TRUE LOVE WAITS <3

TLW : TRUE LOVE WAITS

daaaaaang . it's been awhile since i blogged . i miss it . ahaha .

second period : chilled & cried . bleehh .
fourth : test . freakin' ryan embarrassed me . i turned red !
sixth : had a sub .
LUNCH ! oh mayun . funny ! other half and i went around "asking people to prom" thaa was fun ! freakin' VB ! (:

afterschool : flying chopstix . home .

OOH HAAAILS ! i got home and found out my younger sister & brodder were gonna be out 'til 9 . there was no way i was gonna stay home while they were out . so i had to figure out wuh i was fna do . and i did(:

i ended up going to MAMA MP's house and i went with her and her brodder to their bible study youth night thing . i am so glad i did . so worth it . todaaay was the start of TRUE LOVE WAITS . ooh , it sure does . i learned so much already . i realized a lot ! gaaaah . it opened my eyes . i know it sounds cliche , buh it's trueee . like mama said , it's cuhrazy how one night can change so much . so anyways . i met new people(: and i saw partick ! my "girlfriend" i missed him . he's too busy and too cool ): buh he's my gurlprend again ! so yeeaah . ima see him 4 fridays in a row , hopefully . hmm..the readings and discussions ment a lot to me . it made me think like hellah . OH ! so we did this one activity thangy . we had to pull apart these 2 hearts thaa were glued together . the glue representing sex in a relationship . we learned thaa no matter how carefully you try to seperate the emotional aspect of having sex from the physical aspect , you're gonna get hurt and a part of you will be missing , left behind , or gone . you'd be "heartbroken" if you weren't married . buh in the end , God gives you a new heart . which is the person you are meant to be with forever . buh for everytime God takes your broken heart and replaces it , a piece of Him is gone . thaa really got me . i thought so much of the past . i really did learn a lot . within 2 hours . i don't even learn thaa much at school in a class period . ooh , it was kinda weird how me and matt shared a heart . ahaha . he kept saying "oh you broke my heart" and then all of thaa got me thinking again . blaaah ! ahaha . so thaa wuhs pretty much how my night went . and i absolutely loved it ! <3

it's not about finding the right person . it's about being the right person(:

MAMA MP KNOWS BEST !
so her and i are going to improve ourselves . spiritually , mentally , and physically . changing for the better . & THAA'S A PROMISE ! <3

HERnameisMEROLLY (12:31:43 AM): momma .
ayeepatricia (12:31:48 AM): yes?
HERnameisMEROLLY (12:31:48 AM): you inspire me <3
ayeepatricia (12:31:55 AM): aw! really?!
HERnameisMEROLLY (12:32:00 AM): yessss <3
ayeepatricia (12:32:31 AM): daughter, you inspire me.
ayeepatricia (12:32:47 AM): to strive to be better
ayeepatricia (12:32:53 AM): and to keep it up
HERnameisMEROLLY (12:33:03 AM): awwhh(:
HERnameisMEROLLY (12:33:09 AM): i'm always here .
HERnameisMEROLLY (12:33:39 AM): we have to try our hardest to be a better person and to be more pureee .
HERnameisMEROLLY (12:33:44 AM): PROMISE ?
ayeepatricia (12:34:11 AM): i "ankel" promise (: