoom . EWW . i look fat !" buh it was a decent picture so i kept it . hmm . i forgot wuh happened . OH . we went outside cause it was hot . then all the narbonna players walked out after awhile . and how i loved where i was standing . they all passed by me(; OH YESSS ! sexies . well like two ! ahaha . then jiggaboo , BBH , and kat left me ): so saaad . i chilled with errold and mark . my brother came to give me my stuff for confirmation . buh while i was waiting . i was lovin' my view . Kobe was standing righ in front of me , well kinda . him and his purple tie :D BABYBOY , LET ME LOVE YOU<3 teeheehee . gaaah . then i got another picture with VB . this time it wasn't on zoom . buh he looked like a little boy . ahaha . so adorable ! Mr. Varsity player now . thaa's so good though . he just found out earlier thaa week too . so yeaaah . he's cool . lol .
Overall , thaa game was hellah CUHRAZY & FUN ! can't wait to watch the next game . it may not be as hyped , buh still . i'm lovin' me some vball players ! no joke . and i thought they were a turn off , apparently not ! so yeaaah , thaa's pretty much it . what a game to remember(:
Monday, March 23, 2009
Drama again ?
oh FCKMYLIFE ! drama again ? i sure freakin' hope not !
okaaay , so last night , i got a message from babygirl saying thaa her cousin was asking who saying stuff about her and Dobi . GAAAAH . i didn't even wana say anything , cause i don't want any drama to start .
so todaaay was going okaaay , buh i wanted to know if babygirl had read my message and replied back . then at third period , i got a text from Dobi , he wanted to know if i was telling people stuff about his ex , which i DIDN'T ! all i said was thaa i think she is hellah pretty ! unless compliments are considered talking crap and whatnot . so i told him straight up . thaa i told my bestfriend who she was , and thaa i found out thaa my bestfriend is his ex's cousin . he asked wuh i told my bestfriend , i told her thaa Dobi is her cousin's ex . thaa's all . and like he was like "so you didn't tell anyone anything" and all this . i said no . i heard stuff buh i didn't go spreading it around . i don't want drama , i don't need drama . and i don't even know thaa female , so why would i go around tellin' everyone her business ? shoot . i mean , did he really have to ask me ? i wish he knew me better and gave me the benefit of the doubt . so anyway . he wanted to know wuh i heard and who i heard it from . i told him wuh i heard , and kinda told him how i found out . buh i didn't tell him EVERY detail , cause he barely told me who told him i was talking about his ex . when i asked , all he said was "my kuzn" oh neegah ! thaa helps so much ! SIKEEE . and when i asked him who his cousin was , he asked me a different question and ignored mine . JERK . i mean , i know he still likes his ex , buh dang , you can't answer my questions ? or wonder how i feel ? if you think about it , someone is talking about me as well . and he doesn't mind . i'm the bad guy , righ ? WRONG . SO COMPLETELY WRONG . geez . so Dobi wanted to know all this info buh could barely answer my question . shoot . i give up . like i know he is lookin' out for her and stuff , buh WOW . y'know ? all up in my grill . buh he's a good guy , so i can't say much . i guess he's sprung off her and isn't AT ALL over her . so why get my hopes up , if ima watch them fall and shatter into pieces ? yaaahknow ? and after today , i don't wana try anymore . it's like i'm losing feelings . why waste my time ? GAAAAH ! i'm thinkin' too much again .
& likee , it doesn't help thaa he knows i like him . so i was thinkin' thaa he thinks , since i like him ima be the one talking about his ex ,WRONG , DEAD WRONG . boy , geet yo' shii straight . ahaha ! all this is makin' me think if it's all worth it . is it worth the wait ? will anything even happen between me and him ? uhmm , maybe not... who knows ? and wuh kinda sucked was thaa his aim status thingy said "i'm not strong enough to keep me away from you" and i don't mean to be nosy , buh i'm guessing thaa was directed torward his ex . i bet they finnah get back together . who wouldn't want him back , you'd be crazy if you didn't . fuhreal . buh the butterflies aren't the same anymore -_- which sucks . cause i loved them . everything changed when i told him . (FREAKIN' JIGGABOO ! 2 AND A HALF WEEKS ? ! REALLY ?) it felt somewhat awkward and there was no curious feeling like "he likes me , he likes me not" sorta thing . cause he never really said if i had a chance . so BLEEEEH ! why bother ? i don't wana try anymore . just let things happen . i'm not gonna talk to him first . i will only talk to him if he talks to me first , and not about his ex and stuff . NO DRAMA PLEASE ! hopefully he ain't like thaa , and won't say anything or start stuff . thaa is not wuh i need . shoot . wuh i need is a refreshment of the alcoholic variety ;D seriously . BLAME IT ON THE A-A-A-ALCOHOL !
if things don't work out with Dobi , i think 41 is cute(; buh i'm not desperate or in need of a boyfriend . i'm better off without all the B$ thaa comes along with a relationship or "talking" to someone . like righ now ! i ain't even "talking" to anyone and there is already drama with an EX ! the heezy ? thaa is not wsup ! grrr . i'm better off $INGLE ! ahaha . maybe i can get over Dobi if i really wanted to . buh wuh kinda sucks is thaa watching games won't be as fun anymore . i won't get all super excited . ima just be focusing on the game and really watching . no distractions , only when JV plays(; 41 BAYBEEEE . or VPNL . or LAKERS ! hehehe . buh WHATEVER HAPPENS , HAPPENS . and thaa's wuhs MEANT TO BE . so i can live with it . If GOD brought me to it , he will help me through it<3 oh yesss .
okaaay , so last night , i got a message from babygirl saying thaa her cousin was asking who saying stuff about her and Dobi . GAAAAH . i didn't even wana say anything , cause i don't want any drama to start .
so todaaay was going okaaay , buh i wanted to know if babygirl had read my message and replied back . then at third period , i got a text from Dobi , he wanted to know if i was telling people stuff about his ex , which i DIDN'T ! all i said was thaa i think she is hellah pretty ! unless compliments are considered talking crap and whatnot . so i told him straight up . thaa i told my bestfriend who she was , and thaa i found out thaa my bestfriend is his ex's cousin . he asked wuh i told my bestfriend , i told her thaa Dobi is her cousin's ex . thaa's all . and like he was like "so you didn't tell anyone anything" and all this . i said no . i heard stuff buh i didn't go spreading it around . i don't want drama , i don't need drama . and i don't even know thaa female , so why would i go around tellin' everyone her business ? shoot . i mean , did he really have to ask me ? i wish he knew me better and gave me the benefit of the doubt . so anyway . he wanted to know wuh i heard and who i heard it from . i told him wuh i heard , and kinda told him how i found out . buh i didn't tell him EVERY detail , cause he barely told me who told him i was talking about his ex . when i asked , all he said was "my kuzn" oh neegah ! thaa helps so much ! SIKEEE . and when i asked him who his cousin was , he asked me a different question and ignored mine . JERK . i mean , i know he still likes his ex , buh dang , you can't answer my questions ? or wonder how i feel ? if you think about it , someone is talking about me as well . and he doesn't mind . i'm the bad guy , righ ? WRONG . SO COMPLETELY WRONG . geez . so Dobi wanted to know all this info buh could barely answer my question . shoot . i give up . like i know he is lookin' out for her and stuff , buh WOW . y'know ? all up in my grill . buh he's a good guy , so i can't say much . i guess he's sprung off her and isn't AT ALL over her . so why get my hopes up , if ima watch them fall and shatter into pieces ? yaaahknow ? and after today , i don't wana try anymore . it's like i'm losing feelings . why waste my time ? GAAAAH ! i'm thinkin' too much again .
& likee , it doesn't help thaa he knows i like him . so i was thinkin' thaa he thinks , since i like him ima be the one talking about his ex ,WRONG , DEAD WRONG . boy , geet yo' shii straight . ahaha ! all this is makin' me think if it's all worth it . is it worth the wait ? will anything even happen between me and him ? uhmm , maybe not... who knows ? and wuh kinda sucked was thaa his aim status thingy said "i'm not strong enough to keep me away from you" and i don't mean to be nosy , buh i'm guessing thaa was directed torward his ex . i bet they finnah get back together . who wouldn't want him back , you'd be crazy if you didn't . fuhreal . buh the butterflies aren't the same anymore -_- which sucks . cause i loved them . everything changed when i told him . (FREAKIN' JIGGABOO ! 2 AND A HALF WEEKS ? ! REALLY ?) it felt somewhat awkward and there was no curious feeling like "he likes me , he likes me not" sorta thing . cause he never really said if i had a chance . so BLEEEEH ! why bother ? i don't wana try anymore . just let things happen . i'm not gonna talk to him first . i will only talk to him if he talks to me first , and not about his ex and stuff . NO DRAMA PLEASE ! hopefully he ain't like thaa , and won't say anything or start stuff . thaa is not wuh i need . shoot . wuh i need is a refreshment of the alcoholic variety ;D seriously . BLAME IT ON THE A-A-A-ALCOHOL !
if things don't work out with Dobi , i think 41 is cute(; buh i'm not desperate or in need of a boyfriend . i'm better off without all the B$ thaa comes along with a relationship or "talking" to someone . like righ now ! i ain't even "talking" to anyone and there is already drama with an EX ! the heezy ? thaa is not wsup ! grrr . i'm better off $INGLE ! ahaha . maybe i can get over Dobi if i really wanted to . buh wuh kinda sucks is thaa watching games won't be as fun anymore . i won't get all super excited . ima just be focusing on the game and really watching . no distractions , only when JV plays(; 41 BAYBEEEE . or VPNL . or LAKERS ! hehehe . buh WHATEVER HAPPENS , HAPPENS . and thaa's wuhs MEANT TO BE . so i can live with it . If GOD brought me to it , he will help me through it<3 oh yesss .
Cindy's 15(:
hmmm , just a few days late on writing about the quince . so March 21, 2009 was my friend , Cindy's quinceanera . i woke up at like 7:30 to wait for Ana and her madre to come and do my hair . it was so pretty ! gaaaah , i LOVED it !
Ana and I killed time and watched Hairspray(: then started to get ready around 10:30 . we put on our faces(; and dresses then took a before picturee . OFF TO THE CHURCH !
when we got to the church , we saw Cindy and thought she looked so BEAUTIFUL ! no freakin' jokeee . she look so daYUMMM good ! no homo(: during mass , i didn't understand anything the priest was saying , i was SO lost ! it was all in spanish ! i was just sitting there likeee , WUH THE HEEZY IS HE TALKING ABOUT ? ! then mass was over . we took pictures , especially of the gorgeous quinceanera ! then CRUISING AROUND IN THE LIMO ! :D
so we went to this one park and took more pictures and Cindy had to do all these serious poses . and all the girls' heels were digging into the grass , makin' holes everywhere . ahahaha !
so we went around cruisin' again and then stopped at Jack in the Box for tacos . we ordered like 40 ! AHAHAHAHA ! oh ! and thaa freakin' limo driver ! he ran over like 4 sidewalk thangies ! we counted . thaa foo needs to learn how to drive , BIG TIME ! ahaha .
we arrived at the house , i was so sad to get out of the limo ): buh the decorations looked great !
so we chilled , then ate . oh thaa one chicken thingy was good ! we took more pictures and danced . then we watched Cindy do all the importante things . like the changing of her "flats" to heels . and the receiving of her necklace and ring . the father-daughter dance , and all thaa good stuff . while she danced with her god parents and stuff , the surprise dance crew lowkey changed . we looked purdy cute , even the guys ! they all needs to wear tight pants ! ahahaha . they looked like greasers . hehehe . GREASE STATUS ! i loved it . Cindy said they looked like strippers or something . hehehe . ohmagah , we did so good ! everyone loved the dance ! ahaha .
after thaa , we all just danced some more and talked . we even sang ! Ana told me her mom said we sounded like dogs ! ahaha ! awhh -_- it's all good . i did it for Ana , so she can get over her stage fright ! ahaha . good thing i didn't really know anyone there or will i ever see them again !
i was gonna go to Dominick's party , buh i had no ride , and i was not tryna walk at 9pm in a dress . SIKE YOUR BALLS ! lol . so i stayed her Cindy's and danced so much ! my feet were hurting . thank goodness i had slippers so i didn't have to deal with the pain of wearing heels . i learned to dance "mexican status" and now i am half mexican(: according to Ana & Cindy . thaa day was fun ! i ended up leaving around 12 . i was super cold and tired . i couldn't wait to get home and take off my face ! ahaha . and wear something more warm and comfortable .
when i got home , i started to be conceited and took pictures of myself . and of course , being a girl , i only liked half of them , shoot , less than half . then i got ready for bed , and was super comfortable thaa i knocked out .
THE END(:
Ana and I killed time and watched Hairspray(: then started to get ready around 10:30 . we put on our faces(; and dresses then took a before picturee . OFF TO THE CHURCH !
when we got to the church , we saw Cindy and thought she looked so BEAUTIFUL ! no freakin' jokeee . she look so daYUMMM good ! no homo(: during mass , i didn't understand anything the priest was saying , i was SO lost ! it was all in spanish ! i was just sitting there likeee , WUH THE HEEZY IS HE TALKING ABOUT ? ! then mass was over . we took pictures , especially of the gorgeous quinceanera ! then CRUISING AROUND IN THE LIMO ! :D
so we went to this one park and took more pictures and Cindy had to do all these serious poses . and all the girls' heels were digging into the grass , makin' holes everywhere . ahahaha !
so we went around cruisin' again and then stopped at Jack in the Box for tacos . we ordered like 40 ! AHAHAHAHA ! oh ! and thaa freakin' limo driver ! he ran over like 4 sidewalk thangies ! we counted . thaa foo needs to learn how to drive , BIG TIME ! ahaha .
we arrived at the house , i was so sad to get out of the limo ): buh the decorations looked great !
so we chilled , then ate . oh thaa one chicken thingy was good ! we took more pictures and danced . then we watched Cindy do all the importante things . like the changing of her "flats" to heels . and the receiving of her necklace and ring . the father-daughter dance , and all thaa good stuff . while she danced with her god parents and stuff , the surprise dance crew lowkey changed . we looked purdy cute , even the guys ! they all needs to wear tight pants ! ahahaha . they looked like greasers . hehehe . GREASE STATUS ! i loved it . Cindy said they looked like strippers or something . hehehe . ohmagah , we did so good ! everyone loved the dance ! ahaha .
after thaa , we all just danced some more and talked . we even sang ! Ana told me her mom said we sounded like dogs ! ahaha ! awhh -_- it's all good . i did it for Ana , so she can get over her stage fright ! ahaha . good thing i didn't really know anyone there or will i ever see them again !
i was gonna go to Dominick's party , buh i had no ride , and i was not tryna walk at 9pm in a dress . SIKE YOUR BALLS ! lol . so i stayed her Cindy's and danced so much ! my feet were hurting . thank goodness i had slippers so i didn't have to deal with the pain of wearing heels . i learned to dance "mexican status" and now i am half mexican(: according to Ana & Cindy . thaa day was fun ! i ended up leaving around 12 . i was super cold and tired . i couldn't wait to get home and take off my face ! ahaha . and wear something more warm and comfortable .
when i got home , i started to be conceited and took pictures of myself . and of course , being a girl , i only liked half of them , shoot , less than half . then i got ready for bed , and was super comfortable thaa i knocked out .
THE END(:
Friday, March 20, 2009
Before Everything Changed
oh , FCKMYLIFE ! ahahaha .
March 20 , blaaaah . so i woke up late again , like at 7:12 , i think . so i had to get ready super fast and rush out the door . gaaah . as soon as i got to school i had to walk all fast to PE , ewww -_- mayun , it was pretty cold . we "ran" 3 laps then played tennis . EHH . for some reason i was super annoyed with someone . anywhooo . Ana & i tried to get our class to sing to Cindy for her birthday , buh no ): ahaha . then it was nutrition . hmm , wuh happened ? i talked to BBH & other half for a lil while . then i went to make fun of mikey and kenneth . hehehe(: OH , i also went over there to see 41 . oh yes(; ahahaa . when the bell rang , i was excited to walk with BBH to fourth cause Dobi usually walks thaa same direction . buh he doesn't anymore =/ oh wells . fourth period was boring , stupid test with right triangles & trigonometry . GROSS . buh i don't think i did all thaa bad , at least i hope . we'll see . after the test , we freakin' got two worksheets with word problems about triangles ! i'm so tired of thaa shape . we needa focus on another . ahaha . Ana & i got thaa class to sing to Cindy ! ahaha ! we started it ! oh yeah(: anywhooo . i got to leave fourth period like 25 minutes early ! ehehe . for a field trip .
all the kiddos in my sixth period met up so we can go to Barnes & Noble . we took Line #3 to Del Amo mall . mayun , thaa was a bumpy ride . and these like cholo foos were gonna jack my friends' phones and stuff . shoot . when we got to the mall , we headed straight for Barnes & Noble . i actually had fun looking for books . i mainly wanted a love story . i bought "A Walk to Remember" and "Message in a Bottle" by Nicholas Sparks . for a guy , he writes like the bestestest love stories(: so after B&N , Ana & i went to get some Starbucks . i ordered my usual : grande java chip frap . then we were off to the food court . too bad i couldn't eat much ): oh well . our class chilled for a good 20 minutes ? then the class walked to the bus stop . perfect timing cause we only waited a minute or two and the bus came ! ahaha . it was empty , so none of us had to stand , like on the way to the mall . during the bus ride , these two mexicos checked out our teacher . when they got off , we told her . and then we found out she has a boyfriend ! oh gaaah . interesting information . didn't really wana know about my teachers personal life , buh whatevers . we got back to school and chilled at the planters 'til the bell rang . i met up with other half & BBH . we talked and they told me wuh happened at lunch when i was gone ! i was ooberly jealous ! all the good stuff happens when i'm not there ! not fair ! GRRR -_- buh anyways . i found out Dobi was chillin' right next to where i usually am ! oh mayun . thaa's some bull . then i found out 41 was nearby too , most of the "players" were ! oh how i envy them ! thaa is booty ! gaaaah . buh they sent me pictures , which i really enjoyed ! hehehe(; CUTEEE . so yeaaah .
Vee & i got picked up . she came with me to get my nails done(: ahaha . we talked about how jiggaboo didn't tell me about somethang 'til 2 AND A HALF WEEKS LATER ! we were like WTHEEZY ? ! why did he wait so long . i freakin' slapped him . something could have happened & i could possibly be talking to someone . oh well , i guess . there was a reason it didn't happen , so no worries . buh still 2 AND A HALF WEEKS ! fckmylifee ! ahahaa . OH ! i got my eyebrows waxed , it hurted ! shoot . still is pink and it feels weird . buh it looks nice ! hurts to be beautiful ! LMAO . after thaa , i went home and changed . soon after , i was off to Carnegie for the drill team talent show thangy . i chilled with Vee . and i TRIED chillin' with my babygirl , buh she was busy . so yeah . then other half came . and her and BBH stayed with each other and kept leaving me . i was sitting with babygirl when they were gone , buh she was occupied as well . so i was like WHATEVER ! then i felt super awkward there cause there were so many people i WAS close to . it made me realize how much things changed since summer and since HS started . the girls i was closest to still have their little crew , buh i branched out and made a ton of new friends . no complaints there . at the same time though , i miss all my old friends . i hardly speak to any of them and the sad thing is , i heard some be talkin' smack about me . i'm just like WOW . wuh the hell happened ? i miss how it was BEFORE EVERYTHING CHANGED . nowadays , people change for the stupidest , smallest , retardest things ever ! i miss how we were all inseperable in elementary . when how we looked or dressed didn't matter . i even miss middle school , when everyone was so close and we knew everything about each other . now look at us . shoot . it's crazy how something so small can have the biggest impact and affect our lives .
so yeaaah , i ended up crying . BBH , other half , and babygirl kept asking wuh was wrong . i didn't have the strength to say it yet , and when i did , i was irritated with them . and just in a really bad mood . so i decided to chill with brent and ric like i said i was . SMART decision . even though i wanted to leave , i stayed with them . they made me laugh and smile . and lifted me up . and it was so nice and cute how they were so concerned . they kept asking me to tell them wuh was wrong . and for some reason , they are extremely easy to talk to . they aren't like girls who always gotta say something , they really do listen . and even though they don't say anything , you can tell they are listening . which girls hardly ever do . and they understood me and cheered me up . it was so cute how ric kept asking "are you sure you don't wana leave ? we can go if you want ." and it was so sweet cause he said thaa he and brent would walk me home if i didn't want to stay any longer . buh we finished the show and talked after . they are the bestestest . if i didn't go to them , i don't know wuh i would have done . i love those fagnuts ! i think thaa made us closer . FASHO FASHO . so they stayed with me until i got picked up , how nice ! i wish i could have gave them a ride cause they had to walk =/ at least they didn't get raped or something .
so yeaaah , thaa was my day . cause when i got home , nothing too exciting or importante happened . blaaah , i need my rest ! i have a LONG day ahead of me ! thaa will mostdef be something to talk about ! oh mayun !
March 20 , blaaaah . so i woke up late again , like at 7:12 , i think . so i had to get ready super fast and rush out the door . gaaah . as soon as i got to school i had to walk all fast to PE , ewww -_- mayun , it was pretty cold . we "ran" 3 laps then played tennis . EHH . for some reason i was super annoyed with someone . anywhooo . Ana & i tried to get our class to sing to Cindy for her birthday , buh no ): ahaha . then it was nutrition . hmm , wuh happened ? i talked to BBH & other half for a lil while . then i went to make fun of mikey and kenneth . hehehe(: OH , i also went over there to see 41 . oh yes(; ahahaa . when the bell rang , i was excited to walk with BBH to fourth cause Dobi usually walks thaa same direction . buh he doesn't anymore =/ oh wells . fourth period was boring , stupid test with right triangles & trigonometry . GROSS . buh i don't think i did all thaa bad , at least i hope . we'll see . after the test , we freakin' got two worksheets with word problems about triangles ! i'm so tired of thaa shape . we needa focus on another . ahaha . Ana & i got thaa class to sing to Cindy ! ahaha ! we started it ! oh yeah(: anywhooo . i got to leave fourth period like 25 minutes early ! ehehe . for a field trip .
all the kiddos in my sixth period met up so we can go to Barnes & Noble . we took Line #3 to Del Amo mall . mayun , thaa was a bumpy ride . and these like cholo foos were gonna jack my friends' phones and stuff . shoot . when we got to the mall , we headed straight for Barnes & Noble . i actually had fun looking for books . i mainly wanted a love story . i bought "A Walk to Remember" and "Message in a Bottle" by Nicholas Sparks . for a guy , he writes like the bestestest love stories(: so after B&N , Ana & i went to get some Starbucks . i ordered my usual : grande java chip frap . then we were off to the food court . too bad i couldn't eat much ): oh well . our class chilled for a good 20 minutes ? then the class walked to the bus stop . perfect timing cause we only waited a minute or two and the bus came ! ahaha . it was empty , so none of us had to stand , like on the way to the mall . during the bus ride , these two mexicos checked out our teacher . when they got off , we told her . and then we found out she has a boyfriend ! oh gaaah . interesting information . didn't really wana know about my teachers personal life , buh whatevers . we got back to school and chilled at the planters 'til the bell rang . i met up with other half & BBH . we talked and they told me wuh happened at lunch when i was gone ! i was ooberly jealous ! all the good stuff happens when i'm not there ! not fair ! GRRR -_- buh anyways . i found out Dobi was chillin' right next to where i usually am ! oh mayun . thaa's some bull . then i found out 41 was nearby too , most of the "players" were ! oh how i envy them ! thaa is booty ! gaaaah . buh they sent me pictures , which i really enjoyed ! hehehe(; CUTEEE . so yeaaah .
Vee & i got picked up . she came with me to get my nails done(: ahaha . we talked about how jiggaboo didn't tell me about somethang 'til 2 AND A HALF WEEKS LATER ! we were like WTHEEZY ? ! why did he wait so long . i freakin' slapped him . something could have happened & i could possibly be talking to someone . oh well , i guess . there was a reason it didn't happen , so no worries . buh still 2 AND A HALF WEEKS ! fckmylifee ! ahahaa . OH ! i got my eyebrows waxed , it hurted ! shoot . still is pink and it feels weird . buh it looks nice ! hurts to be beautiful ! LMAO . after thaa , i went home and changed . soon after , i was off to Carnegie for the drill team talent show thangy . i chilled with Vee . and i TRIED chillin' with my babygirl , buh she was busy . so yeah . then other half came . and her and BBH stayed with each other and kept leaving me . i was sitting with babygirl when they were gone , buh she was occupied as well . so i was like WHATEVER ! then i felt super awkward there cause there were so many people i WAS close to . it made me realize how much things changed since summer and since HS started . the girls i was closest to still have their little crew , buh i branched out and made a ton of new friends . no complaints there . at the same time though , i miss all my old friends . i hardly speak to any of them and the sad thing is , i heard some be talkin' smack about me . i'm just like WOW . wuh the hell happened ? i miss how it was BEFORE EVERYTHING CHANGED . nowadays , people change for the stupidest , smallest , retardest things ever ! i miss how we were all inseperable in elementary . when how we looked or dressed didn't matter . i even miss middle school , when everyone was so close and we knew everything about each other . now look at us . shoot . it's crazy how something so small can have the biggest impact and affect our lives .
so yeaaah , i ended up crying . BBH , other half , and babygirl kept asking wuh was wrong . i didn't have the strength to say it yet , and when i did , i was irritated with them . and just in a really bad mood . so i decided to chill with brent and ric like i said i was . SMART decision . even though i wanted to leave , i stayed with them . they made me laugh and smile . and lifted me up . and it was so nice and cute how they were so concerned . they kept asking me to tell them wuh was wrong . and for some reason , they are extremely easy to talk to . they aren't like girls who always gotta say something , they really do listen . and even though they don't say anything , you can tell they are listening . which girls hardly ever do . and they understood me and cheered me up . it was so cute how ric kept asking "are you sure you don't wana leave ? we can go if you want ." and it was so sweet cause he said thaa he and brent would walk me home if i didn't want to stay any longer . buh we finished the show and talked after . they are the bestestest . if i didn't go to them , i don't know wuh i would have done . i love those fagnuts ! i think thaa made us closer . FASHO FASHO . so they stayed with me until i got picked up , how nice ! i wish i could have gave them a ride cause they had to walk =/ at least they didn't get raped or something .
so yeaaah , thaa was my day . cause when i got home , nothing too exciting or importante happened . blaaah , i need my rest ! i have a LONG day ahead of me ! thaa will mostdef be something to talk about ! oh mayun !
Thursday, March 19, 2009
FIRST ONE !
hmmm , this is my first blog thingy on blogspot . i've been meaning to start one , buh i got hellah lazy .
anywhooo . today was pretty chill . i woke up all late , 7:30 ! oh haaails . i didn't set my alarm and my mom didn't bother to try and wake me cause she didn't think i had to be at school 'til 11 cause of CAHSEE testing -_- buhh i got to miss my boring a_s first period . and i finally got a chance to eat breakfast . CINNAMON TOAST CRUNCH(;
uhmm , yeaaah . so i got to school at nutrition and talked to my BBH & other half . OH ! and you know wuh we saw ? some girl giving Dobi a massage . then other half rolled her eyes and i did my eye twitching thing thaa makes her laugh everytime . third period was boring , i couldn't wait for lunch . buh i didn't even get to see my eye candy . he was nowhere in sight . so i met up with BBH & other half for some key club meeting . thaa didn't last long . buh i got to see "41" or "VPNL" wuhever we decide to call him . ahaha . i think he was lookin at me cause i caught him a couple times , buh idk . anyways , we left and went to go see their one english teacher they had freshman year and she told us about how her fiancee proposed to her . it was SO CUTEEE ! lucky her . ahaha . fifth period was next ! EHHH . i always sleep in thaa class and i didn't do my homework -_- so i wasn't looking forward to going . we were about to have a lecture , buh instead we watched some Obama stuff on tv . and sure enough , i fell asleep . buh before i feel asleep i couldn't stop thinking of 41 . why did he ask about me ? gaaah . i was so curious . buh i only want one guy on my mind , Dobi . there is one problem , i doesn't know if i have a chance . so i gots to give it timeee .
YAAAY ! school was out for the daaay . i met up with BBH & other half like always . and siSTAR too(: i found out wuh i missed at lunch . while some band was playing , Dobi was dancing ! how could i have missed that ? DAMN ! too bad , buh then again . i'm not even sure if thaa would have been a pretty sight . ahahaha ! so afterschool we chilled for a cool minute then we walked to Flying Chopstix . thaa walk felt long and freakin' hot . when we got there , we ordered , ate , and talked . then DQ came over and started talking about her . like always . then during the conversation , my other half started to cry -_- i was like OH HAAAILS NO ! this girl(DQ) needs to shut up . i already told her not to talk about STUFF . so wuh does she do ? talk & talk & talk ! oh gaaaahdayum . then it turned into ALL ABOUT HER ! i wanted to shove food down her throat . hehehe xD thaa girl , too much drama !
so yeaah , after Flying Chopstix , i went to quince practice . thaa was fun . just cold . and i was in desperate need of shorts to put under the skirt for the dance . GAAAH , i felt so naked underneath . ahaha . and yeaaah . i got picked up and i went to carson mall to get a shirt for the dance thingy . we went to jcpenny and i saw mikey . i was like "YOU WORK HERE ?!" he said kindaaa . buh it was so cuteee . like he looked all "uniformed" ahaha . thaa made my daaay . then i saw kenneth , so i started makin' fun of them . i found out it was for a class or something . buh it was still funny . and then like i asked if i would get them in trouble , they said maybe . and then kenneth goes "can i help you miss ?" AHAHAH ! then says "well if i point this waaay , it looks like i'm helping you ." i was confused so i asked who's supervising , they said the camera ! ahaha ! so mikey says they might not get in trouble cause the camera doesn't record audio , so they won't know wuh we're talking about . so they gotta make it seem like they are actually working . ahaha . thaa made me smile :D ima get to make fun of them tomorrow at school(: it was just too adorable . oh and then i forgot how they started arguing , buh they did , about my love for them . i said i love mikey more , so kenneth goes " i don't care if she loves you more , i've known her longer ." oh mayun . those fools .
i got home and blaaah blaaah blaaah . i friend requested "41" and he accepted(: then i got an i/m from Dobi ! i was smilin' so much . hehehe ;D so i was talkin' to Dobi and he said he was down to chill saturday , too bad i can't ! gaaah . too many things happening . i want to so bad ! so he can "fall for me" thaa's wuh BBH & other half say . buh eyedeekay . so yeaah , hopefully another time . i liked our conversation though , even if it was short . at least he talked to me first(: ahaha .
i needs to go to sleep . i didn't do my homework like i was supposed to -_- EHHH . i'll make it up . i got a busy weekend ahead of me . time to catch some Z's .
anywhooo . today was pretty chill . i woke up all late , 7:30 ! oh haaails . i didn't set my alarm and my mom didn't bother to try and wake me cause she didn't think i had to be at school 'til 11 cause of CAHSEE testing -_- buhh i got to miss my boring a_s first period . and i finally got a chance to eat breakfast . CINNAMON TOAST CRUNCH(;
uhmm , yeaaah . so i got to school at nutrition and talked to my BBH & other half . OH ! and you know wuh we saw ? some girl giving Dobi a massage . then other half rolled her eyes and i did my eye twitching thing thaa makes her laugh everytime . third period was boring , i couldn't wait for lunch . buh i didn't even get to see my eye candy . he was nowhere in sight . so i met up with BBH & other half for some key club meeting . thaa didn't last long . buh i got to see "41" or "VPNL" wuhever we decide to call him . ahaha . i think he was lookin at me cause i caught him a couple times , buh idk . anyways , we left and went to go see their one english teacher they had freshman year and she told us about how her fiancee proposed to her . it was SO CUTEEE ! lucky her . ahaha . fifth period was next ! EHHH . i always sleep in thaa class and i didn't do my homework -_- so i wasn't looking forward to going . we were about to have a lecture , buh instead we watched some Obama stuff on tv . and sure enough , i fell asleep . buh before i feel asleep i couldn't stop thinking of 41 . why did he ask about me ? gaaah . i was so curious . buh i only want one guy on my mind , Dobi . there is one problem , i doesn't know if i have a chance . so i gots to give it timeee .
YAAAY ! school was out for the daaay . i met up with BBH & other half like always . and siSTAR too(: i found out wuh i missed at lunch . while some band was playing , Dobi was dancing ! how could i have missed that ? DAMN ! too bad , buh then again . i'm not even sure if thaa would have been a pretty sight . ahahaha ! so afterschool we chilled for a cool minute then we walked to Flying Chopstix . thaa walk felt long and freakin' hot . when we got there , we ordered , ate , and talked . then DQ came over and started talking about her . like always . then during the conversation , my other half started to cry -_- i was like OH HAAAILS NO ! this girl(DQ) needs to shut up . i already told her not to talk about STUFF . so wuh does she do ? talk & talk & talk ! oh gaaaahdayum . then it turned into ALL ABOUT HER ! i wanted to shove food down her throat . hehehe xD thaa girl , too much drama !
so yeaah , after Flying Chopstix , i went to quince practice . thaa was fun . just cold . and i was in desperate need of shorts to put under the skirt for the dance . GAAAH , i felt so naked underneath . ahaha . and yeaaah . i got picked up and i went to carson mall to get a shirt for the dance thingy . we went to jcpenny and i saw mikey . i was like "YOU WORK HERE ?!" he said kindaaa . buh it was so cuteee . like he looked all "uniformed" ahaha . thaa made my daaay . then i saw kenneth , so i started makin' fun of them . i found out it was for a class or something . buh it was still funny . and then like i asked if i would get them in trouble , they said maybe . and then kenneth goes "can i help you miss ?" AHAHAH ! then says "well if i point this waaay , it looks like i'm helping you ." i was confused so i asked who's supervising , they said the camera ! ahaha ! so mikey says they might not get in trouble cause the camera doesn't record audio , so they won't know wuh we're talking about . so they gotta make it seem like they are actually working . ahaha . thaa made me smile :D ima get to make fun of them tomorrow at school(: it was just too adorable . oh and then i forgot how they started arguing , buh they did , about my love for them . i said i love mikey more , so kenneth goes " i don't care if she loves you more , i've known her longer ." oh mayun . those fools .
i got home and blaaah blaaah blaaah . i friend requested "41" and he accepted(: then i got an i/m from Dobi ! i was smilin' so much . hehehe ;D so i was talkin' to Dobi and he said he was down to chill saturday , too bad i can't ! gaaah . too many things happening . i want to so bad ! so he can "fall for me" thaa's wuh BBH & other half say . buh eyedeekay . so yeaah , hopefully another time . i liked our conversation though , even if it was short . at least he talked to me first(: ahaha .
i needs to go to sleep . i didn't do my homework like i was supposed to -_- EHHH . i'll make it up . i got a busy weekend ahead of me . time to catch some Z's .
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